The daughter of the first wife is a black lotus, reborn and remarried to kill

Song Ningyan glanced at Li Qingqian and Shen Changyun who seemed to have something to say, and silently pulled Li Zhen into his room.

"Have the matters in the royal capital been almost dealt with?" She couldn't think of what to say, so she asked a question that was least likely to go wrong.

Li Zhen was a little embarrassed: "My wife, it's been almost ten days since the end. I sent you and A Qian a message but you didn't reply. I was so anxious that I rushed back as fast as I could."

He wanted to get closer to Song Ningyan, but she moved away without making a sound.

"You'd better not call me wife. I, I..."

I feel really embarrassed to be called "wife" by a paper figure.

Li Zhen didn't know why she was like that, but he still respected her idea. "I'm calling you like this, aren't you used to it? Then I'll follow Ah Qian and call you Ah Ning, right?"

Song Ningyan nodded.

"By the way, what fun things did you guys do during the time I was away? Why did I see Qian looking so tired just now?"

Song Ningyan looked at him, carefully organized her words in her mind, and finally sighed and said, "Li Zhen, why don't we just leave it at that."

Li Zhen was stunned for a moment, "What?"

Song Ningyan knew that it was very sudden to say this, but according to the prophecy, she didn't want to stay with Li Zhen at all.

She took a deep breath and said, "Li Zhen, are you sure that the person you like is me?"

Li Zhen was even more confused now. "What are you talking about, An Ning? Of course I like you."

His eyes drifted out the window, his thoughts going back to when he was a child, "I was delighted from the first moment I saw you. I know, An Ning, you are bothered by the rumors in the capital that you were possessed by ghosts, but I don't care. No matter when, I will always like that little girl who I thought was pretty when I first saw her from a distance."

Song Ningyan couldn't help but have tears welling up in her eyes, and she laughed bitterly at herself, "It's true."

Li Zhen felt flustered for no reason. "A Ning, I know you are very tired. Can we not talk about this today?"

Song Ningyan straightened her face, "But you may not understand. For things like this, the sooner you tell me, the better. Li Zhen, if the one you like is the Song Ningyan you've known since childhood, then I can tell you frankly that that person is not me."

Li Zhen's brain didn't react for a moment, and he had already let go of Song Ningyan's hand.

"What did you say? Why don't I understand anything?"

Song Ningyan resisted the urge to cry and told the truth: "Those words in the capital are not completely rumors. In fact, your true lover was gone before I came into this world."

"Perhaps you know about reincarnation? I come from a very distant world, and I came into her body after she died. So the changes you see in the second young lady of Ding'an Marquis's Mansion are not ordinary, because we are indeed two different people."

Li Zhen's pupils dilated slightly, tears of disbelief welling up in his eyes. He stood up suddenly and looked up and down at Song Ningyan in front of him.

Song Ningyan knew that he must have a lot to say.

But Li Zhen's lips trembled slightly, and he couldn't say a word he wanted to say. In the end, he could only say: "Since you said that you came into her body after she died, then tell me, how did she die?"

Song Ningyan: "After I came to this world, I already had her memory in my mind. Her last memory was that she was pushed into the winter lake by her sister and stepmother. Because her father turned a blind eye to it, she died of illness in her room."

Seeing that he still looked incredulous, Song Ningyan continued, "It was probably in the winter of the second year after Ah Qian was sent to the country farm."

Li Zhen's heart seemed to be grasped by an invisible big hand, and tears welled up in his eyes at this moment.

That winter day, he went to see the original Song Ningyan and told her that he would work hard to bring A Qian back as soon as possible and asked her not to worry.

He also secretly brought the token of love to A Qian in the countryside on behalf of Song Ningyan, but he was discovered by Li Zhengkang and put in solitary confinement.

At that time, he had talked to the original Song Ningyan, but he never thought that during the time he was in solitary confinement, the original Song Ningyan had been killed and disappeared forever.

In later lives, Song Ningyan had also seen lovers being manipulated by fate, and she also knew clearly how destructive white moonlight was.

She thought she was ready, but at this moment, she still couldn't help but turn her head slightly and quietly wipe away the tears from the corners of her eyes.

In fact, if she continued to keep the secret from Li Zhen, Li Qingqian might not expose her, but she simply couldn't do it.

She had made up her mind to make the people in Ding'an Marquis' Mansion live in pain and avenge the original owner. After she had done everything, she would travel around the world. She really couldn't use Xiaoyan's body and enjoy the happiness that originally belonged to Xiaoyan.

This is unfair to Xiaoyan, unfair to Li Zhen, and even more unfair to Li Qingqian who knows the truth but has to endure it and suffer.

Since Li Qingqian has cut off her absurd past life with her own hands, she should also cut off this absurd story with her own hands.

It’s better to end it in a dignified way. This is the conclusion Song Ningyan came to after thinking about it over and over again for some time.

"So, that's why you decisively refused when my father and your father first discussed our marriage?"

"Well," Song Ningyan nodded with a bitter smile, "I didn't come to this world to talk about love, but I have done what I can for her. At least now, the second Miss Song, Song Ningyan, will always be famous in the capital. After dealing with her family's affairs, I will definitely not stay in the capital."

Li Zhen closed his eyes, "Do you want to divorce me?"

"Um……"

She nodded again.

The air seemed to be quiet for a while, and Li Zhen agreed in a hoarse voice: "Then when we return to the capital, we will get divorced."

After saying that, he pushed open the door, leaving this room for Song Ningyan, and he opened a room for himself.

After he left, Song Ningyan couldn't help but burst into tears.

Does she like Li Zhen? Maybe a little.

Perhaps it was the first time she saw Li Zhen after she came into this world. At that time, Li Zhen was elegant and gentle in appearance, like a god from heaven.

When they first met, she admitted that her heart skipped a beat.

Or perhaps it was when she was treating Li Xi in the palace that she saw Li Zhen's vague figure in the dim candlelight through the screen.

She heard his request to his father.

That was the time when Song Ningyan liked Li Zhen the most, and it was also the key point when she began to want to leave him.

After all, I am an educated person. How can I hide behind Xiaoyan's body secretly and accept the kindness given to me by someone who originally liked Xiaoyan?

In the past, Song Ningyan might have uncontrollably approached Li Zhen, and there might have been a moment when she thought, let's just go on like this.

But that was not the case later. After coming to Xiliang, she became more convinced of Li Zhen's excellence and goodness, and she also became more aware that these things did not originally belong to her.

It's time for her to let go.

Song Ningyan looked out the window. The scenery of the world was beautiful. She had always loved freedom, and now she knew that the original Xiaoyan was also a person who loved freedom.

Perhaps the view outside the window is much better than staying in a square wall and torturing yourself mentally over and over again.