Four Lifetimes Dream

"Then you should also know that I am not Qi Ran, nor am I Yun Sheng, right?"

In fact, to be precise, no matter whether it was Qi Ran or Yun Sheng, what he saw was her!

It's just that that's not her real name or identity.

"In your previous life... you were willing to die. Why?" Luo Ci Yan did not answer her question but asked instead.

He still remembered that in this afterlife, he saw her previous life, in which she died by jumping into the sea.

But he couldn't remember why she wanted to commit suicide...

"Why else?" Li Sheng answered calmly, "I just don't want to live anymore!"

That world is too disgusting, too dirty, and too cold.

She was tired, so she chose to end her absurd and ridiculous life.

"I don't remember those memories clearly, but I know that you don't belong here!" As he said this, his eyes slowly dimmed.

Will she leave one day in the future?

I think so...

"Li Sheng, that's my real name." Li Sheng looked at him and explained calmly,

"Everything I told you before was true. I was indeed a beggar, without a home. After being taken away by someone, I had to fight for food with wolves..."

"They wanted to turn me into a murder weapon. Later, when I was fourteen, I escaped. From then on, I lived a life of hiding."

"In that world, no one wanted me to live. When I was 20 years old, I finally got tired of that world and chose to end the farce that had lasted for 20 years."

"Later, I didn't know why I came here, but I know that you are my only motivation to survive in this world!"

Li Sheng looked at Luo Ci Yan with a serious expression and continued,

"Luo Ci Yan, I came for you, and I live for you!"

If Hu Hu hadn't given her the goal of living, perhaps she would have chosen to die again the moment she woke up!

At that time, she really did not have the slightest desire to survive, nor did she have any plan to live. Later, relying on Luo Ci Yan's mission target, she was able to get all the way to where she is now.

"Come for me..." Luo Ci Yan murmured this sentence again.

The words "I came for you" instantly exploded in his mind like fireworks!

She said that she came for him and lived for him. These were such touching words, but he didn't feel happy at all.

In that world, it must be very painful for her to face all those things alone, right?

"Protecting you is my mission in this world, and it is also my reason for living."

So, she kept running in this direction and lived with this idea in mind!

"No wonder..."

It turns out that she said before that she cared about someone's life very much. Was that person him?

No wonder she risked her life to save him and protect him every time, it turned out to be because of this!

"I'm telling you this just to make you understand that your life belongs not only to you, but also to me. So you have to protect yourself well in the future and don't do such dangerous things again!"

Before, she couldn't survive without him because she had no desire.

Although she has desires now, she thinks she still can't survive without him!

Because she felt compassion for him, and her obsession was so deep that she wanted to possess him for herself!

I want him to be with me for life after life, year after year, whether I open my eyes or close my eyes!

"Then Qiqi, do you know that I can't live without you?"

Without her, he felt that his whole world had become boring. There was nothing but darkness without a single light!

Every day felt like a year, and every day was a torment. His heart was filled with pain and despair, and he was in so much pain that he almost couldn't breathe!

"Aren't you angry that I lied to you?" Li Sheng knew that what Luo Ci Yan hated most was deception.

So at this moment, he should be angry!

"If it were anyone else, I would be angry," Luo Ci Yan said as he walked towards Li Sheng, and finally sat next to her, and continued,

"But if that person is you, I am willing to be deceived by you!"

Since you have chosen to lie to him, why can't you lie to him forever?

That way, my heart wouldn't hurt so much...

"How is your injury?" Looking at his haggard appearance, Li Sheng felt a pang of pain in her heart.

She knew without him saying anything that it was a miracle for someone who had used the soul-binding technique to survive!

As for the others, they must be in excruciating pain!

"It hurts, my whole body hurts!" Luo Ciyan answered truthfully. His face was as pale as paper, and he looked weak.

"Qiqi, I'm so tired, can you hug me, please..."

He was really tired. For the past month, she hadn't woken up, so even if he was in pain or tired, he didn't dare to sleep. He was afraid that if he fell asleep, he would never wake up again!

If he doesn't wake up, there will be no one to take care of her!

"Okay, take a nap if you're tired. I'll take care of everything. When I'm more recovered, I'll take you out!"

Li Sheng patted his shoulder. She understood that he was really tired.

"Then...when I wake up, will you disappear again?"

Luo Ci Yan leaned on her shoulder, but he was still worried. He tilted his head to look at her and asked.

"No." Li Sheng reached out and rubbed his head, signaling him not to think too much.

At least in this afterlife, she will not leave.

If she wants to go out, considering her current condition, it will take at least another month!

After getting the promise, Luo Ci Yan felt a little relieved. He rubbed his head against her neck, then wrapped his arms tightly around her waist, buried his head in her arms, smelled the familiar fragrance on her body, and fell into a deep sleep.

Seeing that the man had fallen asleep, Li Sheng hugged him and let his head rest on her legs so that he could sleep more peacefully.

Then, she raised her hands, sealed his painful points, and began to give him acupuncture.

Given Luo Ci Yan’s current condition, if he doesn’t take good care of himself, he might become a disabled person!

Therefore, he must be given proper medical treatment!

He has already delayed for so long. If he delays any further, he might even lose his life!

After the acupuncture, Li Sheng fed Luo Ci Yan a few pills to heal his internal injuries. After doing all this, she felt a little relieved.