After many years of marriage, she was reborn

Fate

After driving Yu Yifan away, my heart was filled with regret.

I impulsively drove him away just now, and now it weighs heavily on my heart and I can't let it go.

Every fragment of memory hurts my heart.

At this moment, I am like a lonely traveler, looking for the warmth and love that belongs to me in the vast crowd.

However, every time when love approaches, an inexplicable fear and uneasiness surges up from deep in my heart.

I long for someone who can truly understand me, accept me, and share the joys and sorrows of life with me.

I hope there is a pair of gentle hands that can hold me and give me strength and support.

I hope to have a warm embrace that I can lean on and protect me from the wind and rain.

However, when these beautiful expectations were about to become reality, I began to back off again.

I am afraid of being hurt, afraid of not getting a response after giving my true heart, afraid of being betrayed and abandoned.

The pain and disappointment I've experienced always follow me, reminding me not to trust others easily.

So I built a thick wall in my heart, trying to block out all the emotions that might bring me pain.

However, this kind of self-protection makes me more and more lonely.

I clearly longed for love, but I pushed it away with my own hands, plunging myself into endless contradictions and pain.

I know it's not easy to get out of this predicament, but I also understand that if I keep running away, I will never experience true happiness.

Perhaps, I need to learn to face my fear bravely and try to open that closed heart.

I may get hurt, I may shed tears, but at least I have tried my best and I will not have any regrets.

Because only those who dare to pursue true love can finally find their own happiness.

I thought of the time we spent together, the moments of laughter and warmth, but now there is only endless regret.

I regretted my rashness and decisiveness in not giving him a chance to explain himself or trying to understand his position.

I began to reflect on my own behavior and realized that I might have been too selfish and stubborn.

Now, his departure makes me feel empty and lost inside.

I longed to restore my lost friendship and hoped to apologize to him and express my regret.

However, the reality makes me feel helpless and powerless.

I prayed silently in my heart, hoping that Yu Yifan could forgive my mistakes, and I also hoped that one day we could reconnect and make up for the regrets of the past.

At the same time, I also decided to learn from this experience.

Learn to cherish the people around you more and no longer make decisions that hurt others easily.

My grandfather saw through my little thoughts and deliberately asked me to go downstairs to relax.

I went downstairs listlessly, carrying the garbage bag.

When I walked downstairs, I saw a familiar figure standing there.

It turned out to be Yu Yifan!

He had been waiting for me there. When he saw me, he walked over to me with a smile.

I was a little surprised and at a loss for a moment.

"I'm sorry, I was too impulsive today and came to you without your permission."

"I was just too worried about you. When I heard about you, I bought the earliest flight and rushed over here."

"I'm sorry, I didn't think enough. I don't believe you will just disappear like vapor from the face of the earth."

"Don't you know how I got through these days when you were away?" Yu Yifan spoke first.

I lowered my head and said, "I am also wrong. I shouldn't have chased you away."

We smiled at each other, and the misunderstanding between us was finally resolved.

"Are we still good friends?" I asked cautiously.

"Of course!" Yu Yifan answered without hesitation.

I smiled happily, and the haze in my heart immediately dissipated.

Just then, a gust of wind blew and ruffled my hair.

Yu Yifan reached out and gently helped me tidy up my hair.

At this moment, I felt his sincerity and care, and a warm feeling surged in my heart.

Yu Yifan slowly raised his head, and my eyes focused on his face.

His chin and around his lips were covered with dense stubble.

The stubble had not been carefully trimmed and looked messy, adding a bit of vicissitudes and haggardness to his originally handsome face.

His eyes revealed a deep fatigue, and he had indeed been under too much pressure and worry recently.

The fine lines at the corners of his eyes seemed to tell of the hardships he had experienced, and the dark circles showed his fatigue without any concealment.

His hair was messy and had not been taken care of since it was blown by the wind.

I couldn't help but feel a little distressed, and reached out and gently touched his face.

"You must have had a rough time these days, right?"

Yu Yifan grabbed my hand and placed it on his face, "Now that you're back, everything is fine."

I felt the warmth of his palm and my heart was warm.

"Let's go home." Yu Yifan took my hand and we walked into the elevator together.

In the small space, none of us spoke, but the atmosphere was unusually warm.

I know that our friendship has become even deeper through this test.

In the days to come, I will cherish this friendship even more and create more beautiful memories with Yu Yifan.

After returning home, Yu Yifan and I sat on the sofa and chatted for a long time.

"Thank you for coming back to me and giving me a chance to explain." Yu Yifan said sincerely.

"What's there to thank me for? We are friends, and you are the only one who truly cares about me." I said with a smile.

We smiled at each other, and all the past unpleasantness disappeared.

At this time, grandpa came over and said, "You young people, if you have anything to say, just talk it out nicely. Don't get angry all the time. You are not children anymore."

Yu Yifan and I smiled awkwardly.

"Grandpa, I know I was wrong and I won't do it again." I said coquettishly.

"Okay, you guys chat, I'll go to the kitchen to see how dinner is prepared." Grandpa said and turned into the kitchen.

Yu Yifan and I chatted for a while until dinner time.

At the table, we ate and chatted in a harmonious atmosphere.

"By the way, how did you find this place?" I couldn't help but ask.

"When you hear that an accident happened on the flight you were on."

"At first, I had no doubts about the authenticity of the news."

"However, as time went on, the doubts in my heart grew stronger."

“So I started to wonder if there was some kind of misunderstanding or mistake.”

"Next, I was determined to get to the bottom of the matter, and I used all the connections and resources I could to get to the bottom of it."

"But there is still no clue about you. But I continued to persist, and finally, I got some clues." Yu Yifan said.

"Thank you Yu Yifan, I really didn't expect you to find me." I said sincerely.

Yu Yifan's deep and bright eyes stared at me intently.

There was a sincere and deep emotion in his eyes, which seemed to suck me in completely.

His eyes were full of tenderness and affection, which made my heart beat faster and my breathing become a little rapid.

At this moment, I can feel his love and care for me from the bottom of his heart.

It is a feeling that cannot be described in words. It is like a flower blooming in spring, exuding charming fragrance.

It is like the warm sunshine in winter, bringing endless warmth and comfort to people.

Under Yu Yifan's affectionate gaze, I feel like the happiest and most precious person in the world.