Siheyuan: Building a strong dragon country on the eve of the anti-eagle war
Chapter 179: Unraveling Doubts and Beliefs
The elliptical moon emits bright moonlight.
It was late at night and the sixth brother was so worried that he couldn't sleep. He was also afraid that it would disturb Lin Tao and his daughter, so he went to Zheng Guo's house to wait.
Finally, Sixth Brother heard footsteps.
When I opened the door, it was indeed that bad boy Zheng Guo who came back.
"Uncle Six, you haven't slept yet?"
The sixth brother got angry when he saw Zheng Guo’s grinning expression.
"What do you say?"
Zheng Guo grinned a few times, but in the blink of an eye his face turned back to a sullen one.
"Uncle Six, go to bed early. I don't want to chat now."
Sixth Brother lowered his shoulder helplessly. This kid's current behavior was too abnormal. As a person who had experienced it, Sixth Brother understood this kind of mood change best.
"Tell me what you did tonight.
Maybe I can help you solve the doubts or worries in your heart.
Come, let's chat while drinking."
The wine was leftover from the day before yesterday. Zheng Guo bought wine, Captain Wang brought wine, and Lin Tao also went to buy wine, so there were still several bottles of wine left. There were also some dishes, which Lin Tao specially left for Zheng Guo in the evening.
Zheng Guo felt complicated at the moment, but he did not reject his sixth brother's suggestion. Drinking was a good choice.
Soon the uncle and nephew made peace.
It was not until the two of them finished a bottle of wine that Zheng Guo told them what happened that evening.
"Uncle Six, do you think there is something wrong with me, or even something dark?"
After tricking Yan E, this idea kept lingering in Zheng Guo's mind, and it even started a glorious moment. Zheng Guo didn't think this problem through.
"Hehehe!"
The sixth brother shook his head and did not respond to Zheng Guo immediately until he had thought of what to say, and then he spoke.
“Zheng Er, first of all, you are very kind.
It is because of your kindness that you feel guilty. "
Zheng Guo pouted, "No, Sixth Uncle, I don't feel guilty. Gong Shu harmed Xiao Nan. When I saw Yan E and knew that she was Gong Shu's woman, I had no intention of letting him go.
That’s why I insisted on going, and I almost made Yan E die of anger because of what I did to her.”
“Hehehe.
You are kind, and you also feel guilty.
Because you used a method you didn't like, that is, a dark method, so you feel this way at the moment."
Zheng Guo nodded helplessly. If you get to the bottom of it, it is indeed true.
In two lives, no matter how you try to avoid real life and lie down, it will still be the same.
At least he was upright and had never resorted to despicable means.
But in this life, he used it on Yan E.
When he saw Yan E's crazy look, he didn't feel any sense of revenge.
Of course, he was stubborn. If he had the choice again, Zheng Guo believed that he would still treat Yan E in the same way.
And this is the contradiction of Zheng State.
After the moment of glory began, especially when he calmed down, Zheng Guo deliberately tried to find an excuse to deny this darkness.
But the more I think about it, the more I can't deny it.
On the contrary, the more I thought about it, the clearer it became, and even my excuses were easily broken.
Zheng Guo had thought of what Sixth Brother said before, but he had no answer.
"Thank you for clearing up my confusion, Uncle Six. Please continue."
Sixth brother nodded, lit two cigarettes and handed one to Zheng Guo. Zheng Guo didn't mind and took a deep puff.
The Sixth Brother then said calmly: "Zheng'er, your grandfather must have protected you very well and provided you with a good life.
Although you were born in a war-torn era, if I am not mistaken, you have not suffered much, and you have not seen the darkest and cruelest side of the world. "
"And then, Uncle Six."
Yes, what Sixth Brother said is absolutely right.
Regardless of whether it was the original host or my previous self, the original host was well protected by my grandfather.
And I live in an era of peace.
“Zheng Er, only by experiencing the darkness firsthand can you witness the cruelty of this world firsthand.
Talented people will establish extremely firm beliefs.
Zheng Er, do you have faith?
"belief?"
Zheng Guo murmured, this seems to be true, no matter in the previous life or this life.
Although I am an angry young man who cannot stand many injustices, I have also been passionate about finding solutions.
However, after a series of blows, the last bit of enthusiasm was gone.
After traveling to this world, Zheng Guo tried to do things to strengthen the country and the people. This was due to systemic reasons and also because he was an angry young man.
But truth has nothing to do with belief.
Is belief important?
At this moment, Zheng Guo felt vaguely that he seemed to be touched by these two words.
But is there a necessary connection between belief and state of mind?
"Uncle Six, does a person have to have faith?"
"Haha, you little brat.
Let me put it this way, people with faith, no matter what they do, no matter what path they take, even if they encounter setbacks or feel confused, as long as they stick to their beliefs, their personal will will become stronger and stronger.
Zheng Er, so I think you should start by building up your faith. "
"But Uncle Six, do you think what I did tonight was right?"
“I said right, do you think I am just as dark.
Zheng'er, Sixth Uncle's past is much darker than yours.
To be honest, when I saw Xiaoan and Jianzhi today, my heart ached extremely.
Because I know that I will personally send them in next.
They are my brothers in life and death who I live with day and night.
However, for the great cause, I will still do it even if it hurts me.
Zheng'er, your Sixth Uncle is about to betray the brother who has shared life and death with you. Compared with your revenge for your lover, how dark is your darkness?
Hahaha……"
After the Sixth Brother finished speaking, he laughed crazily.
Zheng Guo looked at his sixth brother and felt an inexplicable pain in his heart.
In the original drama, the Sixth Brother captured Gong Shu personally. After seeing Gong Shu, the Sixth Brother fainted from heartache.
This is why Chen Guohua said the phoenix is reborn from the ashes.
A small person like me naturally cannot compare with Sixth Brother.
But at this moment Zheng Guo figured it out.
Yes, Sixth Brother used his own pain to clear his doubts. Perhaps in Sixth Brother's eyes, arresting Yan E was not a big deal at all.
As for the means used, Zheng Guo was also relieved at this moment.
Even if the means are despicable, I am here to avenge my woman. If you, a palace servant, can harm my woman, why can't I harm your woman?
Besides, I am already kind enough.
"Shut up!"
Zheng Guo took a deep breath, and immediately his heart felt open and his heroic spirit rose.
Yes, I have traveled through time and space and reborn into this world. I also have a system. If I cannot change this world, I can change the fate of some people.
That would be really unfair to me for this time travel, and also unfair to the Honor System.
“Glory, glory!
My life is glory."
At this moment, a burning flame burned in Zheng Guo's heart.
At this moment, it seemed as if faith had sprouted in Zheng Guo's heart.
"Uncle Six, come and have a drink."
"it is good!"
The uncle and nephew drank until dawn, and it was not until Lin Tao opened the door that they persuaded the sixth brother to go back.
At noon, the sun shone on his face and Zheng Guo woke up in a daze.
Lin Tao had already prepared the meal and brought it over.
"Sixth Aunt, has Sixth Uncle gotten up yet?"
"Hey, your sixth uncle went out after dinner."
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