I, who was determined to stay in Naruto, became the white moonlight

After Asuma Sarutobi finished his training, he took a few steps and saw Haruko and Kurenai Yuhi standing side by side in the distance, waving at him.

"What are you doing standing here?" Asuma Sarutobi approached them puzzled.

Kurenai Yuhi carefully observed his facial expression and confirmed, "Asuma is not angry or secretly sad!"

"It seems that Asuma is different from Obito. He is a mature child!"

After Haruko finished speaking with relief, she subconsciously looked around and only breathed a sigh of relief when she did not see Uchiha Obito suddenly jumping out.

Recently, she was always caught saying bad things about Obito, which made her very alert, but she still couldn't stop her mouth that would scold Obito.

After they said that, the depression that Asuma Sarutobi had hidden before was revealed on his face again, "What on earth are you doing here?"

Haruko's expression turned serious and she bowed deeply to him, "I'm sorry Asuma, I made you unhappy last time!"

Asuma Sarutobi was stunned. He didn't expect that she came here specifically to apologize to him. He waved his hands awkwardly and helplessly, "You did nothing wrong. Why are you apologizing to me?"

"But I mentioned Asuma's father, and Asuma left in anger..."

Asuma Sarutobi interrupted her, "A man like that is not worthy of being called my father!"

When he roared, Haruko and Kurenai Yuhi were both stunned. They didn't know that Asuma Sarutobi's resentment towards the Third Hokage had reached this level.

Just when Kurenai Yuhi was at a loss, Haruko walked up and patted Asuma Sarutobi on the shoulder.

"But I was right. I am Asuma's aunt."

The topic she changed made Asuma Sarutobi wonder, "What on earth are you talking about..."

Haruko looked him in the eye seriously, "Because you are Asuma's aunt, you can tell me if you are unhappy! Aren't we family?"

"family?"

Asuma Sarutobi seemed to be unfamiliar with these two words. He muttered them to himself, but it was still difficult for him to truly understand the meaning of the existence of family.

As the child of the Third Hokage, rather than pride and honor, what he felt most was the pressure and loneliness that this reputation brought him.

His father was always busy with official duties and it was difficult for him to spare any time to accompany him. His desire to pursue his dreams gradually cooled down amidst repeated disappointments, and was shattered when his recognition was broken.

His mother was also forced to bear the responsibility and duty of being the "Hokage's wife". When Asuma Sarutobi was still young, he could still catch a glimpse of his mother's unconscious tenderness, but now, his increasingly rebellious character has brought about stricter discipline from his mother.

Loneliness, not being understood, the irritation of being disciplined...

What exactly is family?

Isn’t a real family one that supports each other and gives children the care and understanding they need to grow?

But why...why are his family members so cold and harsh...

Asuma Sarutobi once thought about what his relationship with his parents would be like if he put aside everything about the Hokage.

His father will personally train him, accompany him through the joys and pains of his growth, and lead him towards his own Will of Fire; although his mother is strict with him, she will also give him the most gentle comfort in the world when he is frustrated and vulnerable.

When he was looking for his father, he was no longer answered "I'm busy, let's talk next time"; when he was naughty, he was no longer answered "You should be aware that you are the son of the Hokage"; when he was complacent with his progress, he was no longer answered "You have never truly understood the meaning of 'Jade'".

Unfortunately, “if” is just the delusion of every depressed and frustrated person.

Asuma Sarutobi lowered his head, letting dejection and depression completely envelop him.

"Asuma, if you don't tell your family about your sadness, that will make them heartbroken." Haruko spoke to wake him up from his own world.

Asuma Sarutobi said calmly, "They won't feel any pain for me at all."

"But I can! I told you I'm Asuma's aunt!"

Haruko argued convincingly, but seeing that he still didn't believe her, she just told them her magical story all at once, causing the two to be amazed and almost think that this was a paid story she made up.

"This is simply too unbelievable..." Asuma Sarutobi frowned, unable to understand the logic.

