The whole sect is full of cunning people, only I am really stupid

Only after making sure that Nan Yuan had no intention of attacking him did Shen Ya step into Nan Yuan's sea of ​​consciousness.

Although Shen Ya was cautious and did not want to pry into Nan Yuan's memory.

The sea of ​​consciousness is vast, and encounters are inevitable.

Shen Ya saw the fragments belonging to Nan Yuan in the long river of time.

Countless people have said before how smooth Nan Yuan’s life was.

It seemed as if he was born to sit on a high position and receive everyone's worship.

At that time, Shen Ya just listened.

Not feeling much about it.

It was not until Shen Ya actually saw Nan Yuan’s memory that he realized those people were absolutely right.

Nan Yuan's first half of his life was indeed extremely smooth.

Of course, his hard work also played a role in this.

But overall, his first half of life went quite smoothly.

It was also after seeing Nan Yuan’s memory that Shen Ya suddenly understood why Nan Yuan asked her to be the anchor point.

Nanyuan has come into contact with countless people.

There are only a few people he can remember.

This is due to the influence of the technique, but also his personality.

Being indifferent to emotions has become a virtue worth boasting about.

The Nan family members all said that this was because Nan Yuan was gifted.

The Nan family is blessed by God.

Even Nan Yuan's parents looked at him with more expectation than love.

Before Shen Ya appeared, Xue An was the person closest to Nan Yuan.

In the eyes of the Nan family and most outsiders, the identity of the young master is Nan Yuan’s biggest and most important label.

Only in Xue'an's eyes is he himself.

This might be the reason why Nan Yuan indulged Xue An.

After entering Nanyuan’s sea of ​​consciousness.

Shen Ya had the illusion that he had stepped into the deep sea.

Everything around gradually became blurred, leaving only everything belonging to Nanyuan passing by quickly.

"Big Brother, can you hear me?"

Shen Ya shouted.

She was not sure whether Nan Yuan could hear her voice at this moment.

Just now Xue An only told Shen Ya to come in and find Nan Yuan.

How to find it specifically.

He didn't say.

Shen Ya has to explore all of this on his own.

Shen Ya spread out his spiritual sense, wanting to see where Nan Yuan's consciousness had gone.

It was dark inside and Shen Ya couldn't see Nan Yuan's consciousness at all.

Look back again.

Shen Ya didn't even know where she was going.

Not only did she not find Nan Yuan, she herself was lost in Nan Yuan's sea of ​​consciousness.

We can't let them both down.

Xue An was still waiting for her outside.

Shen Ya continued to walk inside.

Nan Yuan didn't know where he was now.

It was pitch black all around and I couldn't see my fingers.

Nan Yuan recalled the days he spent in the lighthouse.

It was as dark there as it was here, so dark that even the light seemed to shy away from it.

Anyone who sees a place like this would turn around and leave instead of facing the challenge.

fair enough.

He likes this kind of peace.

Nan Yuan always knew that he was a little strange.

He lived for many years.

He has met many people over the years.

But except for Xue An, who is sharp-tongued and rude.

The marks left by other people in his heart were not deep.

Including their own parents.

Nan Yuan once wondered about all this and wondered if he was sick.

How could someone be so indifferent even when facing his own parents?

But my parents are very happy to see me like this.

To be precise, many people were happy to see him like this.

Nan Yuan quickly accepted himself as he was now and accepted everyone's expectations.

Except for the snow.

The first time he saw Xue An, Nan Yuan knew that he was cursing himself in his heart.

However, due to various circumstances, the man and the beast were tied together.

At first, Nan Yuan was not used to such a noisy presence and wanted to return the product many times.

A contract is not a sale.

He can't just withdraw if he wants to.

Nan Yuan could only hold his nose and leave Xue An.

Luckily he kept him.

If there is no snow dark.

Nan Yuan felt that he might never meet Shen Ya.

Thinking of Shen Ya, Nan Yuan couldn't help but smile.

I realized I was smiling.

Nan Yuan himself was stunned for a moment.

