After many years of marriage, she was reborn

Disappearing love

Yiyi, you misunderstood. I have warned myself from the beginning that I would never touch a man with a family.

Although I seem to be very fickle, in fact, I have always been very loyal when it comes to relationships.

When I first met him, I just did it for fun.

I know that at my current age, it is impossible for me to get married so early.

I haven't made the decision to be responsible for others yet. Since I was a child, I have seen too many relationships break up and get back together.

I secretly made up my mind that I must find someone with whom I can grow old together.

When I met him, I thought I had met my destiny.

For him, I gave him my most precious first time.

I'm not afraid of you laughing at me when I say this.

Do you think my virginity is gone a long time ago? Actually, it’s not true.

In order to avoid making fun of you, I lied and said that I had lost my virginity a long time ago.

Before I met him, my love was a blank sheet of paper.

Meeting him gave me the courage and confidence to love others.

I gave him my first time. You say, when a woman gives him her most precious thing, it is enough to show her determination to love him.

But why didn't he know how to cherish her? Were all the sweet words he said before fake?

I don’t understand. He clearly said that he would always love me and give me a future.

But now, he has disappeared without a trace, leaving me alone to face this cruel reality.

I won't give up. I want to find him and find out what happened.

Even if the answer I get in the end will break my heart, I must know the truth.

I believe that my sincerity will not be let down, he must have some unspeakable difficulties.

No matter what, I will bravely pursue my own happiness.

I began to look for him everywhere, mobilizing all my connections and resources.

Finally, I found him in a remote town.

My heart broke the moment I saw him.

He became haggard, his eyes filled with pain and helplessness.

He told me that his family business was facing a huge crisis and he had to go back to take responsibility.

In order to protect me, he chose to hide the truth and leave.

I hugged him tightly, my eyes blurred with tears.

I told him that I was willing to face any difficulties with him as long as he still loved me.

He didn't say anything to me in the end, but just kept telling me how difficult his situation was.

Later, I understood everything. For me, I wanted to be with him for the rest of my life.

To him, he was just playing with me.

I looked at him in despair, the pain in my heart was unspeakable.

"It turns out that all this is fake, you have never loved me." I said in a cold tone.

He lowered his head and said nothing, as if he had acquiesced to it all.

I turned and left, my back looking resolute, but tears flowed uncontrollably.

When I got home, I locked myself in my room and vented all the pain in my heart.

A few days later, I picked myself up and decided to forget the past and start a new life.

However, fate always plays tricks on us.

I met him again at a social event.

He looks even more handsome and charming, surrounded by many beautiful women.

He saw me and a hint of surprise flashed across his eyes, but he quickly regained his composure.

"Long time no see." He greeted me with a smile.

I resisted the urge and responded, "Yeah, long time no see."

We greeted each other like strangers, as if nothing had happened.

Just as I was about to leave, he suddenly grabbed my hand and whispered, "I'm sorry, I regret it."

I was stunned, looking at his sincere eyes, the defenses in my heart gradually collapsed.

At that moment, the wheel of fate started turning again, and he and I came into physical contact again without any warning.

It was as if an electric current ran through my body, making me tremble uncontrollably.

This feeling is both familiar and unfamiliar, evoking long-dormant memories and emotions deep in my heart.

I stared at him with wide eyes, my heart beating faster.

"I find that I really fall in love with you." His voice was magnetic and his eyes looked at me passionately.

I felt his breath, my body gradually became weak, and I involuntarily moved closer to him.

Just then, a beautiful woman came over and took his arm affectionately.

"Honey, you are here." the woman said coquettishly.

He looked at me awkwardly, then smiled at the woman.

I suddenly came to my senses, quickly broke free from his hand, and turned away.

Tears welled up in my eyes and I told myself that I must never trust him again.

Once, he was like a dazzling light, illuminating my dark world and giving me endless longing and expectation for love.

However, it was this person who eventually hurt me badly and plunged me into deep pain.

His appearance was like a beautiful dream, which made me intoxicated and unable to extricate myself.

His gentle care and affectionate gaze made me feel unprecedented happiness and warmth.

At that time, I naively thought that this love would last forever.

But the reality ruthlessly tore apart the beautiful illusion, and he gradually became indifferent and alienated.

Those once sweet words have now become sharp blades that pierce the heart, and every word is as painful as a knife.

And I was staggering in this emotional storm, exhausted both physically and mentally.

I tried to make amends and tried to understand his changes, but it was all in vain.

His heart had long gone, leaving behind only endless pain and despair.

I felt as if I was abandoned in a desolate desert, lonely and helpless, exposed to the wind and sun.

Today, I am scarred and heartbroken.

But I know that I must be strong, learn lessons from this painful experience, and regain my own life.

Because, no matter how deep the wound is, time will slowly heal it.

Even if our hearts are broken into pieces, we can still piece together a new self.

I escaped from that heartbreaking scene, returned home, and licked my wounds alone.

However, fate did not seem willing to let me off easily.

Not long after, I unexpectedly received a message from him.

The content of the message was that he sincerely expressed his apology to me and regret for the past.

He said that the woman was just a marriage arranged by his family and he couldn't resist.

He asked me to give him another chance to prove his sincerity.

I looked at the message he sent me with extremely complicated feelings.

On the one hand, the pain in my heart has not completely healed, and I am afraid of being hurt again.

On the other hand, my feelings for him still linger in my heart, making me hesitant.

After careful consideration, I decided to give him and myself a chance.

I replied and arranged a time and place to meet, determined to face the past and look for possibilities for the future.

The day we met, the sun was shining and the breeze was blowing.

He was waiting there early, his eyes revealing anxiety and anticipation.

When he saw me, his eyes sparkled with joy.

We sat down and had a frank conversation, sharing each other's thoughts and feelings.

He shared his struggles and growth, and I shared my fears and insecurities.

Through this in-depth communication, we understood each other better and found the courage to get back together.

I thought that this time, I really found my destiny.

But he still betrayed me in the end.

Yue'er said with tears in her eyes.