Rebirth: Don't Want to Be Hot-blooded

Maybe Gu Beixing didn’t understand psychology, but he understood the harm that war did to soldiers, and he knew the impact that a new recruit would experience when he experienced actual combat for the first time.

Strictly speaking, this is not An Chuxia's first actual combat.

My first real combat experience was the fight with the enemy, which was a life-and-death situation, but I didn’t fire any shots that time.

This time, she actually saw the enemy through the sniper scope and pulled the trigger to kill him herself. This is the real combat of a sniper.

And today, even though it was fake, but at that moment, it was a real combat for An Chuxia.

The psychological pressure of shooting a living person is something that not everyone can bear, so Gu Beixing is so worried.

An Chuxia could tell what he was thinking, but what use could he make by just watching here?

After hearing her words, Gu Beixing could only sigh helplessly, "Okay, if you have any questions... come to me anytime."

Then he added, "It doesn't matter what time it is, even midnight is fine."

An Chuxia didn't say much, just nodded slightly.

When Gu Beixing saw this, he said nothing more. He stood up and packed up the dishes and prepared to take them away.

Seeing his action, An Chuxia was stunned for a moment, then laughed, "Are you making up for your guilt?"

"Why should I feel guilty? This is normal training. Why should I feel guilty?" Gu Beixing retorted without thinking.

An Chuxia signaled with her eyes, "Then what are you doing..."

Gu Beixing looked at the dishes and chopsticks he had already received and said, "Since you wanted to take a break, I'll take them out with you."

"I helped you and it was a mistake?"

An Chuxia waved her hand, "Yes, it's good, keep it up."

Gu Beixing could only look at her helplessly, picked up his things and turned to walk out.

Only after seeing him leave did An Chuxia put away her smile and sat back on the bed.

She knew very well that this actual combat was not easy for her.

The calmness and good psychological quality on the battlefield are only shown in the moment to save life.

The real her is not that calm.

Even though I know now that it was fake, my heart still trembles when I think about the feeling of shooting the enemy.

The feeling is that even though you tell yourself not to think about that scene anymore, it is beyond your control.

The bullets that were fired and the person who fell down.

All those military dramas and information from her previous life were not watched in vain, she knew clearly what her situation was.

But knowing is one thing, and how to solve it is another.

The doctor can't even treat herself, not to mention that she is not a doctor at all and doesn't understand psychology.

She could only tell herself secretly that it was fake, those were practice bullets, and she didn't kill anyone.

Even if it is killing, it is necessary on the battlefield. She is in the border defense regiment and will encounter it sooner or later.

An Chuxia found that she did not react so violently, but she still seemed to be unable to get over the hurdle in her heart.

An Chuxia did not sleep well that night, but it was not as bad as she thought. She did not have any exaggerated nightmares, nor did she feel uneasy.

This kind of emotional state, which couldn't be said to be good or bad, really made her not know how to evaluate it.

There is no lights-out signal at the checkpoint, so naturally there is no wake-up signal.

So she slept until she woke up and found that it was already bright outside and it was already past time to get up.

But no one called her, and there was no wake-up call, which surprised her.

When she walked out of the dormitory, she found that the students outside were not doing neat morning exercises, and there seemed to be no training at all.

They all looked like farmhands, feeding chickens, weeding, and making breakfast. It didn't look like a military camp at all.

When An Chuxia saw this scene, she was stunned.

The last time she came here, although she stayed overnight, she had to escort the people away early the next morning, so she didn't see their real living conditions.

This time I really saw their current condition. Does it have anything to do with being a soldier?

"Xiao An is awake?" It was Xie Ban who noticed her and greeted her with a smile.

An Chuxia nodded, "Why didn't anyone wake me up?"

"Why are you calling me? You are not in a hurry to go back. Just sleep as long as you want and have a good rest. We still have to go back soon." Xie Ban said without thinking.

And when he saw her curious look, he immediately said, "We are growing vegetables and feeding chickens here. Don't you think this doesn't look like a military camp?"