As the retreat time gets longer, the skills become more advanced.

Many emotions gradually faded away.

So much so that Nan Yuan even forgot what it felt like to smile.

At this moment, it actually feels strange.

If Xue An is the first person that Nan Yuan remembers.

Then Shen Ya is the second one.

Nan Yuan didn't know why he cared about her.

The snow is dark because of the contract and the long time they are together.

The time he spent with Shen Ya was not even a fraction of his age.

It was as if I turned my head and the lively little girl was already in my heart.

It’s only been a dozen years.

Thinking of Shen Ya and Xue An.

Nan Yuan, who originally didn't care, suddenly felt a little more motivated.

But it was just a little bit and soon dissipated.

He doesn't care how he is at the moment.

But he couldn't bear to leave the man and the beast.

Without him, Xue An would most likely be dealt with.

Who told him to attract so much hatred?

As for Shen Ya——

That tiny but bright little star.

She might cry a lot.

Just like the last time I lost Wu Xun.

The little guy is too soft-hearted.

People with this kind of personality can easily suffer losses.

Nan Yuan's mind was in a mess, and all kinds of strange ideas popped up in his mind.

Everything that needed to be thought of, whether it was necessary or not, popped up and appeared in front of him.

Nan Yuan didn't care and just hammered here and there, accepting everyone who came.

But the ones I thought about the most were Xue An and Shen Ya.

He just felt Xue An's vitality.

Not surprisingly.

The current snow may have darkened...

Guixuan Brahma Lion is a very strange race.

They have God-given talents, but their cultivation speed is not particularly genius.

This means that they are destined to be sought after by everyone.

It was not until they signed a contract with the Nan family that this race found a place to settle down.

This was not without sacrifice either.

Almost all the contracted beasts of the Nan family patriarchs in history died because of the contractors.

This is the contracted beast of Nanyuan's father, Nanwu.

The same was true of the previous family head's contracted beast.

When life is in danger, it is almost out of control, and Gui Xuan Fanshi will exchange his life for another's.

Exchange your life for the life of the contractor.

This is why successive family heads can survive even after failing.

This is also the reason why Shen Ya could not see Gui Xuan Fanshi in the Nan family.

Many years ago.

They have already returned to their homeland.

Exchange your life for the life of the contractor, and the peace of the tribe.

Now, Xue An is also one of them.

The little guy would be very sad if he knew about this.

Maybe I will blame myself.

Nan Yuan thought.

Or maybe not.

The little guy is so considerate, most likely he is just secretly sad.

Thoughts wander aimlessly.

"Big Brother, Big Brother..."

A faint call came from afar.

Nan Yuan heard it.

Also know who is speaking.

Among all the people he knew, there was only one person who would obediently call him "senior brother".

Nan Yuan didn't move.

It’s not that you can’t move.

I just simply don't want to move.

Thinking that Xue An might be dead.

The momentum that had just arisen because of the two of them was fleeting.

All things shall pass away.

Xue An is like this, and so is he.

Just sooner or later.

Deprived of emotions, Nanyuan had never been so close to the gods.

He can distance himself from the situation and look at everything fairly and impartially from the perspective of an outsider.

Including death.

Nan Yuan was not afraid of death at this moment.

Death is the end of all people.

He just went ahead and waited for Shen Ya in front.

But the voice in my ear persists.

And there is a trend of getting closer.

The little girl's voice became more and more urgent, and she moved closer to him.

Nan Yuan even heard crying.

It seems that if I don’t respond, the little guy will start crying.

Obviously I don't want to care.

Nan Yuan still felt a little bit reluctant when he thought of Shen Ya crying so close to him.

He stood up straight and looked into the unknown distance.

"Don't cry."

His thin lips parted slightly and his voice was low and hoarse.

The voice was so low that it was barely audible, but the person on the other side seemed to have heard it.

The sound stopped.

Nan Yuan thought Shen Ya had given up and left.

He turned around and walked away.

To find the final peace.

"Big Brother!"

The sound exploded behind Nan Yuan like thunder.