Rebirth: Don't Want to Be Hot-blooded

It is normal for everyone to be curious. After all, Gu Beixing is somewhat mysterious. Everyone only knows that he is from Black Tiger, and no other news is really known.

But I never expected that he came to help. This has never happened before.

But if you think about it, it makes sense, as the border defense regiment had just experienced that large-scale operation not long ago.

But in this large-scale operation, the main players were the Langya people. As members of the border defense regiment, they were definitely feeling uncomfortable.

Just like Xia Lan at the beginning, why did she insist on letting her own people go in? It was to preserve her pitiful self-esteem.

The idea is understandable, but the actual actions are incomprehensible.

I believe that since that incident, the border defense regiment has learned a lesson. Self-esteem is not given by others, but must be earned through strength.

So now that they have found Black Tiger's people, Gu Beixing has come to help them improve their strength at this time.

Seeing her reaction, Xia Lan looked at her and asked, "Why, you don't believe it?"

An Chuxia came back to her senses and waved her hands, "How can I not believe it? It's just... strange. Why would he come here so willingly?"

Then he realized, "I'm not saying the Border Guard is bad, but they are the Black Tigers..."

Xia Lan nodded in understanding, "I understand what you mean."

"I think... he probably doesn't really want to come, but someone has to come."

"Although I don't know why he came in the end, it's a good thing that he can come to us now. With his help, the combat level of our combat squad will be qualitatively improved."

At this point he suddenly looked at An Chuxia, "Of course, there is an opportunity for you here, not everyone can meet such a squad leader."

When An Chuxia saw that it was circling back to her, she didn't know whether to laugh or cry.

But this time she did not refute, and now she was a little hesitant about her insistence.

Since she came into this world, she has always regarded this as just a job.

Why does she have to work so hard at a job? She is used to it and will leave some leeway for herself.

But after experiencing this incident, she began to doubt her usual thoughts. If she had some strength this time, she would not have been so miserable.

Although she won, An Chuxia knew very well that it was just her instinct for survival and not her own ability at all.

Even if she had to do it again, she wouldn't have had a chance of winning. It was really more of luck that day.

But what if she could be stronger, or if she had worked harder before this, would the result be different?

She knew very well that Gu Beixing's strength was far superior to those in the combat class. If An Chuxia could really work harder, she would definitely not be at her current level.

She now truly understands what it means to work hard for herself.

An Chuxia didn't refute, which surprised Xia Lan. She looked at her in surprise, "You haven't...really figured it out, have you?"

"What do you mean I really figured it out? I've always... figured it out, okay?" An Chuxia retorted subconsciously.

Hearing her words, Xia Lan snorted coldly, "Yes, you can figure it out, but that's what you think you can figure out."

An Chuxia was helpless, "No matter what I say to you now, you won't believe it. Just wait and see how I perform."

Hearing her words, Xia Lan just smiled and nodded, "Okay, I'll wait for you to show your performance."

The two didn't chat for long. Although their injuries had improved a little, they had not yet fully recovered. In addition, the journey was not short.

The bumps on the road kept An Chuxia in a state of half sleep and half wakefulness.

In her dream, she went back to her previous life and camped in the suburbs with her friends, and then returned to this life and began training.

These didn't seem to mean anything, but just made her feel a little confused.

But suddenly, it seemed as if she was back in the woods, and someone suddenly jumped out and pounced on her.

In her dream, her hands and feet seemed to be out of control. She allowed the other party to knock her down. She didn't even have the ability to resist. Her throat was already strangled fiercely.

In fear, An Chuxia cried out softly and suddenly woke up.

Her scream not only woke up Xia Lan, but also scared the driver.

Fortunately, the driver was relatively steady, his hands just shook for a moment, and he immediately returned to normal, but he also looked over subconsciously.

"What's wrong with you?" Xia Lan looked over subconsciously and asked softly.

An Chuxia also looked up and said, "I..."

After seeing who was coming and confirming where he was, he came to his senses, "I seem to have had a nightmare."

Xia Lan heaved a sigh of relief after hearing this. "I thought something happened to you. You scared me to death. What did you dream about that scared you so much?"

An Chuxia had nothing to be embarrassed about, so she said directly, "It's the same old thing again..."

Then he sighed helplessly, "It was obviously my own dream, but why was I so bad in the dream?"

After hearing her joke, Xia Lan also laughed, but looking at her expression, she suddenly realized something, "Have you been dreaming a lot these days here?"

An Chuxia did not hide it and nodded, "It's true that I always dream about that scene, and the outcome is never the same. Sometimes I get ambushed, sometimes I fight back, and most of the time... I'm no match for him at all."

“So most of the time, I wake myself up by scaring myself.”

After hearing this, Xia Lan really didn't know whether to laugh at her or sympathize with her.

Before she could open her mouth to comfort him, An Chuxia looked at her and asked, "Officer Xia, don't you usually... have nightmares?"

"Me?" Xia Lan pointed at herself. "Maybe I'm used to it. It's no different from shooting a target every time."

"Even if it's close combat, it's happened so many times that I don't feel anything at all."

An Chuxia was stunned when she heard this, but when she thought about it, she had even participated in the brutal battle of Group B, so why would she care about such a small matter?

But it still seems strange. "Then how did you get through the first time you actually faced the enemy? Were you not afraid at all?"

Xia Lan was silent for a while, then shook her head, "At that time, I was always thinking about going to the battlefield, so I didn't care about being afraid or not."

An Chuxia was choked up after hearing this, and finally sighed helplessly, "I knew you were not an ordinary person. I can't learn from your amazingness."

After saying that, he leaned back in his seat and said, "Forget it, I won't say any more. I need to catch up on some sleep."

Hearing her words, Xia Lan looked at her with amusement, "Have a good sleep, it will take quite a while before we arrive."

She really had no way to deal with nightmares. She knew that something was wrong with An Chuxia, but all she could do now was to let An Chuxia have a good rest.

I don’t know if I will recover a little after this period of time, or when my status is fully restored and I return to the training ground and get really tired, I won’t think about this problem anymore.