Rebirth: My Mother is a Virgin Mary

I drove Ms. Lin home with a worried look on my face. There were still customers waiting at the door of the store. The two customers teased Ms. Lin: "Why don't you hire a clerk? If you run into something and go out, at least there will be someone to take care of you in the store."

"I was delayed today for a reason. You have to be selective when it comes to hiring a shop assistant. You can't just hire someone off the street!"

Ms. Lin had a reason for saying this. She had hired shop assistants before. The first one who came to work here was just for fun, not serious at all, only cared about playing with her phone, didn't put clothes away, didn't greet customers, and Ms. Lin tolerated her for a month and let her go after she got her salary. After half a year, Ms. Lin hired another one, who was even worse, stealing directly. She knew the number of goods Ms. Lin had bought. The shop assistant thought Ms. Lin was confused, so she stole one of the styles that were in large quantities. Within two weeks, she had stolen enough clothes for a season. Later, the matter ended with a report to the police and compensation.

Once bitten, twice shy.

Afterwards, Ms. Lin felt that she could handle the business, so if something happened, she would ask her friends to come and help watch the store for a day or just close the store. At that time, Cheng Xingmin also "strongly moved in" as the "Financial Director". Ms. Lin felt that she had a helper and no longer wanted to hire any more employees.

But looking at the situation, Ms. Lin still has to hire a clerk. I can still help her. What if I go back to school? She is the only one there. Cheng Xinyuan also has to go to school. Even if she wants to, she can't. Just as Ms. Lin said, it depends on the eye. There must be a trial period. If she hires another person who is similar to the previous two, I am afraid that Ms. Lin would rather die of exhaustion than hire another one.

I made the excuse of feeling a little unwell and went upstairs to rest.

After turning on the air conditioner for a while, I still felt stuffy. The weather forecast said it would rain a few days ago. If it doesn't rain in the next few days, I will feel suffocated.

I have now confirmed Ms. Lin's reborn identity. I still have many doubts in my mind, but things are much clearer now.

How did she die?

When did he die?

When was she reborn?

Does she know that I'm reborn?

I have no answers to the first three questions now, and I can only find out when I confront Ms. Lin one day. For the last question, I tend to think that she doesn't know that I was reborn, or she is also suspicious of me.

In short, there has to be a time to show your hand to each other.

It's good that she was reborn, maybe it would be more meaningful than me. I wonder what her mood would be like when she looks back on her life, would she stand from the perspective of an observer like me?

From the current perspective, her transformation is enormous, but if I really think back to her specific transformation points, I can't think of it. Her change was quite natural, and it happened to be during the few days when I let her know about all my misfortunes. Ordinary people can understand it.

I was reborn in a certain morning. Was it the same for her? I was reborn in a strange place in a certain morning. I was able to behave normally. At her age, she should be able to react calmly.

I blame myself for not observing carefully. Come to think of it, at that time, my mind was full of joy for my rebirth, thinking about how to change Ms. Lin, thinking about how to fight back against Cheng Xingmin and others, how could I have thought that my mother was also reborn like me. I thought I was very capable and really changed Ms. Lin. Maybe I did, but I think it was more of her own awakening.

I rolled around on the sofa, and next to me was a huge teddy bear, almost as tall as me. It was a birthday gift from Ding Yibo, who said he was already at his mother's place when my birthday came, so he gave it to me in advance. I rubbed the bear's head, and it felt so good. This was the first time I had ever received a stuffed toy, no matter in my previous life or this life.

Birthday...

I have never celebrated my birthday. When I was in college, my roommate said he wanted to celebrate my birthday, but I declined because my birthday was during the summer vacation. It's not that I don't want to celebrate it, but I'm used to that environment and I haven't thought about changing it.

Now it seems that it is okay to just pass by~

But this year, my birthday has already started school, so should I celebrate it in advance?

