My husband is cold and heartless, we are reborn and divorced

Jiang Wan didn't regret anything. Fu Yan didn't like her in the first place. If her choice could bring some happiness to Fu Xuan.

Well, she was willing.

It was just like her previous feelings for Fu Yan, without asking for anything in return, but just willingly giving for him.

I love him, so I can't ignore his feelings. I want everything to go well for him and I want him to have a smooth path.

Jiang Wan never asked him whether he had feelings for her.

I never dared to ask, maybe I had already guessed the answer.

Fu Yan always ignored her, so she already knew the answer.

Fu Yan has always been ruthless to himself.

There is no choice but to marry her.

He has someone he likes.

He looked down upon Jiang Wan.

Even the old lady and Li looked down on Jiang Wan, often saying: "If it weren't for the emperor's order, my son wouldn't have married you."

"Fu Yan, I don't regret it. Anyway, I have nothing to begin with. The current situation is much better than when I was a child. How can I regret it?"

Jiang Wan never got anything.

When I was a child, I wanted to plant a tree, but I never succeeded. Even if I did, it would be dug up and trampled by river warblers.

Fu Yan was what she wanted but she had never gotten him. Even though she gave him her all, her sincerity was trampled upon.

She clearly understood that Fu Yan did not belong to her. The only thing that belonged to her was the title of Duke's wife.

In this way, comfort yourself and everything will be fine.

At the Huxin Lake, the two parted ways.

The lotus flowers are clear, round and beautiful, and the lotus leaves stand out.

The wind blew through the ancient trees beside, making them rustle.

From time to time, gusts of cool air flow out from the bushes where insects are chirping.

The sweet osmanthus flowers in Wutong Courtyard are faintly visible.

Jiang Wan had no mood to appreciate it. He remained silent all the way, and walked into Wutong Courtyard with the west wind in his sleeves.

Seeing Jiang Wan's distracted look, Nanny Feng also made a bitter face, "It's rare for me to see you like this, so if that's the case, why did you say such harsh words to the master?"

"What cruel words did I say? If I didn't say those, how would Fu Xuan deal with himself in the future?"

"Your body... God is really blind. Our good girl has to be ruined like this. Your husband doesn't love you, and your son is unfilial. I recite sutras for you every day, praying for your health, but the Bodhisattva is of no help..."

"Mammy, please stop talking. I don't want to be in trouble anymore."

Jiang Wan's personal maid stepped forward and said, "I think it's not impossible for Madam and Master to be together. When Madam came out today, Master came after you."

Jiang Wan shook his head gently, and his whole body fell limply onto the couch.

"Do you care..."

Jiang Wan didn't believe it.

Fu Yan would care about me? This is really a big joke.

The night wind turned cold, the leaves rustled and fell, and then fell silent.

Fu Yan walked alone on the quiet path.

Let the fallen leaves stick to your body.

The words that Jiang Wan had just said went through my mind over and over again.

Fu Yan.........

What exactly are you looking forward to?

She never cares about you, she only cares about her status and position.

Fu Yan thought that perhaps Jiang Wan could not be blamed, as she lost her father and mother when she was young.

When a person grows up around a group of people with wicked ambitions, it is inevitable that...

Oh, we can’t blame everything on Jiang Wan.

He always found various excuses for Jiang Wan. Before, it was because she was young and lacked love when she was young. What kind of excuse should he find now...

Fu Yan, after a few years, have you forgotten it again?

A sneer appeared from the corner of his lips.

Don't trust her anymore.

She has never had you in her heart, and even if she does, it is only for her title of Duke's wife.

It's ridiculous that she can do it for herself, even for her son, but she has never done it for you.

There is not a trace of sincerity.

……

Jiang Wan didn't want to expose his weak side in front of them, so he sent away all the servants, slowly squatted down in the corner, and looked out the window.

My thoughts are flying far away.

Jiang Wan, ah Jiang Wan.

Didn’t I tell you from the beginning not to worry about these things anymore?

Are you still asking for something?

Nothing else matters, just stop being obsessed with him.

Instead of focusing on him, it is better to hold on to this power.

The only thing in the world that is real is what you hold in your hands.

Jiang Wan wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes.

I stood up and looked at the bright yellow moon outside the window.

This is her twelfth year married to Fu Yan.

Does she regret it?

If I really have to say it, I regret it.

Rather than wasting her life here, she would rather not have married Fu Yan.

But there was never a choice.

Fu Yan didn’t have it, and neither did Jiang Wan.

Otherwise, Fu Yan would not marry me.

Jiang Wan sighed.

He held a jade pendant in his palm, which was so hard that it hurt the flesh on his palm.

Although Fu Yan would give her a lot of gold and silver jewelry every time at her birthday party.

But what Jiang Wan really liked was this jade pendant, even though it was just a piece Fu Yan gave to her casually because he had forgotten his birthday.

He has been carrying it with him for a long time...

Jiang Wan stopped talking.

Listen to the chirping of insects outside.

Jiang Wan suddenly realized that it was already midsummer.

What I am wearing is the spring clothes I made last year.

It's always like this, I often forget where I am and when.

No, it’s not that I don’t know where and when I am, it’s more that I don’t care at all.

Or maybe his mind is not on that at all.

What is she always thinking about?

Thinking of Fu Yan and Fu Xun.

But I rarely think about how to make myself happier.

How to make yourself more beautiful and comfortable.

She seemed to care less and less about her own feelings.

It was clearly her own body, but she had lost control of it.

Jiang Wan, what's wrong with you?

I woke up from a dream all night.

Fu Yan looked at the person who was still sleeping peacefully beside him.

He felt as if a huge heavy stone was pressing down on his heart, making it hard for him to breathe.

He poured strong liquor onto the torn wound, washing it through the bleeding flesh and bones.

It hurts so much and so sharply!

He propped himself up, lowered his eyelids, and stared carefully at Jiang Wan who was sleeping soundly beside him.

".......Jiang Wan, I care about you."

If Fu Yan in the previous life didn't care about Jiang Wan, why would he chase after her?

So Fu Yan thought that Fu Yan in his previous life also cared about Jiang Wan.

As for Su Liqing, he and Jiang Wan were used in the previous life.

He dared to mislead him with the emperor's words. The emperor clearly did not suspect Fu Yan.

Su Liqing did it on purpose, using the mutual testing between the monarch and his subjects to make him compromise.

But Fu Yan couldn't figure it out.

At the very beginning of this life, he dreamed of some fragments of Su Liqing.

Therefore, Fu Yan did not help Su Liqing to open a restaurant at the beginning.

Without his support, Su Liqing would not be able to cause any trouble.

The third prince was also rescued by Jiang Wan.

It all seemed to be turning out to their benefit.

There were some things that Fu Yan couldn't understand.

The way Su Liqing opened the restaurant in the previous life seemed similar to Wanlan Restaurant.

Could it be that Mr. Wan has some relationship with Su Liqing?

“Could it be…?”

Fu Yan wondered if Jiang Wan was really like this.

Then he should have a good talk with Jiang Wan.

He gently lifted Jiang Wan's face.

Jiang Wan, the Jiang Wan in the dream, was so tired and haggard, compared with the lively Jiang Wan now...

Fu Yan wondered if all this was caused by him.

He felt really sorry for Jiang Wan.

No matter what happened in the previous life, I feel sorry for Jiang Wan.

What's the use of gaining more merit and getting a higher rank?

Those are nothing but nothingness, why do you care so much about them?

It was because of those things that he and Jiang Wan reached a point where they could not recover.