Shancai Rebirth: My Choice

After flirting with Nadel for a while, Kassell gently stroked the cover of the book in his hand and said, "Nadel, you have to learn to let go of the bad things that happened in the past."

Nadel's eyelashes trembled slightly, and she turned her head to look out the window at the rolling clouds. "Yes, year after year, true love is not easy, and true love is even harder to find." Her fingers tapped lightly on the armrest of the seat without any rhythm.

Hearing the word "sincere", Kassell put down the book in his hand and crossed his fingers, "No one is stupid. You can judge who is sincere and who is false. Time will prove everything, leaving only the most sincere people."

Nadel remained silent, her eyes revealing an unspeakable sadness and her eye sockets filled with tears. She didn't dare blink, for fear that the tears would roll down if she blinked.

She thought that so many years had passed and she could start a new life, but when she heard something about him, she still couldn't help feeling sad.

I feel sad when I mention him, maybe mostly because I am unwilling to accept it.

She knew they would break up, but she didn't want to let go easily of the sincerity, beautiful memories and passionate feelings she had given. She was the one who refused to move on and lived in her own world.

Just like life, you know that everyone will die, you will be sad after they are gone, and you will feel suffocated when you think of them, but life still has to go on one day at a time, and you can only wipe away your tears and sort out your emotions to deal with the next day's life.

"Nadel, people always have to move forward. I don't ask you to let go of everything, but I ask you not to take all the blame on yourself." Kassell looked at his sister beside him with heartache. After all, he couldn't bear to see her sad face and chose to open the book in his hand.

He looked at the book and recognized all the words on it, but he just couldn't concentrate on reading it.

"I thought time would slowly solve a lot of problems, but I forgot that problems are always problems. There's nothing different. They're all the same." Nadel said, and at an angle where Kassell couldn't see clearly, he raised his hand and quietly wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes.

Her brother had a hard time already, because he had always made it his responsibility to guide her through her situation. During the two years when she was on the verge of death, he was busy with family affairs while also having to watch over her and prevent her from doing anything to hurt herself. He never had a good night's sleep in those two years.

It's been so long, she should have grown up.

"Sometimes I wonder what the point of us clinging to a relationship is. Even if some people can come back, it feels like they can never come back. In fact, I can't go back either." Nadel looked at him with a smile. That smile surprised him.

Kassell took a deep breath and assumed that she had come to terms with it for the time being. He patted her head gently with the book and said, "Then try to accept it slowly. Little Nadel will have to grow up. If you don't want to grow up, then hide behind your brother. Your brother will protect you all your life." He handed the book to her, but she didn't take it.

Kassell was not annoyed, and silently retracted his hand that was reaching out to hand over the book.

Nadel pretended to be in pain and cried out, "Of course I will grow up. I am not a child anymore. I can protect myself."

"What's more, I have so many people around me who love me and whom I love." Nadel stuck out his tongue mischievously.

Kassell's eyes darkened, and his long, curled eyelashes were like two small fans, casting a small shadow on his face under the reflection of the light.

The one you love?

His fingers were a little awkward as he pinched the pages of the book, but she had a boyfriend, and he seemed to be a very good boy.

Actually, he is not a bad person. Maybe it's not their destiny yet. He can only stand by and watch her like someone else as a bystander.

"Brother, you are so outstanding, you will always meet a girl who is as outstanding as you, and you like her and she likes you too." Nadel thought he was thinking about his future, and couldn't help but say, "Everyone should be sincere, it won't end in a hasty ending."

Kassell just smiled and turned the page of the book. "Sincerity without mutual love is just self-touching of moral blackmail. One-sided sincerity is useless. Only two-way sincerity can bear fruit. Silly Nadel, do you understand?" As he spoke, he continued to read the book with his head down, and the smile on his lips slowly faded.

Nadel didn't expect her brother to tell her this.

Before she could react, Kassell's voice rang in her ears again, "Just turn around and leave. Time is a powerful thing. It will slowly give you the answer."

"If you always dwell on the past, how can you see the scenery ahead?" He was still looking down at the book in his hand. As for whether he could concentrate on reading or not, that was his business.

"Then recall the past occasionally and try to see the scenery ahead." Nadel's voice was muffled. She knew the hints her brother was giving. She was not a child, she understood.

Kassell looked up at her helplessly, still wanting to say a few words to her, "Be the wind that cannot be defined, boldly blowing towards the boundless sky. When there is no answer, try to find yourself."

Looking at the rolling clouds outside the window, Nadel chuckled, "He is not perfect, but he will always be the best in my eyes and always get full marks in my memory."

Then I silently said in my heart: "Thank you for accompanying me through my youth."

"Liftupyourheadprincess." Kassell patted her shoulder. "It's a wonderful thing to be understood by others. It's like when you are hiding in a dark corner and someone comes with a lamp and says to you: Can I sit next to you?"

"So, it's a good thing to have a friend who treats you well and can lead you forward slowly." Kassell said this meaningfully, leaned back in his chair and began to read his book.

He has said what he should say and made the necessary efforts. What happens next is up to God's will.

……

Two more days passed.

Shanlai was bored, eating fruit and curled up on the sofa watching the news.

A transcript of an interview with Mr. Huo was being played on TV, while Mrs. Huo was sitting next to them with a smile on her face. It didn't matter what they said. What was important was that the general election was about to take place, and they wondered who would be the chairman.

She shook her head slightly. Why think so much? Whoever is elected will not affect Deng Hejia. For them, it is just a change of person sitting in that position. It is not something that deserves excessive attention.

At this time, the doorbell rang. Shan Lai stood up slowly and went to open the door. "I'm coming."