After I traveled through the book, I was spoiled by five little villains

Qin Yaoguang spoke calmly, but his palms were actually full of sweat.

She also didn't expect that the first birth she witnessed would be so tragic.

Fortunately, she let Yan Jinyin leave early. Even she was traumatized by the idea of ​​having a child.

In modern times when medicine is advanced, it is still risky for women to get pregnant and give birth, let alone in ancient times when even the conditions for sterile surgery were lacking?

She only had a literal understanding of the term "episiotomy".

Fortunately, there is Quliang.

He is knowledgeable and skilled in medicine, and because he is in the medical field, he has been forced to perform many surgical operations.

The current scene is just a small matter to him.

Yan Jinyang was asked to hold the horse's neck, while the groom and the strong Yan Shouzhuo held down the horse's body. Qu Liang inserted several silver needles to stop the bleeding and paralyze the nerves.

Then he raised the scissors and made a very neat side cut to widen the birth canal, and the foal's two hooves stretched out at once.

Perhaps because it was too painful before, the mare didn't even react this time.

Before she knew it, Qin Yaoguang's eyes were filled with tears.

The groom held the pony's hoof and pulled hard, and a wet pony finally appeared in front of everyone.

But its condition is not very good.

He had stayed in the mare's belly for too long and was now exhausted, so he lay directly on the thatch.

"Let it stand up." Qin Yaoguang said in a hoarse voice.

As long as you can stand, you can live.

The vitality of animals is far more tenacious than that of humans.

The groom also knew this and used his hands to help the pony.

The mare lay on the ground, panting and exhausted.

Qu Liang sat next to the mare, his hands covered in blood, his face showing no sign of relaxation.

There is too much blood.

He suddenly looked up and said, "Take the pony over and let it have a look."

The ominous implication in it made Qin Yaoguang feel a chill down his spine.

The groom wiped his tears, carried the foal to the mare and half-knelt down.

Qin Yaoguang felt that the mare was already in a trance at this time, but she was still trying hard to lick the foal's hair.

Yan Jinyang realized something and started crying breathlessly with red eyes.

The pony is also very competitive.

With the help of the groom, he managed to stand on his feet shakily.

After it fell down once, the mare licked it a few times and gently nudged it with her nose. It finally stood up again by its own strength.

Yan Jinyang looked at Xiao Ma with tears in his eyes.

Happy for it and sad for its mother, these two emotions intertwined in his young heart, and finally made him understand how difficult life is.

This lesson about life was completed by accident.

The price was the mare's life.

This was a consequence that no one had expected, but the impact it had on Yan Jinyang was left a mark on his life.

The blood under the mare's body was getting more and more, almost like a torrent.

Qin Yaoguang saw tears flowing from its big eyes.

Whether human or animal, who would not miss the beauty of life?

However, its vitality was gradually draining away, and it was gasping for air, even breathing was painful.

Qu Liang was silent, and suddenly said: "Jinyang, it is better to let it be free."

Yan Jinyang was stunned.

"Teacher, master..."

He burst into tears and asked, "Is it really, really impossible to save him?"

During the few days he stayed in the stable, he liked this docile mare with a baby in her belly very much and would talk to it before going to bed every day.

This fact was too cruel for him who was only five years old.

It was so cruel that it made his heart ache.

Qu Liang's withered brows and eyes were heavy as he looked at this disciple who was only a few years old and revealed a corner of the truth about this world for him.

“Human power is limited.”

He said: "As a doctor, there are diseases that cannot be cured and people that cannot be saved."

The sooner you know this truth, the better.

The master was teaching his disciple a lesson. Qin Yaoguang pinched his palms, hardened his heart, and said nothing.

She knew Yan Jinyang's future.

I know I should have taught him earlier to recognize the power in his hands and learn to face life and death earlier.

But I couldn't bear to educate him.

Although Qu Liang's method was crude, it was very effective.

Dajing is not a peaceful and prosperous era, nor is it an era where children can laugh as much as they want and retain their innocence.

Yan Jinyang put his face on the mare's neck and cried until he broke down.

Qu Liang took out a black pill from his arms and handed it to Yan Jinyang's little hand.

Yan Jinyang didn't understand what was going on, and looked at his master with tearful eyes.

"It's poison."

Qu Liang said something shocking: "It will let it die without pain."

"If you leave it alone, I estimate that it will die in agony in half an hour."

He left the decision to Yan Jinyang.

Yan Jinyang was shaking all over.

Qin Yaoguang couldn't bear it after all, and took a step forward.

Qu Liang, who was always cautious in front of her, raised his head, looked at her and said, "Your Highness, could you please wait outside?"

Qin Yaoguang took a deep breath: "Okay."

She turned and walked away slowly.

Leaving new life and impending death behind.

Walking out of the stable, the cold wind blew away the dirt and the air suddenly became fresh.

It was so fresh that Qin Yaoguang felt a little uncomfortable.

She pressed her sore eye sockets with her hand and looked up at the gloomy sky in silence.

Guyu had been following her, and knowing that she was in a bad mood, she organized her words and asked, "Your Highness, shall I wait on you and go back first? Or, do you want to go to Zhufeng Courtyard?"

Anywhere is fine, as long as I get away from here.

The passing of life is always a sad thing.

Qin Yaoguang chose neither.

"I'll wait here for Xiaowu to come out."

The subject of life is too heavy, all she can do is to provide him with a warm harbor.

After standing for a while, Qu Liang came out holding Yan Jinyang and nodded at her.

Qin Yaoguang lip-shaped her question silently, and Qu Liang understood what she meant and replied, "Jinyang is a strong child."

It was Yan Jinyang who made up his mind to end the mare's suffering with his own hands.

He reached out and touched the top of his head.

The hand with a missing finger and the haggard face became lively because of the kindness in his eyes.

Qin Yaoguang reached out and took Yan Jinyang into his arms.

His rosy little face looked like a cat crying. He leaned on Qin Yaoguang's shoulder, eyes open, motionless.

Birth and death brought incomparable impact to his young mind.

He needed some time to digest this information.

Qu Liang euthanized the mare, which is another way of interpreting "stopping war as the ultimate goal of military action."

Let him intuitively feel that poison can harm people, but it can also save people.

"Send someone to the Wind Chaser Courtyard to tell them that I am taking Xiaowu back first. He needs to rest."

Qin Yaoguang ordered.

Yan Jinyang has gained a lot of weight, and his small body is chubby. Qin Yaoguang has a hard time holding him, and feels like he is a weight.

Guyu called for a sedan chair, and Qin Yaoguang carried him into the sedan chair and went to Huamu Hall.