Siheyuan: I, Shazhu, will never be a scapegoat

Qin Huairu cried and made a fuss, but the mental hospital did not believe in tears.

Qin Huairu cried for a long time, but no one came to comfort her.

Qin Huairu cried so hard that she couldn't cry anymore. Then she remembered that this was a mental hospital, full of crazy people and idiots, not a single normal person. She was afraid that she would cry to death and no one would care.

Wiping away her tears, Qin Huairu stood up with a deadpan look on her face, preparing to leave the cafeteria.

"New patient, be strong. This is a psychiatric hospital. You just need to get used to it." A staff member who stayed here saw that Qin Huairu was fine, walked over, said something, and left.

Qin Huairu was stunned for a moment, looking at the other person leaving. Qin Huairu almost wanted to curse, "Fuck you for being strong, fuck you for getting used to it."

I, Qin Huairu, am a normal person, not a mental patient.

"It's all because of you, Shazhu, that you harmed Qin Huairu. It's all your fault."

Qin Huairu had no choice but to scold Sha Zhu to vent her anger.

When she returned to the dormitory, Qin Huairu's roommates were not there, obviously they had gone out.

After changing clothes, Qin Huairu had to wash her own clothes.

"In this damn mental hospital, there are still mentally ill patients who wash their own clothes."

Qin Huairu was in a bad mood, picking on others and looking for excuses to start scolding.

She actually knew that only those who had recovered to a certain degree would be allowed by the hospital to wash their own clothes.

After washing the clothes, Qin Huairu went out for a walk. Qin Huairu, who had suffered a series of bad things, thought that everything about this hospital was wrong and there were problems everywhere. In short, she was finding fault with everything.

Although Qin Huairu kept cursing, no one in the mental hospital thought she was abnormal.

Even the staff are used to it.

After all, it is normal for mental patients to have unstable emotions and lose control of their emotions.

After cursing for more than an hour, it was noon, time for lunch.

Qin Huairu's stomach started to growl. She was tired of scolding and also hungry.

Entering the cafeteria, many patients avoided Qin Huairu and whispered in front of her: "This new mental patient is so fierce, let's stay away from her."

"Yes, this new patient was ill for a long time this morning. He talked to himself and cursed the air for a long time."

"Let's stay away from her, otherwise, we might be infected by her madness."

Qin Huairu listened to all this, whispering without reservation, and immediately became furious.

Qin Huairu is a normal person, but she is called crazy by a bunch of psychopaths and patients.

Not to mention Qin Huairu, anyone would be trembling with anger.

I can only say that reality is more magical than fiction. A normal person who is admitted to a mental hospital becomes more like a mental patient than a mental patient.

Although I wanted to yell at the whole audience, to vent my anger and to tell everyone about my grievances and depression.

But Qin Huairu knew that she couldn't do that, otherwise, she might really be regarded as a mental patient.

The lunch was very rich, with two vegetarian dishes, one meat dish, and a soup.

The meat is braised pork, which is not only fragrant but also melts in your mouth.

The vegetarian dish is braised eggplant, which goes well with rice.

Plus some stir-fried cabbage, it's a bit ordinary.

The soup is bone soup with radish and soybeans. It is delicious and makes you feel warm all over after drinking it.

Qin Huairu swore that she had never had such a comfortable and satisfying lunch since she was a child.

After all, for most families, two meals a day are enough. Even if they have three meals a day, they can just deal with lunch casually.

Most of the time, only at dinner, when the whole family gets together, will they eat something more formal and rich.

Although Qin Huairu wanted to have another bowl of rice, she did not dare to ask for another bowl of rice as she remembered that she was beaten for eating too much in the morning.

So, there was still a lot of ordinary-tasting stir-fried cabbage left on Qin Huairu's plate.

Qin Huairu has been eating cabbage since she was a child. No matter how delicious it is cooked, she has no appetite just by looking at it, not to mention that it doesn't taste good.

Just like many people, because they have eaten too much sweet potatoes and potatoes since childhood, they feel nauseous when they see these two things.

It’s not that sweet potatoes and potatoes are bad, but many people are poor and use these two as their staple food, and would have vomited after eating them.

In other words, they have already eaten all the sweet potatoes and potatoes they should eat in a lifetime, or even exceeded their limit.

After taking the lunch box and the vegetable plate and throwing away the remaining fried cabbage, Qin Huairu was in a good mood and was ready to throw down the lunch box and the vegetable plate and leave.

Suddenly, a tall man behind Qin Huairu, who had no moral principles, suddenly attacked Qin Huairu and kicked her so hard that she fell to the ground.

Qin Huairu screamed in pain, she was completely confused. What happened to her?

After the man kicked Qin Huairu down, he flew over her face and beat her violently, cursing as he beat her: "You loser woman, a beast worse than pigs and dogs, a scum, a scum, so many people are hungry, so many people have starved to death because of lack of food, and you still waste food and grain."

"I will beat you to death, you scum, a waste of rice and food, a beast worse than pigs and dogs."

In the end, Qin Huairu was beaten several times and the staff subdued her.

Qin Huairu was already in a mess, sticky, dirty and smelly.

"What the hell is this place? These crazy people are all crazy and sick."

Qin Huairu started crying again and swearing.

Qin Huairu had a hard time. She got beaten if she ate too much, and she was afraid of getting beaten if she ate too much, so she left some food, and then she got beaten again.

"Okay, new patient, go and change your clothes. You said it yourself, they are patients. What's the point of being picky about a patient?" the staff advised.

Qin Huairu angrily said, "What's wrong with being a psychopath? Can you beat people up? Can you be so unreasonable and act like a barbarian?"

The staff member said unhappily, "You're the only one being beaten among so many people. Have you ever thought that it might be because of you?"

"You also come from the countryside, you should know that if a child is ignorant and wastes rice or eats food, he will be beaten."

The staff member sighed and said, "You are worse than a country kid and you still waste food."

"Even children know how to be frugal. Why don't you know how to be thrifty?"

Qin Huairu didn't say anything else. She knew this, of course, and understood it deeply. However, she had forgotten how long it had been since she was scolded and beaten for this.

I have forgotten long ago that not even a bit of food should be wasted.

Although she was wrong, Qin Huairu felt that the fault lay with this damn place and these crazy people and fools.

After changing, I started taking a nap.

The nap began and Qin Huairu fell asleep soon. After all, she was tortured a lot last night.

After a while, Qin Huairu's three roommates took turns to fight with Qin Huairu, as if they had made an appointment to harm Qin Huairu in turn.

Qin Huairu cursed and swore, and couldn't bear it any longer, so she started to fight.

Although Qin Huairu had a limp, she was in good health and defeated her roommate in a one-on-one match.

Qin Huairu beat up all three roommates. When she was about to become the dormitory king, she was subdued by the staff and directly locked up in a small dark room.

"I don't accept it. It's unfair and unjust. Why is it okay for them to beat me, but I have to hide and think about it when I beat them?"

In this way, Qin Huairu was tragically locked in a small dark room for the entire afternoon.

"This is a damn place, a shabby place. I, Qin Huairu, really don't want to stay here for even a second."

Qin Huairu: "This is not a place for people to stay."

"The people in this place are all crazy and psychotic."

Woo woo woo, my life is so difficult.