Be in low spirits

"You... feel awkward, I haven't started yet... haven't you given birth to a child?" His breathing became heavier. Over the past four years, he had thought about nights like this countless times.

"No... don't bite... uh... if you do this again, I... I will... go back to my room." After more than four years, she was a little ashamed to face it.

"Okay, I won't bite." He raised her hand, clasped their fingers together, and took her breath away.

She panted softly and touched the scar on his chest with her free hand, feeling his heartbeat, and unknowingly moved her hand to his back, leaving scratches.

"Zhixi... I miss you so much." He listened to her breathing and felt that there had never been any better music than this.

"Are you... uh... okay? I... uh... am almost out of strength..." Her body went limp and she didn't even have the strength to think. She sank into it.

He leaned close to her ear and kissed her neck, "Why... are you still so useless?" He thought she would need him more after giving birth to the child.

How could someone make a personal attack at a time like this? "Hmm... hum... who is... useless?" She climbed up his neck and bit his shoulder.

He groaned, and at that moment he felt that he was truly reunited with her.

After the lovemaking, he held her in his arms and lay on the bed, rubbing her hair with his face while talking to her.

"Zhixi, when will you let me sleep in the master bedroom?"

"When Yuanyuan accepts you." There was still a blush on her face and her chest was still heaving.

"Isn't it time to let Yuanyuan fall asleep on her own, huh?" He raised his head and looked at her profile, giving serious advice.

She turned around and said to him, "Wait until she goes to elementary school. Bring me my clothes. I should go back to my room to accompany her."

He hugged her tightly, reluctant to let her go, "You only know how to accompany the children, why don't you spend more time with me?"

"Isn't it your child too?" She wanted to get up and put on her clothes.

"Then I should sleep in the master bedroom and get her a small bed, okay?" He stood up, picked up her clothes and pulled her up.

"The crib won't last many years. Besides... I can't afford it with my salary." She put on her nightgown, lifted the quilt and wanted to get up and leave.

Li Li picked her up and said, "I'll buy it. Let me sleep in the master bedroom. I'll give you all my salary and savings." He opened the door, put her on the bed in the master bedroom, sat on the edge of the bed and kissed her forehead.

Kong Zhixi turned sideways and patted the child, saying softly, "Yuanyuan is still young."

"But your husband is not small." He took off his shoes and wanted to lie next to them.

Sensing his intention, she frowned and warned him: "Tsk, go back to your room and don't say such things in front of the children."

He could only sigh, and before returning to his room, he put his hands on the bed again, and said to his wife around, "Before going to bed, shouldn't you give her a goodnight kiss or something?"

She had no choice but to kiss him on the cheek, but he was not satisfied and insisted on kissing her lips.

When she got up in the morning and helped her child brush his teeth, the child pointed to the bruise on her collarbone and asked, "Mom, why are you hurt here?"

She was so scared that she quickly pulled up her collar to cover it and explained in panic: "Uh, it's a mosquito bite. Brush your teeth and wash your face quickly, don't be late." Fortunately, she was still young and no one pursued the matter further.

During breakfast, Li Li asked the child formally: "Yuanyuan, can Daddy buy you a crib?"

"Why?" This time the breakfast included her favorite porridge, which she could eat with a spoon.

"You've grown up. You can't always sleep with your mother. You should have your own bed."

"Then I still want to sleep with my mother." The food she ate with a spoon was all over the table. Kong Zhixi was hanging last night's washing on the balcony.

"Then Daddy let me discuss it with you. Is it okay for Daddy to sleep in the same room with you guys?" He leaned close to the child and said.

"Oh no! The grandparents at the police station said that people like you are bad people. Mom... Mom..." She started screaming, kicking her legs around on the dining chair.

"What's wrong?" She walked into the living room from the balcony, and the child burst into tears when he saw his mother. She picked up the child to comfort him and looked at Li Li.

Li Li was also panicked, not knowing why she suddenly started crying. "I... I just told her to buy her a crib, and she... started crying."