Haruko, however, told him not to dwell on these little issues, and acted like an elder, "So don't be shy, just talk to your aunt, Asuma!"

But considering that she was about the same age as Asuma Sarutobi, and her exaggerated performance made Asuma Sarutobi purse his lips and stop complaining.

"Oh! My poor Asuma~"

"That's enough..."

Perhaps it was Haruko's jokes that made him feel a little more relaxed, or perhaps he was thinking that if they really had such an interesting aunt, their family would probably be much more lively. After struggling, Asuma Sarutobi chose to tell them both about his heart knot.

"But Asuma is also proud that Hiruzen is the Hokage, isn't he?" Haruko tilted her head.

When she told him about the secret of his heart, Asuma Sarutobi turned his face away in embarrassment, "I didn't..."

Yuhi Kurenai shook her head helplessly, "Asuma is really not honest."

Haruko looked up at the floating clouds in the sky, and couldn't help but think of Uchiha Fugaku, the head of the Uchiha clan.

When she was younger, her frail health gave Uchiha Fugaku a lot of trouble. Not only did he have to learn how to raise a child, but he also had to be on guard against serious illnesses that could harm his body at any time.

But she still grew up, under Uchiha Fugaku's not-so-meticulous but caring care.

Perhaps because he thought that she already had the ability to protect herself, Uchiha Fugaku gradually shifted his focus towards the Uchiha clan. Most of the time, he focused on dealing with trivial matters of his clan members and the affairs of the police department, leaving the house almost entirely alone in silence.

There will definitely be lonely feelings like Asuma Sarutobi, but she always understands and is proud of Uchiha Fugaku's "busyness with affairs", because that is the ambition and future he believes in and is willing to work hard for.

"Every time I think of Fugaku doing the work he loves and being loved by his people, I feel warm inside. I think Fugaku feels the same way."

"Isn't this the support and protection from family members?"

"Asuma would think the same, right? Although he had some complaints, he was more looking up to him, looking up at him glowing and radiant. Even from behind, he was so handsome!"

Being stared at by Haruko's sparkling eyes, Asuma Sarutobi felt like he had nowhere to hide.

They are very similar, both are children sitting alone in an empty room, longing for love from their family. It is precisely because they are very similar that it shows how unreasonable and rebellious he is.

He was too ashamed to express his admiration for his father and his love for his mother. He was always rebellious and disobedient, like a guy without conscience.

Haruko continued, "But Asuma didn't do anything wrong."

"Eh?" Asuma Sarutobi paused, not understanding what she said.

Haruko gave him a sly smile, "After all, the guardians are very busy. If we are not a little naughty and willful, how can we get them to pay more attention to us?"

When she said this, it sounded like Asuma Sarutobi was doing all these rebellious behaviors just to attract his parents' attention.

This realization made Asuma Sarutobi blush with embarrassment.

"So..." Haruko patted her butt and stood up from the grass.

"Asma must love them rebelliously yet with understanding, just as they love us silently yet deeply."

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Gratitude list as of July 2024, 3:

grateful--

The reminder letter sent by K

Drunk with longing. The Bobo milk tea I sent

Lin Laoji, a love letter from Line 1209

Yam cake with jujube paste filling. Give it a thumbs up.

Yuan Kun who loves potato crisps, Jin Xiula from Nanning, Tang Xiaoyu from the north, Hong Yi Xiang Yi Sai Gao, Ran Xia Q, Sprite-flavored pigs, performance before parting, rabbit Xi Beibei, night owl Partita from the world capital, Asiba, purple potato porridge, Cang Yuecao, I didn't eat mango, the smoky Gu Xiong, Yue..., Mo Wentian who loves red bean jelly, Yun Cheyun from Gu Modao, early summer. Starry sky, "Mountains and green flowers are about to burn", yyim, Xuanchun, why did the big guarantee draw Xiao? The gift is for love

Thank you for the gift! The author is so touched! Asuma rebellious cool guy wall dong (?￣︶￣?)y