I was still daydreaming when Ms. Lin walked in: "Lin Lin, are you okay? You just said you were not feeling well, I was a little worried..."

"It's okay, it's just that the weather is too stuffy. It affected my mood. If it doesn't rain, I'll really be suffocated to death~" I leaned on the sofa with Daxiong in my arms, kicking my legs, trying hard to prove to Ms. Lin that it was really just because of the weather.

Ms. Lin smiled and said, "That's good. I was worried that you were in a bad mood because of something else."

"Other things? What else? Everything recently has been going just as I wish! I am so happy, how can I be unhappy because of something else? Mom, come and touch me, I think I have heatstroke~" I pouted and acted coquettishly to Ms. Lin. This trick is useful at any time.

Ms. Lin came over and hugged me: "My daughter is already so grown up, why is she still acting like a child?"

"Oh, you can't act like a spoiled child when you grow up. I won't do that anymore." I pretended to push Ms. Lin away, and she hugged me tighter. "No, I like my daughter Lin like this! You have to act like a spoiled child with me more often in the future. My daughter never enjoyed true maternal love before, and she won't do that anymore..." The mother and daughter hugged each other tightly. I saw her expression, but the trembling voice told me that Ms. Lin was crying.

"In fact, I have always been loved by you, but it was different at that time. In the past, your love was obscure and implicit. Even if I knew it, I didn't feel much. Now it's different! Without Cheng Xingmin, the stumbling block, my mother only has me and Cheng Xinyuan in her heart. How wonderful it is. Mom has finally gotten what she wanted, hasn't she?" I gently patted Ms. Lin's back, and her tears had soaked into my back. "Mom, don't blame yourself. You just want to do everything well. You are not a god, and you can't take care of everyone. I blamed you, but after going through so many things, I also understand you a little. It's okay, it's all over, and we still have a brighter future..."

Ms. Lin's behavior made me realize that she could not forgive herself. She thought she was doing the right thing, but she pushed me and Cheng Xinyuan into the abyss again and again. She is a heavy-hearted person. Even if she is reborn, she will probably be trapped in deep regret and self-blame for the rest of her life.

I originally wanted to persuade her to be herself and told Ms. Lin that she was herself first, and then the mother of me and Cheng Xinyuan.

If Ms. Lin hadn't been reborn, perhaps what I said to her would still be of some use, but now...

"Mom, I know you blame yourself, but it's not all your fault. Cheng Xingmin is the culprit of everything. I also know it's hard for you to give up the idea of ​​blaming yourself, but that's okay. You have to live a good life for me and Cheng Xinyuan. This family can live without Cheng Xingmin, and it's better if he's not there, but it can't live without you. Even though Cheng Xinyuan and I have a deep relationship, we both know that you are our spiritual support. In my heart, it's okay to live without a dad, but it's absolutely impossible to live without a mom. Mom, let's be each other's spiritual support, okay? Even if you only live for me and Cheng Xinyuan in the future, you have to be well!"

"Okay..." Ms. Lin's voice sounded softly.

I continued, "You know what? These past few days I've truly felt that being loved is like having a backer. In the past I felt that no matter what I did I was alone. My university teacher said that I was like a cactus in a pile of flowers. It seemed that I was surrounded by love but was actually lonely and introverted. I retorted at the time that I was covered in thorns to protect myself. The teacher said that people who truly love you will not care about your thorns, and cacti will also bloom. The teacher said to me, Cheng Lin, I hope that one day my cactus can bloom. Mom, I think I am blooming now..."

Ms. Lin couldn't hold back any longer and sobbed. My eyes were also filled with tears, but I tried hard not to let them fall. I could hear Ms. Lin's heart beating. I thought, there should be no more barriers between Ms. Lin and me in the future.

I saved myself, and Ms. Lin and I redeemed each other.

This is a two-way journey between Ms. Lin and me, the dance of two hearts leaping in search, and the convergence of two people's strength in the same direction.