Four Lifetimes Dream

He now regretted why he came out at this time to provoke the devil Li Sheng!

He thought he was well prepared, but he didn't expect that he would be vulnerable in front of a lunatic like her!

"If you let me die in this life, then I will let you..."

Having said this, Li Sheng paused for a moment, as if she was thinking about something, and then her light voice sounded again,

"Why not let you live forever without reincarnation? Do you think that's satisfactory?"

There was a smile on her lips and her tone of voice was light and soft, but to people's ears, these words felt to be extremely cold and terrifying!

"Interesting! I think the way you struggle is really interesting!"

After a moment, Li Sheng stood up.

Seeing the red-clothed man's painful expression, he slowly pulled the dagger out of his heart.

"Good disciple, come back. Your master is looking forward to your future performance!"

All the daggers were pulled out, and at that moment, the gushing blood dyed her hands red and also splashed all over her clothes!

Li Sheng was stunned when he felt the warmth on the back of his hand. He seemed to be extremely disgusted by this feeling.

"My disciple, the more struggling the prey is, the more likely it is to arouse the interest of humans. Please don't let me down!"

She threw the dagger aside, collected her thoughts, and looked the same as before.

"I..." The man raised his head and looked at Li Sheng who had retreated to the side, gritting his teeth and saying,

“I will never lose!”

As soon as he finished speaking, his figure disappeared in the yard.

After the man left, Jinxiu Pavilion fell into silence again.

Li Sheng looked down at his hands stained with blood stiffly.

She was stunned for a moment, and then her eyes flashed with madness, paranoia, and coldness...

In a short moment, the expressions in her eyes changed one after another, until finally they stopped at despair and helplessness!

It shouldn't be like this!

She shouldn't be able to feel the temperature!

We should not make the same mistake again...

She had clearly lived her life again, and it seemed that everything had changed, yet it seemed that nothing had changed!

We shouldn't have come to this point!

She obviously didn't do anything, why did they force her?

Would it really be a good thing for them to refine her into a sword without flesh and blood that only knew how to kill?

……

No...that's not right!

She is now a brand new person, and her life is new now!

Qi Ran's hands should not be stained with the dirty blood of those people!

Yun Sheng shouldn’t do that either!

She used to be Li Sheng, the Li Sheng who had climbed to the top from the quagmire, and then fell fiercely into the abyss from the top!

But now...

Who is she?

Is it Qi Ran?

Is it Yun Sheng?

Or...Li Sheng?

Looking at the blood slowly drying on her hands, her eyes became increasingly empty.

Now she just felt that this red color was really disgusting!

She shouldn't be like this in this life!

She should be the cold and quiet girl who can cry and laugh!

But just now, there was nothing in her eyes except killing and blood...

Why……

Under everyone's shocked gaze, Li Sheng suddenly turned around and rushed out of the yard in a trance.

The moment she left, her red dress instantly turned back to its original white color.

"..."

This dress can actually change color according to the owner's mood? !

"Qiqi!"

After Li Sheng left, Luo Ci Yan hurriedly followed.

Today's Qiqi undoubtedly shocked him, but no matter what she looked like, in his heart, she was just his Qiqi!

It was Qiqi who stayed at the bottom of the cave for five whole days to save him;

It was Qiqi who was desperate to wake him up;

And Qiqi who braved all hardships and carried him on her back in the snow for three days and three nights without sleep...

After the two of them left Jinxiu Pavilion one after another, the people in the courtyard finally came to their senses!

After that, they all hurried to clean up the mess in the yard!

Here, when Luo Ci Yan chased out, he found Li Sheng in a corner.

The girl curled herself up tightly into a ball and threw herself into the corner, like a homeless child.

"Qiqi." Luo Ci Yan walked towards her and squatted in front of her.

Seeing her broken body, he did not dare to touch her easily and could only comfort her softly.

"It's okay, the bad guys have run away, don't be afraid, it's okay..."

Li Sheng seemed not to hear his words and ignored him. She just stared at her hands blankly, repeating one word over and over again: dirty!

"It's not dirty, Qiqi, it's not dirty!"

Luo Ci Yan held her hand lovingly, and then used his sleeve to wipe the blood off it, his movements were gentle and soft.

"They are all bad people. They are the ones who are dirty. It has nothing to do with Qiqi."

Li Sheng did not answer, but just watched his movements quietly.

Luo Ci Yan wiped for a while, and the blood on her hand faded a lot, but there was still a trace.

"I...I don't want to kill them, but...but, I can't control myself..."

Li Sheng's tense mood gradually dissipated.

"Since I can remember, I have no parents, no relatives. There is no family affection in my world, not even any warmth. There is only endless malice and interests, as well as endless ridicule and humiliation..."

"The words I heard the most were, they said I was a bastard, a wild child born by a mother but not raised by her... and there were many other unbearable words..."

"I originally wanted to pretend that I didn't hear it and didn't care, thinking that what they said was not entirely false, so I let it go..."

"But... later I found that I still couldn't not care, I still couldn't control my temper..."

"If possible, I would also like to be born with someone who loves me. I would also like to experience what it feels like to be held in someone's hands. I would also like to live the life of an ordinary person..."

"But God played a huge joke on me. None of my wishes came true."

"I was an abandoned child when I was born. No one loved me or cared about me. I lived like a rat crossing the street, being chased by everyone..."

"Everyone wants me to die. I still can't figure out what I did wrong to make them hate me so much..."

"..."

Li Sheng withdrew his hand and shrank himself down, his face full of confusion and helplessness.

As she spoke, tears began to flow without her noticing.

At this moment, she looked weaker than ever before.

She also wanted to live an ordinary life like other girls, but she could not achieve such a simple wish in her entire life.

They just don't want her to live in peace!

Is it just because of her blood?

Luo Ci Yan held her little face with his hands, carefully wiped away her tears, and then spoke softly,

"Qiqi, this is not your fault. You have done nothing wrong. The fault lies with those who are obsessed with power. Qiqi is able to stay out of the mud without getting stained. This is already very good!"

"If everything we do is done in a way that is worthy of ourselves, worthy of others, and worthy of heaven and earth, then the ones who are wrong are others!"

"So Qiqi, you have to remember that this is not your fault, and you haven't done anything wrong, understand?"

In all the time they had known each other, she had never mentioned her past to him.

If it weren't for what happened today and the questions Wen Jingchen asked her on her birthday, he might never have known what kind of life she had lived in the past.

No wonder she always looks so nonchalant and unconcerned; it turns out it’s not that she doesn’t want to care!

But even if she cared, no one would care about her thoughts!

Thinking about her experience, Qiqi is undoubtedly the most pitiful!