An Chuxia was a little embarrassed that her thoughts were guessed, and nodded slightly, "Aren't we a checkpoint? Why do we make it look like... a farmhouse?"

Xie Ban laughed after hearing this, "Do you think we want to run a farm stay?"

"This place is really too remote. Just think about how difficult it is to get supplies to the regiment headquarters, let alone here."

He shook his head and said, "Although the regiment has tried its best to ensure our supplies, whether it's vegetables or fruits, these supplies are easily perishable and cannot be delivered frequently."

"There's not much else here but a lot of wasteland. Wouldn't it be better if we could be self-reliant?"

An Chuxia came back to her senses and nodded slightly, "You all grow your own vegetables, and you also grow your own meat?"

"Of course." Xie Ban said proudly, "The vegetables you see grown here are only part of our business."

"There's a flat area at the foot of the mountain over there, and there's land that we planted. In addition to vegetables, we even have grain."

"You could say that we are now self-sufficient in most of the supplies here, and we are not that dependent on the regiment anymore."

After listening to his explanation, An Chuxia really admired them. In such a dangerous place, facing various dangers every day, they still had the mind to farm?

It is worthy of being a national heritage that has engraved vegetable growing in our genes and will never be forgotten under any circumstances.

Xie Ban looked at her and smiled, "Let's go have breakfast. After breakfast, I'll take you to check some important places."

When An Chuxia heard this, she immediately became serious and asked, "What is our mission today?"

"Under normal circumstances, the team that comes to inspect the lines will check important locations with us."

"Then your mission this time will be completed. As long as there are no problems, you can go back." Seeing her confused face, Xie Ban took the initiative to explain.

An Chuxia then realized that this process was not followed last time because the circumstances were special.

And this time… although there were some special circumstances, it was relatively peaceful, so the normal process still had to be followed.

Knowing that there would be things to do next, An Chuxia didn't dare to delay any longer. She quickly packed up and had breakfast.

It was not known whether they were waiting for her or just happened to arrive at this time, but after she had breakfast, a group of people were already ready and planning to go out.

Squad leader Xie brought two young men, one of whom was Zhou Zhi, who stayed behind with An Chuxia yesterday.

When they met again, he was not as thick-skinned as Gu Beixing, and his face was a little embarrassed, "Um... I'm sorry."

An Chuxia didn't even blame the mastermind Gu Beixing, so how could she blame him? She simply waved her hand and said, "This matter has nothing to do with you. You are just following orders."

Zhou Zhi was relieved to see that she was not angry, "I didn't expect...you guys would make such a big deal."

"Don't say you didn't know about the scene yesterday. Even if I knew what happened, I was still scared."

“I even wondered if I made a mistake.”

What he said was not an exaggeration at all. Being under siege was indeed a different feeling.

But An Chuxia was not in the mood to chat with him about this and just nodded perfunctorily.

What she picked up at this moment was a familiar sniper rifle, which instantly made her nervous.

Although it has happened once, what if Gu Beixing feels it is not enough and wants another one?

He is a pervert who will do anything to train himself, and he is actually capable of doing such a thing.

So even in the crowd, An Chuxia did not dare to relax and kept looking around vigilantly.

Xie Ban led them out and explained to them as he led the way, "The pressure on our outpost has been reduced a little since Operation Thunder."

"But there are fewer organized cross-border operations, but more scattered individuals. We have arrested several of them, and after interrogation, we found that they were not organized and just wanted to take risks to make money."

Gu Beixing listened to his explanation and was a little confused. "Did Operation Thunder really eliminate those large organizations on the other side?"

"It seems to be effective now." Xie Ban said, and then couldn't help shaking his head, "But this effect won't last long."

"Looking at the current situation, they should also be reorganizing. Once they complete the reorganization, it is possible that... they will pose a threat to us again."

After hearing this, Gu Beixing's face turned a little grim, but he had no good solution.

