Interstellar: The correct way to become cannon fodder in a book

Ye Sheng answered Ye Qiuqiu's video call.

On the transparent screen, Ye Qiuqiu was seen lying on a soft big bed. She was wearing a white lace nightgown and was looking at Ye Sheng with a pair of seductive fox eyes smiling.

Ye Qiuqiu chose a flat connection. After all, it would feel a bit weird to choose a holographic projection late at night.

"Baby, mommy can't sleep, come and sleep with mommy, okay?"

Ye Qiuqiu spoke coquettishly to Ye Sheng in a pinched voice, looking at Ye Sheng expectantly with her beautiful eyes.

"No, I'm not a child anymore and can't sleep with you."

Ye Sheng automatically ignored Ye Qiuqiu's expectant look and refused decisively.

"No, baby, just sleep with mommy. Mommy is scared."

After hearing Ye Sheng’s refusal, Ye Qiuqiu decisively chose to start the eighth act of acting like a spoiled brat.

Finally, after Ye Qiuqiu's persistence and shamelessness, Ye Sheng reluctantly agreed to sleep with her.

Ye Sheng left his room in his pajamas and walked for about five minutes before arriving at the door of Ye Qiuqiu's room.

The door of Ye Qiuqiu's room was ajar, and a warm yellow light was emitting from inside. Ye Sheng lowered his eyes and walked in. Ye Qiuqiu in the room noticed the movement and giggled at Ye Sheng, who was wearing yellow pajamas.

"Baby, why do you look like that? Come over here, mom."

Ye Qiuqiu twirled her long light blue hair with her fingertips and threw a coquettish glance at Ye Sheng.

In the dark night, the mother and daughter were chatting in the warm room. The moonlight shining through the window onto them created a hazy atmosphere for this beautiful picture.

"Why did you call me here?" Ye Sheng looked at his mother beside him.

She became confused about her past and present life, which led to insomnia.

She wasn't sure why the woman next to her said she came over because she was afraid she couldn't sleep, but she didn't believe it. She wasn't really an eight-year-old child. This excuse might work for others but not for her.

It was precisely because she was curious about the reason why Ye Qiuqiu called her over that she ran to her room obediently.

Ye Qiuqiu looked at Ye Sheng, who was lying next to her with a serious expression, and smiled. Her eyes seemed as bright as stars.

"Didn't I tell you? I'm afraid I can't sleep, so I want my baby to stay with me."

"Then why are you suddenly scared? Is mother so timid?"

Ye Sheng paused and spoke after hearing Ye Qiuqiu's words.

"Yeah, I'm very timid, that's why I need you to accompany me, baby."

Ye Qiuqiu touched Ye Sheng's head with her fair and slender hand, and spoke to Ye Sheng in a doting and obedient manner.

Ye Sheng did not resist such touch, but looked at Ye Qiuqiu very seriously with a pair of golden eyes. It was obvious that she did not believe such words.

Ye Qiuqiu sighed softly as she looked at the little person in her arms. Tsk, her baby was really hard to fool. He was not like other people’s eight-year-old babies at all.

Ye Qiuqiu was a little helpless. She had known for a long time that Ye Sheng was a little different from other children. Ye Sheng had been more cunning than other children since he was young, and he did not trust others, even her, enough.

When others were still relying on their mothers, she already had her own room and slept alone.

"My baby is really smart. You can't hide anything from me. Actually, it's nothing. I just felt a little uneasy and wanted you to sleep with me. Then I found out that you were not asleep either.

Okay, I've explained why I didn't sleep. Then why aren't you asleep yet, baby? "

Ye Sheng listened to Ye Qiuqiu's words without saying anything for a long time.

The latter question left her a little unsure of how to answer.

Perhaps it was because the moonlight tonight was too beautiful, and the expressions of the people next to him were particularly beautiful, Ye Sheng somehow told the reason for his insomnia.

"I'm a little confused. I don't know what I want to do in my life."

