Rebirth: Don't Want to Be Hot-blooded

An Chuxia didn't understand why she suddenly came to talk to her again.

But there was no further talk, just following and moving forward.

"How do you feel recently?" Xia Lan asked as they walked.

It seemed like a casual question, but An Chuxia could tell that she was just making conversation.

He looked at her in confusion, but nodded. "It's okay if I'm not used to it. I'm already here, so I can't be a deserter, right?"

When Xia Lan heard this, she paused, "You..."

An Chuxia shook her head directly, "Don't worry about this. No matter how much I dislike it, I won't be a deserter. I still have to be responsible for the rest of my life."

Let’s not talk about who she will belong to for the rest of her life, but there is a high possibility that she will stay here forever.

So there is still plenty of time to live in the future. You can't just give up everything just to avoid the hard work of the next two or three years, right?

She was still rational. She thought it was not worth exchanging her whole life for three years of freedom.

Hearing her words, Xia Lan felt relieved, yet helpless.

"Why... do you hate this place so much? Do you really not like this military uniform?" Xia Lan finally couldn't help but ask.

An Chuxia didn't expect her to ask so she shook her head and said, "That's not the case."

"Who didn't dream of becoming a soldier when they were little?"

At this point, he sighed helplessly, "But ideals are ideals, reality is reality, I... I think I have tried my best, but why do you think I didn't work hard?"

"Effort is just trying your best. I think I tried my best, but... I didn't try my best."

After hearing this, Xia Lan sighed with emotion, not knowing what to say.

She did work hard, and her grades were even as good as others, but how can I tell her that she no longer has the air of a soldier?

In fact, this is a very strange thing. You can feel it, but you can’t really put it into words.

This feeling is something that can only be understood but not described.

But she just knew that An Chuxia didn't have such a thing in her bones.

After thinking for a while, Xia Lan suddenly asked, "Why did you join the army?"

"This... I don't believe you haven't investigated it." An Chuxia shook her head helplessly, "He likes to play too much and doesn't study well. You saw the result."

"But I'm not forced to do this, and no one has tied me up, so you can rest assured that I will not desert you or cause you any trouble."

"Promise to stay here honestly every day until you are discharged from the army."

Hearing this, Xia Lan was really at a loss whether to laugh or cry.

However, she still admired An Chuxia's courage. It was a pity that a new recruit dared to say these things in front of her. This courage was not something that ordinary people could do.

He sighed deeply, "Becoming a soldier has been my dream since I was a child."

“And ever since I had this dream, I have been working hard for it.”

"So when I took the college entrance exam, I didn't choose any school. I only applied to a military academy, just to wear the military uniform. I didn't leave any options for myself."

At this point, he glanced at An Chuxia and said, "Fortunately... my efforts were not in vain. I was successfully admitted."

Hearing her words, An Chuxia didn't understand why she suddenly said this, but she didn't interrupt her and just waited for her to continue.

"But after entering the military camp, I found that it was very different from what I had imagined, or it was not what I had imagined at all."

"I was disappointed and even regretted it at that time."

“And that’s when I learned about the Border Guard, and I felt that this was the place of my dreams.”

"So I stayed here. When I really came to the border defense force, I realized that it was different from other troops. Not only did I have to face possible dangers at any time, but I also had to face various tasks."

At this point, he took a deep breath and said, "Here, because there will be battles and dangers, so for female soldiers... it's not discrimination, but everyone thinks that female soldiers are not good enough."

"So... I'm going to use this as my goal, to be the same as the male soldiers, as long as the male soldiers have the same amount of training."

"Later, I reached the training volume for male soldiers, and I was finally able to slowly participate in missions."

“I have always believed that whatever they can do, I can do too.”

When An Chuxia heard her words, she really wanted to ask, is this the reason why you are trying so hard to be so stubborn?

In her opinion, it’s okay to fight hard, but there’s no need to be too tough, especially when human lives are at stake. She actually thinks that female soldiers can do the same. Isn’t this a joke?

But I couldn't say these words when they came to my lips. I could only change the subject and ask, "Do you think what you did was right?"

Xia Lan was stunned for a moment, then reacted, "I...why would you ask that?"

An Chuxia chuckled, "I was just thinking, you think your persistence is right, but this is just your own standard."

"But for me...it's not my standard."

"I don't have the same dream as you, nor do I have absolute persistence."

"Female soldiers may be... not worse than male soldiers, but not all of them, just like some male soldiers can only serve as ordinary logistics soldiers."

At this point, he sighed helplessly, "So why do you ask everyone to be the same as you?"

When Xia Lan heard her words, she was choked up.

An Chuxia looked at her and said seriously, "I know that both you and the monitor think that although I have tried hard, it is not enough, and that I can do better."

"But now, firstly, I am not holding everyone back, and secondly, I am learning all the projects at a fast pace, and my grades are pretty good."

"In this situation, I really don't understand what else you want from me. Do you really want everyone to work hard and be like you?"

Without waiting for Xia Lan to answer, he immediately said, "You have to allow for the existence of different people. This world can't be full of Xia Lan and Du Xiaofei, right?"

"But only Xia Lan and Du Xiaofei are allowed in the army." Xia Lan said subconsciously.

But then he felt that this didn't seem right, and hurriedly added, "I don't want you to be like me."

"It's just... here, no one can guarantee what they will face. Be it danger or battle, once you face it, you can't hide from it."

"So we hope that you can become stronger and stronger, so that when you face danger, you can handle it yourself."

"After all, we can't protect you all the time."

An Chuxia was stunned. She really didn't expect that Xia Lan had such an idea.

It has to be said that this reason really touched her, especially after seeing that battle.

Think about what would happen if she encountered this situation herself. Would she just turn around and run away?