Moreover, this kind of thing cannot be solved by just two people. After all, the last operation involved cooperation from multiple parties, and even the Wolf Fang was called in.

But for them, this trouble is not just temporary, it may be a long-term trouble.

Xie Ban walked here and suddenly slowed down, "Zhou Zhi, lead the way!"

Hearing his words, Zhou Zhi hurried over and walked in front to lead the way. Although he didn't seem as familiar with the way as Xie Ban, he also knew the way.

Seeing this, An Chuxia couldn't help but feel a little surprised. What did it mean to let Zhou Zhi lead the way at this time?

Xie Ban smiled with emotion and said, "It's time to let the newcomers get some training."

"Otherwise, everyone here can only rely on me, which is not realistic."

At this point, he looked at them and said, "Staff Officer Xia mentioned to me a few days ago that he wanted me to withdraw."

"I've been on this mountain for so long, it's time to take a break and go somewhere else."

After hearing this, Gu Beixing immediately smiled and said, "That's not unreasonable. You have guarded this mountain for so many years. Not only have you worked hard but you have also made contributions. However, we can't always rely on you just because you are capable."

It seems that everyone knows about Xie Ban’s situation, and it’s not just An Chuxia who has this idea.

Xie Ban was somewhat emotional after hearing this. "In fact, in the first few years after I came here, I wanted to go down the mountain and change places every day."

"But after those few years, I got used to living in the mountains. This place really feels like my home."

"You all think it's hard here, but once you get used to it, you don't feel that anymore." He shook his head and said, "If you ask me to go down the mountain now, I won't know what to do."

Gu Beixing listened and said without thinking, "Then we should go down the mountain and adapt to the new life."

Xie Ban laughed with emotion, "You are right, so I will start to help them get familiar with the situation here."

"Even if not everyone knows this, it is important for most people to be familiar with the roads and dangerous spots here. Nothing is more important for a checkpoint than this."

Gu Beixing looked at Zhou Zhi who was leading the way in front, "It is indeed time to let the newcomer go."

As they talked, they followed Zhou Zhi forward.

But listening to their words, An Chuxia was a little stunned. She had mentioned this matter to Xia Lan last time, but she didn't expect that she really remembered it and even started to put it into practice.

This was something she really didn't expect.

The last time I came here, I saw it and mentioned it briefly. As for a series of things that happened afterwards, I was basically busy, but I didn't expect Xia Lan to take it to heart.

Judging from her operation in this regard, An Chuxia still admires her.

The group walked along the mountain road, which became increasingly difficult and steeper.

An Chuxia followed carefully in the middle of the team and was able to keep up.

At this time, she discovered that she didn't know how strong the people at the checkpoint were, but in terms of their ability to walk on mountain roads, they were indeed better than those in the combat squad.

Especially Xieban, there is really no obstacle on this rugged mountain road.

Looking at the situation of this group of people, An Chuxia sighed with emotion, "Captain Xie, are you guys... already familiar with this?"

"Of course, we walk this road twice a week, and more often if there are special circumstances."

“So… this road is really too familiar.”

An Chuxia nodded secretly in her heart. It seemed that she had guessed right. However, she really couldn't go at their speed on such a steep mountain road.

After stumbling along the way, we finally reached our destination.

"This is Yunhukou." Zhou Zhiyi said to them as soon as he stopped.

After hearing his words, An Chuxia was stunned. It was hard to tell what the connection was between such a narrow intersection and such an impressive name.

Xie Ban said directly, "This name is because there is only this place on this route that can be passed."

"Although this mountain road is steep, it is not a problem for their mule and horse team to travel here."

"Besides, it's in a remote location and there's no way to keep an eye on it. So compared to other entrances, this one looks dangerous, but it's actually a passage they like very much."

After listening to his explanation, Gu Beixing nodded and said, "Can't we think of other ways? It's not a good idea to guard it with only a few of you."

Indeed, there are only a few of them, and it is impossible for them to come every day. It can be said that not only is it dangerous for them, but it also does not play a big role, so this method still needs to be optimized.