"What's wrong with you? Yuanyuan, don't cry, tell mom what's wrong?" She carried the child to the sofa and sat down, patting her back to comfort her.

After being comforted, she stopped crying and her tears did not fall. "Mom, Dad is a bad man. He doesn't let me sleep with you."

Since giving birth, her patience has been stretched infinitely by the child, and she has become more and more gentle when comforting the child. "Don't be afraid, don't be afraid. Mommy told you that Daddy is a good policeman who catches bad guys. He is not a bad guy, right?"

"Yes, Dad is a good man. Look, didn't I make delicious food for you?" Li Li took the leftover porridge and wanted to feed her with a spoon.

"I don't want him, Mommy, I don't want him!" Seeing him approaching, the child started to make a fuss again, hugging his mother's neck and acting coquettishly.

She took the bowl and fed the child porridge, "Oh, okay, okay, we don't want dad to feed us, mom will feed us, mom will feed us."

After a few sips, the child started laughing again. Li Li suddenly thought that the child might have done it on purpose. After breakfast and sending the child to kindergarten, he said to Kong Zhixi, "Why does Yuanyuan dislike me as a father so much?"

"There have always been only the two of us at home. It's normal that she can't accept a man suddenly moving in." Kong Zhixi was sitting in the car. If she accepted him as a father so easily, then what kind of child had she been raising for the past four years?

This sounded strange, "Why did you invite a man to live in? I'm his father." He was a little distressed. It would probably take a long time for his daughter to accept him.

"Yuanyuan has seen too many bad guys in the police station, and she is more sensitive to people's vigilance. What's more, you are here to snatch her mother away from her." She still understands her own daughter.

He sighed helplessly, "How can this biological father act like a stepfather?" When he was still so helpless, Kong Zhixi smiled and said, "Haha, he deserves it."

"What should I do? I buy her toys? What does she like?" He was not very good at coaxing girls, and now he had to coax a little girl. "Yuanyuan likes me the most as her mother." She boasted to him.

He drove to the door of her police station and said, "I'm serious!" He grabbed her and tried to kiss her. "Oh, stop it! You can ask Yuanyuan yourself when the time comes." She refused and got out of the car to go to work.

In the afternoon, Yuanyuan was taken to the police station. She asked her seriously, "Mom wants to ask you, why don't you like daddy?" She sat on her mother's lap and played with the doll that the grandmother in the police station gave her. "Mom, do you like daddy?" Her doll had many beautiful clothes, but its hair was very messy.

"If mom likes it, will Yuanyuan like it too?" She combed the doll's hair for the child, and also helped her tie her hair again and put on her favorite hairpin.

The child took the doll and changed into new clothes. "I don't like it." Like Kong Zhixi, she didn't like others touching her things.

She stroked the child's hair, wondering if it was time to cut it, "Didn't Daddy make you something delicious?"

"He doesn't have to do it. Mom can do it too." She seemed to really dislike this father, and no matter how much she was persuaded, she refused to accept this father.

When her father came to pick them up after get off work, she took her mother's hand and sat in the back seat, took out the chessboard and started playing chess. Li Li took the opportunity to get close to her: "Yuanyuan, do you like playing chess? Then when we get home, can daddy play with you?"

She denied everything about her father. "I don't like him. I don't want him."

He refused to give up and continued to ask, "What does Yuanyuan like? Can Daddy buy it for you?"

"No. Mom said that one should be grateful if one eats someone's food, and be lenient if one takes someone's favor." She played chess with herself, and occasionally asked her mother to praise her. Kong Zhixi touched her forehead and teased her.

The child was quite good at talking. "But I'm your father, so it's only natural for me to buy you toys. From now on, all round things should be bought with your father's money, not someone else's."

"I don't want to, you just want to steal my mom." The father and daughter could play together downstairs last night, but now they can't get along.

"Mom will not be taken away by anyone. Mom will always be Yuanyuan's mom." Kong Zhixi assured her.

After finishing a game of chess, she clapped herself to celebrate, "So we don't need a dad." Saying such words at this time made Li Li even more heartbroken.