When Ultraman appears in reality, however:

"Is it necessary? It's pointless to keep fighting."

"That's not necessary, is it? It's completely different from your childhood dreams anyway."

"Is it really that serious? Isn't that too childish?"

"Is that what I need you to say?"

"If you leave, it would be a selfish act. What about the people who raised you?!"

……

No one asked me...

But I kept moving forward as I thought...

Only when a real scalpel cut through my flesh did I know what pain was. Only when my internal organs were broken did I understand the pain that ordinary people cannot feel.

Only those who have experienced it can understand the despair and fear. In that long moment, time seemed to freeze, and every second became as unbearable as eternity. And I wandered in this endless pain, allowing it to erode my soul.

……

No matter what era, there will always be people who shout out naive ideals...but it is not only idealists who move forward.

I am a materialist and an idealist...but...I see them shattered over and over again before my eyes.

I don't think I'll ever be able to hold them for the rest of my life...

But God seemed to have given me a chance.

Yes...I achieved my dream.

……

Have you achieved your ideal?

What is your ideal?

Do you want to snuggle in the warm embrace of your mother who loves you deeply? Or do you want to be honest with your father and comfort his heart that has worked hard all his life as a son, and put a perfect end to it?

Or maybe... it's like when I watched anime as a child, longing for a school life that is as lively as a harem?

Or are you looking forward to that innocent and pure love coming to you? Then you will have a perfect girlfriend who is as gentle, considerate and considerate as an angel next door...

……

But I was ugly...my family was broken...we were poor at that time and no one taught me how to do things.

Is this your ideal?

An unattainable ideal...is it an ideal?

Is it that after becoming Ultraman, you can protect everyone, gain everyone's love, and be needed to fill the emptiness in your heart?

But, all this is not like in movies and TV dramas... so handsome and cool.

Because this is reality...

I see.

What is your dream? Become a famous video blogger? A novel author? Go on a trip whenever you want? Or become an astronaut and go to places that humans have never been to? Or live a peaceful life in the game world you want?

……

Why are you silent? What do you really want?

The former can never be realized, and the latter is just a fantasy... Both are what I hope for.

Sometimes you seem like an idealist, but you also seem like someone who spends his whole life trying to make up for his childhood. You don't want to owe anyone anything, so that you can leave this world without regrets. I can feel that you are a very gentle person...

I……

But sometimes, you become that kind of person, the leader of all people, a famous general in the world who will be recorded in history...

You... have tempered your terrifying will in the long river of pain, and you still repay the world with love after being hurt again and again. You are the kind of person... who will stand up and turn the tide when every civilization and every universe is about to collapse.

I don’t understand…I…am useless…

You will deny yourself, but sometimes you will affirm yourself. Now that you have power, you fight with an indifferent attitude.

Since I had it, I have never looked back...

Yes... the greater the ability, the greater the responsibility, but... you are fundamentally different.

……

They take this wise saying as their guiding principle and use it to protect the people and things they love. Although they have fallen into the trough, the fruits they tasted after the victory are extremely sweet and delicious, and this wonderful result has become the source of power that supports them all the way and never gives up.

Some people just move forward with faith…and they are still suffering.

However, you are not the second type of people...They have already seen through their own destiny, but they can always burst out with extremely powerful influence when facing death.

At the final moment, there will always be someone willing to come and dig a grave for them and express their deepest condolences... and there will even be others who inadvertently recall the traces of their existence.

what?

Even if someone dies meaninglessly, there will be others to accompany and remember them, or they may become characters on screen, or be recorded in history...

I'm just doing what has become of me over the past eighteen years.

Yes, can people really leave their roots?

Those are long gone...

But your character...your actions...are all epitomes of the past. Once upon a time, your childhood friends left quietly, your mother disappeared without a trace, and even your father no longer told you those beautiful stories by your bedside. Instead, he was replaced by tools that left you scarred.

When did you finally realize that your presence in this world was just a coincidence, and you cried all your tears dry?

We all know that for a person who is truly cared for by others, even if he is physically injured or has a mental illness, there will still be people who will persuade, encourage him, and hope that he will get back on track in life.

However, what is really sad is that they actually regard this as real sorrow, or write long and eloquent articles, or carefully produce and release a video, to lament how stupid those who admonished them are, thus highlighting their so-called "suffering"...

.......

But in fact, the people who suffered the most were those slaves who had never felt the warmth of the sun in their entire lives; those girls who were trapped in a hellish cage but could never break free; and those soldiers who were hungry all day long and eventually died in a foreign land and in a meaningless war.

There are so many great men in the world, how many of them had a more miserable childhood than them... You and I both understand, is it because they can't bear it? Or do they choose to isolate themselves because they don't understand the world?

What do you want to say...

You are different... You are the one who is truly abandoned in modern society, experiencing a life that is more painful than those with mental illnesses, but you still stand up alone, and recognize the cruelty of your own life under the ever-changing "beautiful" daily life...

……

Yue Ji, if all of this happened in a wonderful fairy tale, then you... would be the innocent villain who was ultimately annihilated.

You are like that person who silently endures all the suffering and injustice, but still forces a smile and follows everyone to welcome the so-called happy ending.

However, at the end of the story, you can only spend a meaningless and painful life alone... In this illusory world, you seem destined to bear that heavy fate.

I don’t believe in fate…

Are you willing to do that? Why not try to live for yourself?

But... after doing all this, the end of the road is just a sigh.

Then go ahead...if this sigh saves countless lives.

……

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"Cough cough cough cough!!!"

In the huge pit formed by countless glass fragments, the scarred boy was coughing violently.

Even if the end... is just a sigh; I... cannot fall down before reaching it.