Quick Wear: Who said soft girls have to be obedient! biu!

(Extra 3)

My name is Roy and I am a jewelry designer.

It’s been five years since Ah Zhen left, and I still miss her terribly.

I don't have much artistic talent. Others rely on talent, but I rely on hard work. But I still can't compare to the creativity that Ah Zhen came up with when she was a child.

I turned these ideas into jewelry, and slowly, I seemed to get the hang of it.

She also became a well-known jewelry designer.

But it always feels empty, as if a big piece is missing in my life and nothing can fill it.

When I was thirty-five, I finally returned to my country.

My parents are older than before, and I have been unfilial and have not been able to get over it all these years, causing them to worry.

Zhong Xingyan is also waiting for me and refuses to get married.

Lele from the Zhong family has found a girlfriend, so Zhong Xingyan and his uncle have become a real problem.

This time I came back to find what is missing in my life. If I can’t find it, I will just live like this. If I find it, I will give an explanation to everyone.

I went back to the orphanage first.

Mother Wang died last month due to overwork. I was unable to get back in time, and now I am standing in front of her grave, expressing my guilt.

The orphanage was demolished and the children went to a bigger and better place. The Luo family has been committed to charity, hoping to provide more support to these orphans.

The area in front of Mother Wang’s grave was very clean. I sat there quietly for a while. I hadn’t been talkative in recent years, and now I couldn’t open my mouth even more.

I remember when I was a child and just came here, Mother Wang fed me personally, while Ah Zhen made faces at me and laughed at me for my delicate eating habits.

Who is like her, holding the rice cake like a starving ghost who has never eaten!

Ah Zhen and I ate a lot during adolescence, but I gained weight easily, while Ah Zhen had a devilish figure. We were often made fun of at school.

The bad boys who harassed me looked at Ah Zhen with even more disgusting eyes.

I was really scared when she fought for me that time.

Fortunately, there was no danger. Later, when I met such a bad man again, I didn’t dare to tell Ah Zhen.

It’s okay to suffer a little loss, but I don’t want Ah Zhen to suffer with me.

Sitting in front of the grave, those memories flashed through my mind like a kaleidoscope of memories, and I still feel like I'm dreaming.

Many scenes are like being in a movie.

I looked into the distance. Mother Wang was buried on the mountain. Looking down from here, I could also see the old site of the orphanage.

That grocery room is long gone, having been razed to the ground after the fire that year.

I still feel scared and guilty when I think about it now.

In fact, given my position at that time, if I had been rescued later I would have only been slightly injured, but Ah Zhen's legs had been hit and she had no strength to avoid the flames.

Zhong Xingyan loves me and worries about me. I know that if it was Ah Zhen and another person trapped, I would go to find Ah Zhen without hesitation.

This is human nature. I don’t blame Zhong Xingyan, I only blame myself.

When Ah Zhen was in the hospital, she wanted to see everyone but me. I knew she hated me very much.

One time, I was hiding at the door of the ward and heard Ah Zhen talking to Zhong Lele.

The relationship between these two friends, regardless of age difference, was very good, and Zhong Lele was not afraid at all of Ah Zhen being burned like this.

He said, "Teacher Gu, why are you crying? My uncle said that he did something wrong and made you like this. Is that true?"

My Ah Zhen is very kind. She said no and didn’t blame Zhong Xingyan.

She only blamed herself for not having her own knight and no one to rescue her.

Zhong Lele said that he would be Ah Zhen's knight in the future.

I cried, covering my mouth so as not to let the people in the room hear me, but they were also crying.

It turns out that Ah Zhen likes Zhong Xingyan. I should have known this earlier. If I had discovered it earlier, I would definitely not have had too much contact with Zhong Xingyan.

No man is as important as my Ah Zhen.

Everything I have, as long as Ah Zhen likes it, I can give it to her.

But I also know that Ah Zhen doesn't care.

She has such a strong sense of self-esteem that I didn't even dare to ask.

In fact, when Ah Zhen asked me to go to the dock, I knew that Luo Cixing was behind it, but I went anyway.

What would Ah Zhen think if I didn't go?

But I didn’t expect that Luo Cixing actually had a wooden warehouse in his hands. Not only did he push us into the sea, but he also waited for us at the dock without giving up.

My Ah Zhen, she wanted to drag me to the bottom of the water but she refused to use all her strength. She was shaking and crying.

At that moment, I felt that the four words "death is all" really made sense.

If I die, Ah Zhen and I can be friends for life.

Unfortunately, in the end, it was Ah Zhen who died.

How could he die?

Why wasn't I the one who died?

I patted my butt, got up, and bowed to Mother Wang.

After returning to City A, I went back home and my mother asked me if I was still leaving.

I didn't answer, and I didn't know whether I left or not.

My mother’s hair had turned white. She touched my face and said, “My child, you always said that you would not come back unless Ah Zhen forgave you. But I think she has definitely forgiven you.”

If you don't forgive me, how could you die for me?

It's me who doesn't forgive myself.

I was the one who killed her.

After staying at home for a few days, I gradually became restless and finally found my mother.

"Mom, I want to go see A-Zhen."

For fifteen years, I didn't dare to visit her and was always abroad.

My mother was very happy and kept saying yes. She took me to buy a lot of things. I knew that they were atonement for my sins all these years.

Ah Zhen's grave is cleaner.

She was smiling happily on the tombstone. This was our graduation photo taken in the orphanage when we were in high school.

This means that we have grown up and are leaving here to pursue a better life.

But my Ah Zhen will always stay at the age of twenty.

My parents were waiting for me outside, and I sat alone in front of Ah Zhen's grave for most of the day.

"Am I old? You are young!"

This was a hell of a joke, and I didn't even laugh.

"Are you stupid? Is it worth dying for me?"

No one responded to me, so I continued, "If you were still alive, go abroad for plastic surgery. The technology is very advanced now, and it guarantees that you will look like a normal person."

"You know what? What I said in the water was just words of anger. I know you can't stand the stimulation and you will definitely come with me to the shore."

"But I didn't expect there were people on the shore. If I had known, we might as well have stayed in the water longer."

I don’t cry when I talk about these things now.

"Are you doing well over there? You must have drunk Meng Po's soup a long time ago and never went back to be reincarnated, right?"

Ah Zhen must be eager to forget me and all this.

"I heard that people have to experience three deaths in total: one physical sentence, one social sentence, and the last one is being forgotten by the world."

As long as I remember you, Azhen, you will not die.

"You said that in your next life you wanted to be a rich lady, marry a rich man and travel around the world. Have you realized your dream?"

"Ah Zhen, I miss you so much."

I miss you so much that I can't go through the rest of my life smoothly.

Autumn has arrived in City A. A gust of autumn wind blew over, and something suddenly stuck to my face, and it was wet.

I touched it with my hand and saw something mixed with my tears stuck to my face.

It turned out to be a red rose petal.

I heard the sigh of the wind.

"Ah Zhen, is that you?"