After a tragic death and rebirth, the scumbag tore Bai Yueguang apart for me

Huo Yan said that if I died, he would not live.

He came after this life.

He thought I had not been reborn and was still in love with Fu Sinan.

"Huo Yan, let me calm down."

I ran out of the private room as if I was escaping. I was afraid that what Huo Yan said was true, but I was also afraid that what he said was false. I didn't even dare to admit that I was reborn.

I ran for a long time and my stomach started to ache.

I called Gu Sinian and he came to pick me up soon.

When I was picked up, I was in so much pain that my clothes were soaked.

"Gu Sinian, save me and my child."

I held on until the moment he came to find me, then I dared to pass out. In my previous life, when I was captured and ran away, my stomach also hurt like this. This feeling of pain was so familiar.

"Child, save the child..." Even in my dreams, I was shouting to save the child.

When I woke up again, I was already on an IV drip. Gu Sinian saw me wake up and immediately held my hand: "Be good, it's okay."

Fortunately it was a dream.

Even what Huo Yan told me must have been a dream.

"child...."

I spoke calmly, and Gu Sinian frowned slightly: "Xinghe, why are you always so persistent in having a child? You just had stomach cramps and intestinal cramps after eating and running, it's not because you're pregnant."

I felt like a deflated ball and I wasn't pregnant.

No, I have been planning for so long: "No, I want to get pregnant, Gu Sinian, I must get pregnant."

But Gu Sinian shook his head: "Xinghe, let's see a psychiatrist. I'm afraid you'll collapse at any time in your current state."

Even Gu Sinian thinks I'm crazy?

I shook my head: "No, Gu Sinian, I am calm. I want a child. I want to find those who killed me and those who hurt our Happy Welfare Home. You know what? I went to see the files of the charred corpses. They were all children adopted from our welfare home. Any pregnancy will cause trouble. Gu Sinian, do you believe me?"

But Gu Sinian still felt that my heart was twisted.

"In my previous life, the people who killed me also killed me because I had a child."

But the look in Gu Sinian's eyes when he looked at me was not only heart-breaking but also inexplicably terrifying.

"Xinghe, without your previous life, you would not have children."

Then he pressed the nurse's bell: "Give her a sedative."

I pushed him away: "Gu Sinian, do you know what you are talking about? Why did you give me a sedative? I said I was sober."

"Xinghe, you are already confused. There will be no rebirth in this world, and you don't have children. Those are all your dreams."

As I was talking, I saw the doctor and the nurse come in. When they were about to hold me down, I said to Gu Sinian, "What's wrong with you? Why don't you believe me?"

I was desperate, my limbs were pinned down.

Just as the sedative needle was about to enter my body, the door of the ward was kicked open.

"stop."

My eyes were blurred with tears and I seemed to see that the person coming was Huo Yan.

But this time, Gu Sinian stood in front of Huo Yan and asked, "What are you doing here?"

What happened to Gu Sinian?

"Gu Sinian, I know you are angry about how I handled Lin Jinxi's matter, but Xinghe has nothing to do with this matter. Let her go."

Huo Yan’s words instantly confused me. What did I see and what did I not see from my single vision?

"Huo Yan, please stop irritating Xing He. The psychiatrist has just diagnosed her with a mental illness. I'm afraid it will be difficult for her to recover, so I'm planning to send her to a mental hospital."

Gu Sinian said he would send me to a mental hospital.

"Gu Sinian, you are crazy, right? Why should I go to a mental hospital, and who are you to me? I have grown up and don't need anyone to be my guardian. What right do you have to send me to a mental hospital?"

But Gu Sinian came over, held my shoulders, and looked at me seriously, "Xinghe, you are really sick, can we treat you well?"

Am I really sick?

Why did Gu Sinian, who was willing to die for me in the previous life, now want to send me to a mental hospital?

"Gu Sinian, Xinghe is an independent individual. You don't need to decide her affairs." Huo Yan was very civilized and gentlemanly. He didn't fight with Gu Sinian. Instead, he walked up to me and said, "Do you want to come with me or stay here?"

Without hesitation, I put my hand on his: "I'll go with you."

I would rather believe that he was also reborn than Gu Sinian who wanted to send me to a mental hospital.

"Huo Yan, what happened to Gu Sinian?" Huo Yan picked me up, walked past Gu Sinian, and walked out of the hospital. I seemed to feel that this dream was so long that I couldn't see the truth.

There was even a moment when I wondered if I was born again.

Is this all just something I imagined?

"Gu Sinian doesn't believe that I had a child in my previous life, nor does he believe in past lives and present lives. Do you believe it? Is everything you said today true?"

I just want to find a life-saving straw, I want someone to believe in me.

"Believe. Because I came here to protect you in this life."

I looked at the calmness in his eyes, without any trace of lying, is that true?

Everything is true.

But Gu Sinian said I don’t have children, and I haven’t gotten pregnant in this life?

Now, in order to prove that everything I said is true, I must get pregnant as soon as possible and find the bad guy who likes to burn pregnant women in our welfare home.

It proves that everything I said is true.

Huo Yan walked me back to the door of my new apartment, and I suddenly said:

"Huo Yan, can we have a baby?"

Maybe I asked the question too suddenly.

Huo Yan stopped walking while holding me, and I struggled to get down from his arms. Then I stood on tiptoes, held his face and said, "Can we really have a child? I didn't protect him in my last life, but I will protect him in this life."

But Huo Yan's eyes were filled with heartache.

"Xinghe, you want to put yourself in danger, but I won't let you do that."

He refused to follow me into the apartment, so I pressed closer to him: "Didn't you say you came to this world to protect me? If you protect me, I'll be fine, right?"

He stepped back.

"Xinghe, it's too dangerous."

"You don't want me to find the real murderer?"

"That's the criminal police's business. It's not your turn to pay the price. I won't allow it." He became anxious, and his voice became a little louder.

But I used the most brutal way, hanging on his neck, not giving him a chance to refuse, and even wrapped my legs around his waist.

"Do we have to use such a crazy method?" Huo Yan hugged me, as if he was about to compromise.

"Yes." I nodded affirmatively.

Then, he became the host and ruled the mountain.

He plundered me and took me to a different battlefield of revenge.

"I'm really afraid that I will regret doing this. I can't afford to lose you a second time."