After a tragic death and rebirth, the scumbag tore Bai Yueguang apart for me

After taking a shower, Huo Yan had already prepared the sleeping area on the floor. He didn't say much, but still chose to sleep separately from me. He wanted to tell himself that he had firmly chosen Anna.

I didn't bother to be polite with him and crawled straight into the bed from the other side. The strange thing was that the bed was clean and comfortable, with a faint scent of sandalwood. It was obvious that all this was set up by Huo Yan, but he didn't seem to want to admit it.

Is he holding me back?

When I thought of this, I turned around and saw him using his hands as a pillow to support the back of his head, closing his eyes, and said in a cold voice: "Hurry up and rest, we can set off tomorrow."

"Huo Yan, why are you dragging me? Or do you want to drag me to do something to Han Country?"

"Am I so despicable in your heart now?" He still closed his eyes, but there seemed to be some loss in his voice, but it was this kind of loss that made me unable to feel happy at all.

Shouldn't he bear my contempt for him?

"So what do you think you set up to keep me here? I want to go back now. I believe you have a way, right?"

He didn't answer my question and chose to turn around and sleep with his back to me.

"We are all adults now, I won't make trouble with you, why are you holding me back? This quilt is obviously something you wear close to your body, so it smells like sandalwood. Everything else is tattered, only the bath is clean. Huo Yan, you know I am particular about these two, you are doing it on purpose, right?"

"You think too much."

I sneered and reached out to turn off the bedside lamp. You can never wake up someone who is pretending to be asleep.

“No matter what you want to do, if you want to hurt Gu Sinian and Han Guo, I will fight you to the death.”

After saying this harsh word, I turned my back and went to sleep.

It was just that the wind suddenly blew loudly at night, making the wooden window creak. Was there also a humming sound...

My hairs and pores were opened because of the tension. The wooden house, which had no heating, seemed even colder. I hugged the quilt tightly and curled up, but there was no way I could fall asleep.

I tossed and turned and couldn't fall asleep.

"Fear?"

Huo Yan's sudden question made me feel relieved. At least he was by my side, although I didn't know what he wanted to do...

"No." Being stubborn is my greatest strength at the moment.

"Then go to sleep, you're disturbing me."

I was a little shocked by Huo Yan's answer. Huo Yan's alienation and attitude towards me really plummeted...

I stood up and stepped on his leg inside the quilt with my bare feet.

"Yu Xinghe."

He tried to get me to move away in a cold voice, but I just wanted to take advantage of the dark night to indulge in venting the depression of the past few days: "What's wrong with me stepping on him? Anyway, I guess he is an insignificant person."

I threw the word irrelevant back to his face.

"You really are a vengeful person." He suddenly stood up and pulled me down. I slipped and fell directly into his chest.

In the pitch-black and narrow space, the only sounds were his steady breathing and the rise and fall of my voice.

"Throw yourself into his arms?" Huo Yan suddenly rubbed my ear playfully, which scared me so much that I shrank even closer to his chest. In fact, I liked sticking to him, but he could distance himself from me, and I could only struggle between wanting to leave and wanting to get closer.

Anyway, there is no one around now, so there is no need to avoid anything deliberately. The animal nature of human beings is always not well controlled at this time.

My cold fingers suddenly stroked across his chest, and I could clearly feel his muscles, which had just been relaxed, suddenly become tense.

"Yu Xinghe, don't play with fire."

"I'll just play. Anyway, I won't be a big deal tomorrow."

"Get up." He pushed me away rationally. I didn't have his strength. The moment he pushed me away, I was held on his legs again. But he could just hold me up and put me on the bed and said, "Anna and I are engaged."

His words were like a bucket of cold water poured down on me, making me realize all of a sudden what I was doing. Am I bringing shame upon myself?

"Very good. Huo Yan, as long as you don't regret it."

I crawled into my quilt and it took a long time before I heard Huo Yan's footsteps. Then he opened the bathroom door, and then I heard the sound of water splashing.

It seemed like he hadn't taken a shower just now, but he took a shower now.

Once again, he firmly chose Anna in front of me.

But after he came out of the shower, he walked towards me step by step, and when I was not prepared, he lifted my quilt and hugged me tightly from behind.

"Aren't you engaged to Anna? Why are you hugging me?"

In my heart, I still want to test him and see how much I mean to him.

"Polygamy is allowed in the Continental Country. One in the Cold Country and one in the Continental Country are also pretty good."

"You bastard. Get out of here." I was so mad at him in the middle of the night.

"You seduced me first."

"That was because I was being a bitch just now. Not now..." Before I could finish my words, my lips were blocked by him, and the kiss was so hard that I couldn't even breathe. I punched him and pushed him away, but he was holding me too tightly.

He didn't let me go until I cried out loud.

Then his fingers started to become rough without knowing when, he touched the tears on my cheeks and said: "Didn't you tease me just now? Why can't you play?"

When his finger brushed across my lips, I bit it hard and said, "I'll give you one more chance. Will you choose Anna or me?"

"Don't make trouble."

He thought I was making a fuss about this matter.

All of a sudden, all kinds of sadness came flooding back into my heart.

"Very good, then we'll part ways and go back to your floor."

I believe that what he said just now was just a momentary outburst of animal instincts, and now it is a rational answer.

"it is good."

He actually went back to the ground and lay there.

I also turned my back and stood far away, sitting quietly in a corner listening to the whistling wind outside the window. The wind didn't stop, but our story stopped.

Don't ask why, I'm just making a fuss...

Whether you love or not, without respect, everything is zero.

I suddenly realized that the love I was looking for was respect and freedom. Huo Yan didn't give me that, so he was not suitable.

One is to be loved and cared for. Fu Sinan didn't give me that, so he's not suitable.

Forget about Gu Sinian, he has designed my whole life...

Quietly, the day dawned.

When it was still light in the morning, I got up carefully and put on my shoes and coat. When I left, I looked back at Huo Yan who was sleeping on the ground. I didn't know why he became like this, but no matter how others changed, I had to change too...

After I went downstairs, I saw the old lady sitting on a rattan chair. She looked at me with a smile and asked, "Did you have a good time last night?"

"Happy." I said it insincerely, but I still had a smile on my face.

Unlike last night, the old lady looked kind and gentle during the day. She was knitting a pink sweater.

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