Rebirth: The paranoid war king was controlled by the crazy female protagonist

Qing Yu remained calm and looked up at him who came back panting.

I guess he ran here at the fastest speed.

Just like Yi An said, why does he look so bad after only a few days of not seeing him?

Just seeing him made her feel so painful that her internal organs twisted and she couldn't breathe.

He rushed forward and hugged her with his arms so strong that she was a little breathless and could feel his intense fear, worry, and regretful self-blame.

"Yu'er...are you okay? Are you hurt? Did he hurt you?"

Faced with his series of questions, she did not respond, nor did she hug him.

Listening to the trembling voice and the rapidly beating heart, he was clearly very close to me, but I couldn't feel his presence. It was like a dream, so unreal.

It took him a long time to let go of her, then he leaned over, held her hands tightly, and his sparkling eyes fell directly on her face.

"Yuer, I..."

He wanted to say something, but his eyes stopped at the scar faintly visible under her sleeve.

She paused and carefully lifted her sleeve to see the scars left from the last time she saved Zhao Wanqiao.

It was slowly scabbing over, and he could even feel how painful it would be if the knife coated with poison was inserted into her slender arm.

"Does it hurt?" Just two words, and tears dripped from his eyes, the pain of self-blame.

She shook her head, held his face lovingly in her hands, and wiped away her tears.

It seemed like every time he cried it was because of her.

Feeling her touch, he pressed his palm against the back of her hand. "Yu'er is very brave and great."

Hearing his praise, tears welled up in my eyes.

Yes, when she went back that day, she was wondering if Yan Qing would be happy that she had protected Zhao Wanqiao.

It’s just that I didn’t expect…

"If I don't want to see you, why did you come?" She didn't dwell on the previous topic.

He wiped the tears from her cheeks with the same distressed look, "I want to wait until Yu'er is willing to see me."

Is it like she used to be? She kept waiting, waiting for him to come back, and she would be happy no matter how long she waited as long as she could see him.

She took back her hand and turned away, "Brother Zhou didn't want to kill me. He said that he wanted to get rid of Yan Qing's father because he knew some secrets, which should be related to the cause of the death of the late emperor."

"No matter what the secret is, it is a fact that Brother Zhou is the murderer." She once again confirmed the answer she got.

"Okay, thank you Yuer for telling me."

"Did Yuer go to investigate these things before?" She disappeared for such a long time just to help him.

"Well, I'll do what I can. The rest is up to you to decide."

He heard the implication in her words, which was, she wouldn't interfere? But he always felt that there was something else.

"What about you?" He held her hand tightly in concern and kept looking at her.

After another period of silence, she moved her lips and said, "I have nothing to do with you anymore."

His pupils trembled and his body froze in place, "What...what do you mean?"

What do you mean it has nothing to do with him?!

She looked back and stared at him seriously, "Yan Qing, let's just do this."

Instantly, he seemed to be angry and suddenly raised his voice, "No! I will never agree to it!"

"I won't let you go! I won't let you go no matter what!"

"Don't ever think of getting rid of me in your life!"

Noticing her increasingly violent tears, he realized that he shouldn't be so loud and quickly softened.

"I'm sorry Yu'er! I'm sorry!"

"I know I have done a lot of wrong things. I also know that Yuer gave me a chance, but I didn't cherish it. I kept making mistakes. I also know that Yuer is angry."

"But... Yu'er, please don't leave me, okay?"

"I can make up for it, I definitely can."

Tears blurred her vision, but her words were crystal clear. However, she knew that if they continued to be entangled, it would be either love or death.

"Love has been destroyed and there is no going back."

"No! Love is not destroyed. I love you! It has never wavered!"

She stood up and turned her back, not wanting to say anything more.

"I've made my decision, go ahead."

He was stunned, and was slow to react to her ruthlessness. She didn't want him anymore. It was all his own fault. He had let her down time and time again.

But what should I do? How can I keep her? How can I make her not push me away?

Seeing that she was about to shut him out, he panicked and didn't know what to do.

No! He couldn't live without her, no matter what method he used, he couldn't live without her!

The grief finally turned into unlimited possession, and he rushed forward and hugged her.

"Yan Qing?" She subconsciously called his name in surprise.

But he put her directly on the bed, leaned over and kissed her lips, and the strong breath made her mind go blank.

She could feel the strength of his restraint as he avoided the injured part of her hand.

"Yan...Qing!" She wanted to push him away, but he stood still like a wall.

"let me go!"

Her refusal to resist forced him to stop and look at her slightly panting face.

When I met his pupils, different from the pain just now, there was more coldness and despair.

When she came to her senses, she found that there was a dagger in her hand.

He held her hands and aimed them at his chest. This single blow cut his skin, and blood seeped out of his clothes.

"What?!" She widened her eyes, not understanding what he meant.

"Yu'er, if you are resentful, just carve your sword into my body. If you want to kill me, my life is in your hands."

"I'm not going to stop until tomorrow."

The next moment, his kiss came again, accompanied by a light bite on the lips and teeth, and the dress was torn open, revealing each other's bodies, tightly pressed together.

While he was distracted, the dagger still cut the skin on his shoulder, and the bright red blood flowed down his crawling chest and dripped onto her skin.

Sweat, blood, and tears, all melted into one.

She stared at him blankly. His tear-stained face was expressionless. He did not stop for a moment, kissing her, caressing her, leaving marks on her body again and again.

"Bang!" The dagger fell to the ground.

She didn't hesitate any longer and hugged him.

Feeling her embrace, he stopped and took her into his arms as well.

"Yu'er! How can I make you believe that I love you, always the same, and you are the only one in my heart."

"I did something wrong. I will accept any punishment. I deserve it, but...can you please not leave me? Apart from this, everything else is fine, okay?"

He asked her many times, but she didn't answer. She just hugged him tightly and stroked his hair, as if she wanted to ease his pain and give him the final warmth.

He loved her, but not enough.

The passionate love lasted for a long time until she lost consciousness.

They had experienced countless days and nights of love, but none of them was as desolate as today.

Love, anger, pain, all integrated into their bodies.