Who would raise a villain as a wife?

Si Jing pursed his lips and explained, "Gods are the same as humans, they also have seven emotions and six desires. If gods have selfish desires, it will cause chaos between heaven and earth. Gods can be emotional, but they need to be suppressed by a god, just like the emperor in the world, who controls the court and keeps the people safe. I am the god chosen by the way of heaven. When I became a god, I swore to the way of heaven that if I have selfish desires, my soul will be scattered and turned into nothingness."

Cen Li and He Yunjing were both shocked, especially Cen Li. He suddenly felt his mind was in a mess, with vague memories emerging but he couldn't grasp them. Only the pain and despair in his heart spread, making him want to hide and retreat but unable to move.

Si Jing continued, "My feelings for him were unexpected. Whether it was my duty or anything else, I could not and should not respond. My feelings led to the punishment of the heavens. For the world and me, he chose to perish and calm everything. I believe I have not let down the people of the world, but I have let him down alone.

Now, I still have a trace of affection for him. He is now He Yunjing and has nothing to do with me anymore. From now on, I will take care of myself, let go of my obsession, and forget about Si Jing."

After saying that, Si Jing bowed solemnly to Cen Li. This was what he owed A'li, and it didn't matter whether they could be repaid in kind. He just hoped that this bit of love could be treated with sincerity and not let down the person buried deep in his heart.

Cen Li stood there silently looking at the person in front of him. Strange emotions swept over him and tears fell uncontrollably, dripping lightly across his cheeks.

A slight dripping sound faded away, and the person in front of him disappeared, as if he had never been there and he had never said anything to him.

But Cen Li just felt his heart aching. He seemed to see the figure standing quietly, and the cold voice was as indifferent as ever, apologizing to him.

"I'm sorry, I can't respond to you. I have failed you in this life. Just forget it."

forget?

How to forget?

Knowing full well that Si Jing was a desireless god who could not be moved by emotions, he still insisted on having his own way. Not only did he move Si Jing's emotions, he also wanted to cause Si Jing to be punished by heaven and disappear from the world.

It was clearly his fault, so why was it Si Jing who apologized and was punished in the end?

Cen Li finally understood the despair in those eyes. It was not because he did not get Si Jing's response and love, but because his beloved was pushed to destruction because of his paranoia.

He shouldn't have done that even though he knew it was impossible. It was his insistence that pushed Si Jing into a dead end.

But if someone really has to disappear, he should be the one to disappear.

So he chose to completely disappear in front of Si Jing before the heavenly punishment came. Heaven would not allow him to be emotional or biased. As long as he died and disappeared completely, even if Si Jing was emotional, he would not be biased. He would still be the almighty god, balancing the gods' world and performing his duties, shouldering the responsibility for all the people of the world.

This is A'li's obsession, and also the thought of death that remains in Cen Li.

However, at this moment, that obsession disappeared. He did not kill Si Jing. After stripping Si Jing of the feelings that he had for him, Si Jing was still the same Si Jing and would never fall in love again.

Tears fell one by one, Cen Li's body trembled slightly, and in grief he was hugged by a warm body. In his ears was his familiar voice with a slight sob.

"I will respond to you on his behalf, A Li, please don't abandon me, okay?"

He Yunjing hugged Cen Li tightly. At this moment, he finally understood the truth.

It's not that I'm heartless or desireless, nor is it that I don't love.

It was he who couldn't, who was unable to respond. He was not only Si Jing, but also a god chosen by Heaven, with responsibilities that could not be shirked.

But how could he easily control the word "love"? He was still moved and faced the punishment of heaven that would bring him demise.

It was because Ari could not accept such an outcome that she made such an extreme choice, using her own demise to appease the wrath of heaven.

Si Jing had no choice, and A'li never felt guilty.

But he still couldn't help feeling distressed, because he was not Si Jing. He was just the one that Si Jing had feelings for A'li, so he was destined to be attracted to A'li.

Cen Li hugged back helplessly, tightly grasping the clothes on He Yunjing's back and sobbing helplessly, unconsciously muttering, "I'm sorry, if only I weren't so willful, my father clearly said that Si Jing is a god chosen by heaven and cannot be emotional.

But I just like him. I feel happy when I see him, and I also want him to like me, even if it’s just a little bit.

I don’t know, I really don’t know that he will be punished by heaven…”

Cen Li choked with sobs, feeling so miserable that he could no longer utter a single sound. The moment he saw Si Jing was about to die, he felt so regretful.

He wished he could just die and disappear from the world completely, so that Si Jing could survive.

He didn't want it anymore. He didn't want Si Jing to love him or respond to him, not even a little bit. He just wanted Si Jing to be alive, live well, do what he wanted to do, and never fall in love again.

He Yunjing took a deep breath, held the back of Cen Li's neck and rubbed it gently, "It's okay, Si Jing is not dead, and you are not gone. We still have a chance. I will go find you, no matter how many worlds I go through, I will find you and love you without reservation.

I am his love for you. Si Jing loved you in the past, and He Yunjing will always love you now and in the future."

He Yunjing no longer wanted to worry about anything. No matter who he was, love or He Yunjing, he just wanted to protect his A'li and love him well.

Cen Li was still crying, burying her head in He Yunjing's neck, venting her suppressed emotions from low sobs to loud tears, until she lost her strength and her soul gradually dissipated and she fell silently into He Yunjing's arms.

When Cen Li fell down in his dream, He Yunjing's consciousness was also ejected and returned to his body. He suddenly opened his eyes and looked at Cen Li sleeping peacefully on the bed, the pain in his eyes had not yet dissipated.

He carefully lay down beside Cen Li and held him in his arms. He finally realized that it was not only Qian Yu but also Si Jing who had been watching them, so they showed up in time to help Cen Li dispel his obsession.

Si Jing also wanted A'li to come back to life. He Yunjing even suspected that Si Jing was responsible for A'li's lingering soul. He Yunjing also pulled out the last bit of love that had arisen but did not destroy it for A'li's sake.

He Yunjing kissed Cen Li's forehead gently, waiting for Cen Li to wake up with mixed feelings.

However, at the same time they fell asleep, Hua Li and Wu Li in another space also fell asleep. They were trapped in Cen Li's consciousness and learned everything.

After waking up, the two of them sat in the corner of the rose garden holding hands and crying, tears streaming down their faces, but they were too stubborn to cry out loud.

Hua Li said aggrievedly, "I want to find Brother Jing and want him to hug me."

"I want to, too, but Brother Jing is already very sad. He has already coaxed Cen Li, and it will be very tiring to coax us too." Wu Li sobbed softly and tightened their hands. "Let's cry for a while, and then we'll go find Dad and tell him everything we saw. Brother Jing is not wrong, he didn't abandon us, and neither did Si Jing. We can't let Dad hate Brother Jing forever."

Hua Li hummed in grievance and also held Wu Li's hand tightly. The two poor little guys had tears in their eyes and cried silently and forbearingly.