When Ultraman appears in reality, however:

"It seems like you have a very different personality sometimes." A dark-skinned boy said suspiciously.

"Ok?"

"That is to say, you usually have a stern face, as if you are indifferent and unconcerned about everything. But once you encounter something important or an emergency, you will become like a different person, becoming extremely excited and agitated." The dark-skinned boy said while gesturing with his hands, trying to make the other party better understand what he meant.

"I've said it before, that kind of insignificant little pain has nothing to do with me. Unless you are facing death, any so-called pain is not a big deal."

"what?"

“Some people suffer more pain in an instant than others experience over the years. Some people cry because of a quarrel and lament that they are the most miserable people in the world. Others lament this era and think that we are the most pathetic and lamentable existence.”

He paused for a moment, then continued:

"So, what about those brave and fearless warriors hundreds of years ago? Some people who have left their homes and have no home to return to, to whom can they tell their sorrows? Those emotions are so deep and strong that they are even enough to break through the rational defenses of human beings. What about those heroes who are truly on the verge of despair? Who can understand the pain in their hearts? You know, pain can actually be compared. Do you know? For those who are more painful than me. That kind of unforgettable pain is enough to change a person's life. Even if the soldiers on the battlefield return to their hometowns to embrace the warmth, they still suffer from PTSD and cannot forget those cruel things."

"You mean to say that those things we call little pains and itches are actually an integral part of life's journey? More precisely, like major changes like the death of a loved one."

"These are the stages that most people go through. It's only when I'm in deeper pain... the pain that builds and builds... only then do I become fully present. Unless I'm on the brink of death or in truly unbearable suffering, everything else is just a passing cloud and not a big deal."

"You are so different from ordinary people."

"Wang Shengpu, you know what my family is like and what it was like in the past. Do you remember what I told you about Ultraman? If I really become Ultraman, I will definitely be determined to eradicate monsters, but on the road, there will be people whose families will be broken up because of this. If there are people who become like that because of me, and become more miserable than me, or die directly, I will definitely be very sad. Although my actions will still insist on fighting monsters, this is reality! To become Ultraman in reality, wouldn't that mean fighting a war more cruel than World War II in the harmonious and beautiful modern times!"

He paused and continued.

Some people are often addicted to the world of television and novels, mistakenly believing that casualties are something that can be easily avoided. They think that the protagonist will always ignore casualties and the changes in the world, and then transform and fight as if nothing happened. However, the reality is far more cruel and ruthless than imagined. Whether it is the thrilling war story in "The Legend of 1900" or the extremely tragic Battle of Verdun in history, they all tell us about the bloodiness and cruelty of the real world.

On the battlefield, corpses were everywhere, and the land was devastated; people were displaced and fled everywhere. Driven by extreme hunger, some people had to eat weeds on the roadside to fill their stomachs; when thirsty, some people could only choose to drink dirty water to quench their thirst. Facing these heartbreaking scenes, I cannot empathize with those who live a rich life, but I will definitely feel pity for those who are suffering. Although this emotion does not affect my behavior, it still makes me feel sincerely sad.

"You always have wild thoughts..." Such a voice came to my ear.

But if possible, I would rather bear most of the pain, fight without hesitation, and die heroically.

Only by personally experiencing countless sufferings and tortures can one deeply understand the pain of others and desire to hold up an umbrella for them that can shelter them from the wind and rain and protect them from pain.

Even if one's heart is filled with endless reluctance and helplessness, one must not let these emotions interfere with one's fighting determination and behavior. Even if one is suffering greatly in the heart, this is only the beginning of a long war journey.

However, reality is not as simple and beautiful as in TV dramas or novels. If when you throw a punch, you see a pile of cold corpses of children; if when you come to your senses, you find that the road under your feet is stained with blood; if just because of a mistake in fighting skills, the houses where many people have lived since childhood collapse and destroy in an instant, causing countless innocent lives to disappear...

Ultraman has never been a god. From the moment you transform, you have become a real nuclear bomb.

What I hate most are those who think highly of themselves and live a full life, and those who know nothing about the real world and are blindly confident. They always talk big, saying that they are strong and tough enough to shoulder all responsibilities, but in fact, when facing such a cruel and ruthless reality, how many people can support themselves, let alone take on the life and death of others.

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Yue Ji slowly opened his heavy eyelids, and everything in front of him was blurry and unclear. It took a long time for everything to become clear. He felt as if he had just experienced a long and absurd dream, but everything seemed so real.

Recalling those unbearable past events, Yue Ji's heart was filled with endless pain and sorrow. Before his mother left home, she injured his legs; his father was addicted to gambling and could not extricate himself. After losing all his money, he abused him. He once confided all the secrets in his heart to his friends, but he did not expect to be stabbed in the back in the end. He was called a "motherless dog" and mocked for being abducted by human traffickers without anyone knowing... These hurtful words attacked him fiercely, like a sharp knife, deeply hurting Yue Ji's already broken heart.

Because he liked someone, he was bullied and tortured. Later, he was kicked out of his home because of his new family and was forced to live on the streets. However, in the face of all these hardships, Yue Ji chose to be self-reliant and successfully opened up his own life path...

It is much better than those who do not change the status quo but just complain everywhere.

But I can't blame him. At that time, the path ahead was limited and it seemed that the only option was to suffer.

The bitterness and pain during this period were unknown to others, and Yue Ji endured it alone in silence. The long-term repression caused him to suffer a mental breakdown and disorder, and his tears had long since dried up.

After a long time, he slowly healed himself, and finally survived tenaciously with the help of his ideal. He began to enjoy his own happy life, created his own media, and made friends online.

He vaguely remembered that there were a few people who couldn't help but burst into tears after understanding his predicament, and spent a lot of time and energy to accompany him.

"My child, you have had a very hard life. If you encounter any difficulties in the future, you can always come to me and I will ensure that you can have a hot meal!"

However, he couldn't remember what happened next, but he only knew that the shutter had been closed and a notice for subletting had been posted...

At this moment, inside the Wings of Stone, Yue Ji's thoughts completely returned to reality.

And the two fighter planes are gradually approaching here...