Ye Qiuqiu was quietly waiting for Ye Sheng's answer, but when she heard this answer, her brows frowned slightly.

"Why are you confused, baby? In fact, life is full of fun. There are so many flowers in the world, and you still haven't seen many of them."

Ye Qiuqiu gently hugged Ye Sheng, resting her chin on the top of Ye Sheng's head, her breath spraying in Ye Sheng's ears.

The only response she got was silence. After a while, Ye Sheng said something softly. The voice was so small that it passed by like a gust of wind.

"I am not happy."

Ye Qiuqiu was patting Ye Sheng's back, and her hand paused when she heard this.

When people are confused and cannot find the value of living, a water cup will appear in their hearts, and negative emotions will rush to fill it up. When the cup is full, it will overflow and flow into other spaces.

When other spaces are polluted, people will become pessimistic, self-isolating, and even have suicidal tendencies.

The reasons for confusion often come from the environment and the malice of others.

“I feel like I’m sick.”

Ye Sheng buried her face in Ye Qiuqiu's chest, her voice deep and helpless.

Ye Qiuqiu completely stopped patting Ye Sheng's back. She looked at the child in her arms and said in a gentle and caring voice:

"If you feel sick, then we will get treatment. If you can't find the meaning of living, mom will tell you a story."

Ye Qiuqiu's gentle voice reached Ye Sheng's ears.

She didn't ask why she was sick, didn't scold her, and didn't take it lightly.

At that moment, Ye Sheng suddenly understood why his master in his previous life always said that maternal love was the greatest thing in the world.

Ye Sheng buried her head tighter and listened to the story quietly.

A soft female voice sounded in the room, calm and soothing yet powerful.

"When mom was little, she was actually a middle school student with a second syndrome. At that time, mom was fearless. Once, she got into trouble and was punished by your grandfather to face the wall in the library to reflect on her mistakes. Mom was bored and started reading the books in the library.

Until I saw a book that contained records about our people.

The book describes our characteristics in great detail, including how to catch them, how to tame them, and what kind of cage is best for the butterfly people. When my mother saw this, she was very angry. You said that we are all human beings, so why would some people hunt their own kind for their own benefit? "

Ye Sheng listened to her mother's mumbling. This question was very complicated, just like the world she lived in in her previous life.

"Later, my mother saw a commodity at an auction. That commodity... was one of our tribesmen.

My mother saw the madness of the people present, the helplessness and despair of that tribe, and the fate of my relatives after their identities were discovered. My mother really wanted to help her, but she couldn't afford to offend the people present.

Later, my mother was determined to change the fate of her people, but she overestimated herself. "

Ye Qiuqiu told this story very calmly, but Ye Sheng could hear the regret and sadness in Ye Qiuqiu's tone. His mother really wanted to save that person back then.

"If you really can't find the meaning of life and the purpose of moving forward, then change the fate of your people as the meaning of life."

Ye Qiuqiu looked at Ye Sheng with curved eyes and said jokingly.

"Can my baby save us? Can he change the situation we are living in now?"

Ye Sheng listened to the joking tone of the person next to him, but he did not take it as a joke. There was an unprecedented seriousness in his golden eyes.

"Mom, I will change the living environment of my people. I will let them live openly in the world as members of the Butterfly Clan."

Ye Qiuqiu listened to the words of the eight-year-old child in front of her, her eyes filled with tenderness, and she curled her lips.

"May hope come from you, may the future be as you say."

The moon outside was beautiful and bright, becoming the only light in this dark night.

After Ye Sheng fell asleep, Ye Qiuqiu opened the communication list on his light brain and sent a message to the top one.

She kissed Ye Sheng on the forehead and fell asleep quietly in the night.

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My dears, if you experience some negative emotions such as inferiority, confusion, helplessness, etc. due to family, friends or external reasons, you must not deny or hate yourself!

No one is perfect, but everyone is unique. Just ignore those bad comments.