After many years of marriage, she was reborn

Reminiscing about childhood

Grandpa, do you still remember when you were in kindergarten?

I asked with a happy look on my face.

Remember, Grandpa will never forget this in his life. As long as it is about my precious granddaughter, Grandpa will never forget it for a moment.

In the yellowed old days, the little me stood obediently beside my grandfather.

My eyes are clear and bright, as if they contain endless warmth.

Grandpa looked at me with love, his eyes revealing his love for me.

At that time, I always listened to my grandfather silently, and my understanding made him feel extremely gratified.

Every smile and every eye contact reflects the deep affection between the grandfather and grandson.

Grandpa would gently stroke my hair and tell me the wisdom of life and the principles of being a human being.

I listened attentively and kept my grandfather's teachings deeply in my heart.

That time was full of tranquility and warmth, and is the most precious memory in my grandfather's and my hearts.

On a quiet night, I suddenly felt unwell and caught a cold and had a fever.

When my grandfather saw my condition, his face showed great worry and heartache.

He hurriedly found antipyretic medicine for me, sat by my bed, held my hand tightly, his eyes full of anxiety.

At that moment, I saw the fear and anxiety deep in my grandfather's heart. He was afraid of losing me.

I can feel that his love for me is so deep and so precious.

It was because of that illness that I realized more clearly how important my grandfather was to me.

He is the most precious person in my life and my strong support on the road to growth.

Whenever I think of that night and my grandfather’s concern and care for me, a warm feeling wells up in my heart.

I know that I am the only one in my grandfather's life and he is willing to give everything for me.

I will also cherish every moment with my grandfather and repay his kindness in raising me with my love.

No matter how time passes, my grandfather’s love will always be my driving force and the warmest sunshine in my life.

When talking about the time I caught a cold and had a fever as a child, my grandfather now has tears in his eyes.

So much time has passed, and he still feels guilty towards me.

There is always a heavy knot in my grandfather's heart, that is, he feels that he has not fulfilled his responsibilities.

They failed to take good care of me, so I caught a cold and had a high fever.

This thought weighed on his heart like a huge rock, making him unable to let it go.

Every time he saw me sick and miserable, my grandfather would fall into deep self-blame.

He would sit silently by, his eyes full of guilt and worry.

He often recalled the details that may have contributed to my illness and blamed himself for not noticing the problem sooner and why he didn't do better.

This kind of self-blame is not just expressed in words, but also in actions.

My grandfather would take extra good care of me, taking the trouble to bring me water and medicine and taking my temperature. He wanted to pour all his care on me to make up for his inner debt.

Although I know it was not my grandfather's fault, his meticulous love and care for me made me feel very warm.

In this way, my grandfather tried hard to prove his love for me and to alleviate the guilt in his heart.

Looking back now, I really was not very good at that time. I was sick every other day and made my grandfather worry about me.

I blamed myself and said to my grandfather, "I'm sorry, Grandpa. I was not very good when I was little, and I made you worry about me a lot."

Silly girl, taking care of you is your grandfather’s unshirkable responsibility and duty.

If you hadn’t been by my side, I can’t imagine what my life would have been like.

Maybe you will get lost in the vast crowd and can't find the direction to move forward.

Or you may fall into an endless abyss of darkness, unable to extricate yourself.

But because of your existence, Grandpa can see the light and hope in life and feel endless warmth and strength.

It is you who gave grandpa the courage to face all difficulties and challenges, and made grandpa believe that he could keep going no matter what setbacks he encountered.

So, if it weren’t for you, Grandpa really can’t imagine how bad his life would be!

I know very well in my heart that all the love and care that should have been given to my father is now poured onto me.

This feeling makes people feel warm, but also has an indescribable heaviness.

It was as if a heavy emotional responsibility suddenly fell on my tender shoulders.

My grandfather's love for me is unconditional. He gently strokes my hair with his hands, which are full of traces of time, and his eyes are full of love and care.

Every smile and every greeting is filled with his deep affection for me.

And this love that originally belonged to my father is now borne by me.

In this endless love, I gradually understood the greatness and preciousness of family affection.

Although this love comes a little suddenly, I am willing to feel and cherish it with my heart.

Because I know that this is not only my grandfather's love for me personally, but also the continuation and inheritance of the family bloodline.

Therefore, no matter what challenges I will encounter in the future, I will firmly carry the weight of this love and work hard to move forward.

Now, time flies, I have grown up quietly. The ignorant little girl in the past has become a successful person today.

And the grandfather who raised me with great difficulty now needs someone to take care of him.

As the saying goes: "A sheep kneels to thank its mother for feeding it, and a crow repays its parents by feeding them."

My grandfather’s kindness to me is as great as a mountain and his love for me is as deep as the sea. Without my grandfather’s careful cultivation and care for me, how could I be who I am today?

So, let me take on this responsibility from today!

I have to bear the ups and downs and joys and sorrows of life on behalf of my grandfather.

Let grandpa enjoy his old age and spend every day without worries.

This is not only the filial piety that children should fulfill, but also a matter of course!

As time went by, I grew up slowly, but my grandfather never asked me to take any responsibility for the prosperity of the family.

My grandfather’s request to me is very simple, just to make me happy.

He always silently watched my growth, gave me endless love and support, but never mentioned those responsibilities and pressures.

This attitude made me start thinking about the relationship between family, individuals and the future.

He told me in an unspoken way that freedom, independence and equality are the most important values.

So, in such a tolerant and open family atmosphere, I gradually developed the ability to think independently and was full of expectations and confidence in my future.

Although I know that family means a lot to many people.

But I would rather rely on my own efforts to pursue the goals that I really want to achieve.

One that is not limited to the family scope but is more inclined towards one's own inner world.

When I recall the little things in my childhood, my grandfather's face is always filled with a happy smile, as warm as the spring sun.