Siheyuan: Married a female spy at the beginning of 1944

He Daqing didn't sleep well after sleeping in the camp headquarters for a night.

He always felt that he was a little afraid of death.

Compared with these comrades, I am so insignificant and selfish.

I always feel that my purpose of killing the devils is not pure.

At the beginning, He Daqing just wanted to kill a few devils and didn't care much about experience and upgrades.

Now that my level is higher and more experience is needed, I am more afraid of death.

Before every battle, you have to calculate the gains and losses. If you think there is danger, you should retreat. If there is no danger, you should go forward and take advantage.

He Daqing despised himself for the whole night and was very ashamed.

I feel like a coward who is afraid of death.

However, he also knows that because of this system, he can make greater contributions to the country and the people.

He told himself again and again that he was not afraid of death, but just wanted to maximize the value of the system.

The next morning, after breakfast, the Fourth Battalion held another meeting.

The main thing is to summarize the battle, commend and then let some comrades give speeches on stage.

The speech of one of the comrades made everyone indignant.

Now, please invite our combat hero Chen Zongshi to come to the stage and say a few words.

A soldier with his arm in a sling, a scar on his forehead, and a very thin body, came onto the stage very excitedly.

He bowed to everyone first, and then said:

"Hello everyone, I am a soldier from the 2nd squad of the st platoon of the rd company, my name is Chen Zongshi.

The battalion commander asked me to come up and say a few words, but I didn't know what to say, just that I killed a few Japanese soldiers.

It's nothing. Everyone killed the Japanese. It was just a coincidence that the Japanese happened to run into the muzzle of my gun.

hey-hey"

When he said this, the young man scratched his head with pride and shyness.

Liu Yun said from the side:

"Chen Zongshi, don't be modest, you killed seven Japanese devils in one battle.

This is not just a coincidence. Tell me, why were you able to kill so many Japanese devils?

Share your experience with everyone so that when you encounter the devils in the future, you can kill more of them."

When Chen Zongshi heard this, his expression immediately became serious.

"The reason why I was able to kill the Japanese devils was that, apart from my hard training, it was because of my deep hatred for them.

As long as I can kill the devils, I can even sacrifice my own life."

Liu Yun: "Why? Do you have any deep hatred against the Japanese?"

Liu Yun's words were meant to induce Chen Zongshi to speak out about his suffering and hatred.

There are two benefits to doing this. One is that it allows Chen Zongshi to release his inner depression and hatred, thus relieving the pressure he has been under.

The second is to let other comrades understand the evil deeds of the Japanese devils, so that when they fight against the Japanese devils in the future, they will not be afraid of sacrifice and will fight bravely.

When Chen Zongshi thought of the evil deeds that the Japanese had committed in the past, his chest involuntarily heaved a few times.

His eyes gradually turned red, and even the blue veins on his arms became faintly visible.

He calmed down a bit and then began to tell his story.

“I’m from Fangshan Village in Changping County. Before the Japanese invaders came, our family wasn’t well off.

But it can be maintained barely.

But after the Japanese came, our lives became more and more difficult.

And what's even worse is.

In 41, the Japanese suddenly built a human circle in our area."

He took a breath.

“A human pen is a place where people are kept like animals.

The Japanese first asked us to build a large wall far away from our village.

After the wall is built, they will drive us right in.

Let's build our own house.

The area inside this wall has become a circle of people.

Once people enter there, they are treated like animals.”

At this point, he excitedly denied his

"Wrong, humans are worse than animals.

At least the animals will be fed.

We worked like animals in the human pen but were not given food.

We can only reclaim some wasteland ourselves, but that's the situation.

We also have to pay taxes to the Japanese.

House number donation, household registration donation, livestock donation, airplane donation, etc.

There are also optional donations of gold, copper, iron, fur, blood meal, chickens, eggs, vegetables and fruits that are also included in the "donation".

The people in the "human circle" have long been squeezed dry, but donations and taxes are still increasing.

I'm not afraid of you laughing at me, but my wife and my sister don't even have a pair of pants.

They could only dig a big pit in the shack and hide in the pit when someone came to visit.

We could only live in a small shack in the human circle.

And they won't let us close the door.

At night, the Japanese could enter any shack they wanted.

You bullied my sister and wife right in front of me."

Having said this, Chen Zongshi was unable to continue.

He squatted on the ground with his head in his hands, crying loudly.

The soldiers in the audience were also angry, solemn, and distressed, with all kinds of expressions intertwined on their faces.

Some soldiers also felt that Chen Zongshi was too useless and did not fit his image as a combat hero at all.

Although He Daqing couldn't empathize with them, he felt his blood boiling after a little bit of empathy.

If the Japanese bullied Li Wanqiu in front of him.

He Daqing felt that he would definitely kill the Japanese at all costs.

Even though I knew I would die, I still had to kill the Japs.

"I am just a useless person, I just watched the Japanese do evil.

I don't dare kill the Japanese. I'm afraid.

I'm not afraid of death. I'm afraid that after I kill the Japanese, I will be retaliated by them.

He was not taking revenge on me, but on our entire family, all our relatives, neighbors, and everyone else in the village.

If I kill the Japs, everyone I know will die."

Those who had just looked down on Chen Zongshi were now left with nothing but helplessness.

Yes, it was a satisfying feeling to kill the Japanese, but what followed was crazy revenge.

It would be fine if I died, but all my other relatives and friends would also die.

Just when everyone was still thinking about what they would do if they were Chen Zongshi and encountered this situation.

Chen Zongshi, who was standing on the stage, suddenly shouted

“I did kill seven Japanese devils, but I’m not a hero.

There is no hero like me in the world. I had to watch my loved ones being killed by the Japanese devils one by one.

My parents, my wife, my sister, Da Zhuang, Gou Sheng, Juan Zi, the village chief, the second uncle, the third uncle, and the fifth uncle.

There were many, many more people whom I had known for more than twenty years who were driven into the human circle by the Japanese devils.

They were either tortured, starved to death, or got sick, and in the end there were only a few people left in the entire circle.

If our army hadn't arrived, I would have died in there too.

So, I am not a hero, and I don’t want to be a hero.

The only reason I live is revenge.

I want to kill all the devils and avenge my parents."

When Chen Zongshi finished speaking, he already looked a little crazy.

The soldiers in the audience were also extremely excited.

Even He Daqing was infected by Chen Zongshi's emotions.

I couldn't help but shout out

"Kill all the devils and avenge our fellow countrymen."

Having said that, he drew his bayonet and rushed to the room where the prisoners were held.