Rebirth: My Mother is a Virgin Mary

After a while, someone sat next to me and I knew who it was. It was the same situation as the last time, it was also the two of us…

"Is she crying again?" I asked calmly.

"Aunt didn't mean to say those things. She always thinks more than you do..." Qin Luotian thought for a long time and finally uttered these words.

"Do you know why I don't want to go home? I don't want to see my father, nor do I want to see her... She worries about this and that all day long. I have made such a strong determination to live a new life and get back all the bullies who owed me. I thought it would be okay if she didn't support me or cause me trouble. I was really happy when she followed us to Cheng Antai's house. I felt that my mother was finally going to do something for her daughter. She finally rose up. I was overwhelmed by the sudden surprise and excitement, but I forgot that she is still the same kind of person at heart, worrying about everything and looking ahead and behind..." I said to myself, my expression still calm, as if I was talking about someone who had nothing to do with me.

"If you want to cry, just cry. You will feel better..." Qin Luotian patted my shoulder.

"What's there to cry about? I'm just looking for trouble and complaining. Get up now, the ingredients haven't been mixed yet. If I don't set up the stall today, so many old customers will eat me..." I stood up, patted my butt, and walked into the house.

Ms. Lin burst into tears again, but Cheng Xinyuan didn't say anything and just kept picking chicken feet silently.

I walked up to Ms. Lin and bowed. "I'm sorry, I spoke too harshly and my attitude was not good. You can do whatever you want, or you can have nothing. This family is earned by you, and I have no right to say whether you want it or not. I'm used to the life of working, and it doesn't matter if I go back..."

Then he walked towards Cheng Xinyuan and said, "Give me the chicken feet after you have finished picking them. Thank you for your hard work. Today, your wages will be doubled."

Then he drove them all out, including Ms. Lin. "If you want to have a good lunch, get out. I'm not very emotional right now. If I lose my temper again, I won't apologize."

Ms. Lin wanted to stay and talk to me, but I refused: "I hate talking to people when I am receiving energy from food. If I don't eat well, I will not be able to talk well. I have had this experience for many years... I don't regret what I said. You can pretend you didn't hear me. But you are right. Who am I? Why should my mother listen to me? I am really overestimating myself."

I pushed Ms. Lin out and said in an almost begging tone, "Mom, I beg you, let us be quiet for a while, and then we can have a quiet meal, okay? After dinner, even if you go to apologize to Cheng Antai, I won't stop you..."

"Lin Lin...I..." Ms. Lin had a sad face. I had seen this expression on her face too many times. Every time she wanted to do something but knew that I would definitely not agree, she would have this expression.

My heart fell to the bottom in an instant...

I have been thankful for my rebirth countless times. I thought I had the ability to change a person and change my once collapsed fate. Sure enough, am I not worthy of it?

I suddenly burst into tears, with tears as big as beans overflowing from the corners of my eyes. There was no sound, I just watched Ms. Lin crying. The grievances and stubbornness of two lifetimes were vented out at this moment.

I am just being sentimental, right? I am being hypocritical. I only think about my own revenge and my own happiness, and drag irrelevant people into it. Does she also feel particularly ashamed... Does she also feel that without me, this family is still so beautiful...

Everything before that was bullshit!

It was the first time I cried after being reborn for so long. I really thought I would never cry again.

They say tears are the best weapon, and this is also true for Ms. Lin...

"Lin Lin!" Ms. Lin broke down, "Lin Lin, don't scare me! I'm sorry... I shouldn't have said those words to irritate you..." She hugged me tightly, "I don't care about you, I'm sorry Lin Lin... I don't have any other intentions, really not..."

"Mom has made mistakes many times, and I don't want to make the same mistake again... Lin Lin, do you think Mom regrets it..." She held my face, her expression focused and her eyes sincere. The sad expression before had disappeared. "Of course Mom regrets it. Mom regrets not waking up earlier and letting my daughter suffer for so many years. You are right, I often worry for no reason about things that haven't happened yet. I have always felt that everything I do is right. I understand everyone from the so-called moral high ground, but I have never understood you... Lin Lin, don't worry, I will never say such words again, 'I would rather have something than nothing'! That's what fools do! You can't have your cake and eat it too. The child is my child, the money is earned by me, why should I not want it!"

"Really...?" My voice was soft but full of doubt.

"Silly child, you always say that mom thinks too much, but don't you think too much yourself? Have you decided to fight alone?" She scratched my nose and said, "My Lin Lin is also a very sensitive child."

"Lin Lin, I've already lost you once, I can't..." Ms. Lin was not as tall as me, and I was standing on the steps, which made me even taller than her. She hugged me and rested her head on my chest, "Lin Lin, give mom one more chance, okay~?"

"I...you are not wrong, I just thought too much, I spoke too harshly, and I was a bit too picky..." I felt a little ashamed. Ultimately, it was because of my bad mentality. I was easily disturbed, got angry, and apologized in a sarcastic tone. Now Ms. Lin asked me to give her another chance, and I...really didn't behave like this.

"Then can we not be angry with each other anymore?" Ms. Lin asked me softly.

"Yeah! Don't be angry, don't be angry, never be angry again!"

"Then... I should also be counted as a part in dealing with your father, right?"

"Are you willing to do that?" I asked her with a pout.

"From the moment I decided to divorce, he is no longer my husband. He is just your biological father, that's all. Lin Lin, do you understand?" I wanted to walk down the stairs and walk shoulder to shoulder with Ms. Lin, but Ms. Lin held me down and just looked up at me like a devout believer.

"I understand!" I nodded.

"Then I'll continue cooking. The ingredients are ready. If I don't cook, those three guys will protest." I looked at the three figures sitting on the steps outside the door. They were quite sensible.

"Then let's do it together, it will be faster..."

"it is good!"

There were three people sitting side by side on the steps outside the door.

"Are you really not going in to persuade them?" Yao Yuan held his chin.

"Why should I persuade you? Let women solve their own problems!" Cheng Xinyuan also held his chin.

"But the reason they quarreled was because of you..." Qin Luotian saw that they both held their cheeks, so he also held his cheeks up...

"To be honest, I can understand why my sister is angry. She waited so long for my mother to become a little more confident, but she said she would give up everything for me! I know she is doing this for my own good, and I also know that my sister is not jealous of me. My sister just feels that she can have everything, but she insists on giving up some things with a righteous look. Who is she doing this for? If it were me, I would be angry too... My mother's heart will never change!" Cheng Xinyuan said angrily.

Qin Luotian's thoughts were not that simple. "You said one thing, but I don't think she would be so angry just because of that. We just chatted for a while outside. How should I put it? I don't know what kind of life my sister led before, what kind of state of mind she was in, but I have a feeling that she is trying her best to change something, of course, for the better. She has a kind of... um..."

"Disappointed?" Cheng Xinyuan continued.

"Not only that, there are also some...ah...I don't know if the description is accurate, it's the expectations of the elders, and then...the disappointment in learning something you haven't achieved...uh...can you get my point?" Qin Luotian said while gesturing.

Cheng Xinyuan thought for a while: "I think... I understand..."

"In short, our sister is fighting monsters, one level at a time, and aunt is the strongest assistant. But this strongest assistant will occasionally fail. Is that what you mean?" Yao Yuan summarized directly.

"Oh~ I understand what you said!" Cheng Xinyuan slapped his thigh, and then wondered, "Then what am I to our sister?"

"The blood bar~" Qin Luotian teased.

"That makes sense!" Cheng Xinyuan agreed deeply.