The Adventures of the Crying Princess
Chapter 165 Heart knot
After waking up from the illusion, Bai Yimeng chose to actively distance herself from Yuwen Ji, and seemed to not respond no matter what Yuwen Ji said or did.
Bai Yinan knew his sister well, so after nightfall, he took her to the hillside and said, “When you were little, you liked to sit here and play every day.
At that time, my father was busy and my mother was in poor health. They could not take care of the four of us, so they simply left us to our master.
You were very naughty when you were a child, even naughtier than you are now. You would not listen when I told you not to climb a tree.
My eldest brother was young at that time and didn't know how to take care of children. The only way he knew was to beat them. He has never changed over the years. I'm sorry for what you have done.
"My elder brother said this just to say that our parents are gone, and we four siblings are the closest relatives. If you have anything that makes you unhappy, you can tell your elder brother."
Bai Yimeng suddenly felt very wronged, and she lay on Bai Yinan's legs and started crying, "Brother, I'm sorry, I... I can't forgive the Yuwen family. I have been suppressing myself before, and my heart is full of guilt.
Being with Yuwen Ji, I always feel like a sinner, but I love him so much, I don’t know what to do…”
"Actually, Daddy volunteered to die."
"I know this, but it was His Majesty who issued the order after all. I can't get over it. His Majesty treats me well, pampers me, and indulges me. No matter what his purpose is, I believe he must have some sincerity in it.
Even so, I still... My eldest brother's soul-devouring insect made me see what happened back then again, which deepened my sense of guilt. I am so sad.
I couldn't face Yuwen Ji, I couldn't face His Majesty, and I couldn't face my parents who woke up in my dreams at midnight.
Originally, I had balanced all of this, and suppressed the emotions that needed to be suppressed, but the Soul Devouring Gu made me bring them out again and magnify them. It made me want to face the bloody truth again."
"If you can't forget it, don't forget it. Don't make it hard on yourself. There is something you may not know.
From childhood to adulthood, whether I was the first child or the third child, we were all beaten by our father, but you were the only one who was not beaten, not even once.
You also know how naughty you are. Daddy would rather break things or hit the table to vent his anger than lose his temper with you.
Do you know how important you are to your father? Not to mention your mother, who treasures you like the apple of her eye.
My eldest brother thinks that if your parents knew that you were troubled by all this, they would probably be sad too.
No matter what the truth of what happened back then was, your parents would not want you to be embarrassed by these things. They would rather you be happy.
You have liked Prince Yi since you were a child, otherwise your father would not have lost face and asked His Majesty for this marriage. You should know that he never asks for help from others.
You don't have to feel guilty. As long as you are happy, your parents will be happy too."
Bai Yinan gently patted his sister's head, "Okay, don't get angry with Prince Yi. It's not worth it to make things difficult for yourself. Little sister, you have died once, so you should understand what it means to live for yourself.
The most terrifying thing about the poison is not that it is fatal, but that it magnifies your anxiety and panic.
Remember, you are the treasure of the Bai family from the beginning to the end. You can do whatever you want. Just follow your heart."
"Brother, you are lying. If that is true, why did you hit me when I beat the King of Qi? It hurt so much..."
"The moon is quite round today." Bai Yinan coughed, threw his sister aside, dusted off his body and turned away.
"You lied to me again, it's clearly cloudy today, where is the moon?
Come back and explain clearly why the King of Qi beat me that time!"
Yuwen Ji was actually there all the time, but Bai Yinan asked him to hide behind the tree and listen to Bai Yimeng's inner thoughts.
Seeing Bai Yinan walking away, Yuwen Ji came out and held Bai Yimeng's hand, "It's hard to get over the memories of your last life. I'm sorry, you have to endure all this in order to save me."
Bai Yimeng pulled her hand back. "It's not that I don't love you anymore, I just need some time. Yuwen Ji, I'm sorry, I'm sometimes stubborn and I tend to daydream.
I understand the reason, but I am easily carried away by emotions. I was well balanced before and could face it, but when I recall that experience again... I'm sorry, I really can't recover that quickly. Give me some time. "
"Okay, you promised me that you would come back and you are not allowed to break your promise. By the way, father brought you a box of snacks and a box of toys.
Su Beichen will bring it tomorrow morning. He walks slowly, so your elder brother and I rode fast horses here alone, just to stay with you for one more day."
Bai Yimeng nodded slightly, "I know, I'm not an ungrateful person, I know all this. Give me some time, I will deal with my emotions."
"Okay, I will be leaving tomorrow afternoon. You should take good care of your injuries. I will wait for you in the palace." Yuwen Ji did not leave, but sat quietly beside Bai Yimeng.
Bai Yimeng became more and more sad as she spoke, and she hugged Yuwen Ji's arm and started crying again. Tired of crying, she hugged Yuwen Ji's waist out of habit and fell asleep.
Yuwen Ji carried her back to the room and gently tidied her hair. "Silly girl, there's no need to torture yourself. It's all my fault. I only hope you can grow up happily every day."
Walking out of Bai Yimeng's room, Bai Yinan was sitting at the door, as if waiting for him intentionally, "My little sister is stubborn and likes to throw tantrums, Your Highness, you have to be more tolerant of her in the future.
Sometimes she gets naughty and is fearless. If Your Majesty gets angry, you can tell me and I will beat her. Please don't hurt her.
Also, my younger sister has a knot in her heart, and I hope Your Majesty will be more tolerant, and not think she is troublesome or pretentious.
If there are other people around the prince in the future, don't neglect her too much. Don't forget how much she had to overcome in order to be with you.
There is still a lot I want to say, but I am afraid you may find me annoying, so I will just say this." Bai Yinan patted the dirt off his body, stood up and left.
Lu Yikuan suddenly appeared, "Uh... Prince, I am a man of the underworld, I don't follow the rules, you have to bear with me. To be honest, I don't agree with Xiaoqi marrying you, you have hurt her, you know I'm not talking about this life. Don't ask me how I know, I won't tell you even if you ask.
You just need to know that Xiao Qi not only has three brothers, but also has a second, fifth and sixth senior brother, as well as a master and an uncle.
Since this girl has died once and still believes in you, I have nothing to say. I only ask one thing: don't let her cry or hit her."
"Do I seem to have a violent tendency? One or two of you, come and remind me not to hit her. Do I dare to hit her? She can kick me away with one kick. Okay?" Yuwen Ji felt helpless.
"The prince won't, but your majesty will. I admit that Xiao Qi was wrong first, but can't you communicate properly? Why do you have to slap me?"
Yuwen Ji could fully understand Lu Yikuan's feelings. It was rumored that the owner of Yumen Mountain Villa, Lu, advocated corporal punishment. Lu Yikuan was similar to Su Beichen, both of them were miserable people.
“Don’t worry, Master Lu. Father always beats the little girl after careful consideration. He won’t beat her when he’s angry.
Father has said this, and he usually doesn’t use harsh measures, he just tries to scare people.”
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