I became a cannon fodder villain. If I want to survive, I must take care of my baby first.

After hearing what he said, Liu Guang couldn't come back to his senses for a long time.

Her eyes were moist, and her previously gloomy look became brighter. After a while, she said in a weak tone: "Hyde, will you blame me for driving you away?"

The Order shook his head: "I thought you were afraid of me."

"I'm scared, of course I'm scared. I'm scared to death." Liu Guang broke the mask of disguise and vented the true feelings buried deep in his heart: "I'm afraid that I will inevitably want to rely on you, cry and beg you not to leave, and look forward to your return every day after you leave."

"If you wish to have me by your side, I would be happy to do so," said the Order.

Liuguang looked at him, his old face glowing with youthful radiance: "But that is not what you wish for. Sacrificing your own life for others will not have a good result."

"You are a very important person to me." The Orderer said hurriedly, "And I just wanted to go back to my hometown later. Later, I no longer had this idea and just wanted to stay here."

"You don't understand," Liuguang shook his head, "My mother was originally a rich lady, but she fell in love with a poor boy, abandoned her family and eloped with him. In the end, she was cruelly abandoned and sold to someone else as a slave for a little money for wine. She regretted her choice all her life and died early due to heart disease."

Liuguang had seen his mother's crying face too many times. She regretted the stupid mistakes she had made every day and could not let it go until her death.

"I can't ask you to give up the hometown you are pursuing, nor will I follow you, Hyde. To me, this land where I met you is the destination of my life." Liuguang wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes and said to him.

Hearing this, the Order's tears welled up in his eyes: "I belong here, and you have given me a new life."

"You also saved my life. If it weren't for you, Liuguang would have been buried under the yellow sand." Tears fell silently, and a peaceful smile appeared on Liuguang's pale face: "The days I lived with you are the most unforgettable time of my life."

"I know you won't stay for me, and I don't ask for it. If we can't have a happy ending, I would rather forget you than spend my life in regret."

Liuguang shed tears as he expressed his feelings that had been suppressed for many years: "But I can't forget you, no matter what. Even though I have never deliberately looked for you, got married and had children, and was busy dealing with various affairs every day, I still can't help but care about you, because I don't want to forget you from the bottom of my heart."

In fact, Liuguang had realized this a long time ago. When she proposed to Neil, she asked him to never fall in love with her instead of "find a way to make me fall in love with you", which showed that she didn't want to forget the Orderer at all.

She just wanted to find a suitable person to rely on, so she made this deal called marriage with Neil.

Over the years, she treated the residents of the desert city kindly, was considerate to Neil, and loved her children. She tried to fill the void in her heart by focusing on doing more things and letting the regrets bury themselves deep in her heart.

But this burning emotion in my heart will not disappear, it is just buried, and one day it will explode.

After many years, Liu Guang finally expressed his feelings, feeling extremely happy: "Even if you say you will stay for me, I can't guarantee that you won't regret it in the future; just like I love you, but I have never kept you or followed you, so you can't feel my love for you."

"Love? Yes... this feeling is love." The Orderer grabbed his aching chest and said softly, "It is you who adapt to this world and dispel the loneliness of being in a foreign land. I love you. It is the result of fate."

The Orderer grasped her wrinkled palm and said seriously, "But you are wrong about one thing. I didn't stay here because of you. On the contrary, it is because I fell in love with you that I can love this world and this city from the bottom of my heart."

Liuguang sat up tremblingly. Hearing this, she burst into tears: "Am I not a burden to you?"

The Order smiled and replied, "If you force me to stay and I keep regretting it, maybe one day we will really go our separate ways. But now, there is no such concern. I want to stay. This is a desire from the bottom of my heart, not for you."

I have adapted to this world, seen countless beautiful scenery, met all kinds of people, and finally, when my life is about to decline, I faced my feelings and found the meaning of life.

The Elf Queen is right, the One of Order does not belong to the Corridor of Time and Space, this is his destination.

"I'm sorry, it's too late to realize this now." The Order stroked her long gray hair, his eyes full of sadness.

"No, it's not too late." Liuguang smiled and comforted him: "I have always been looking forward to hearing you say this"

She used all her strength to shake the Order's large hand: "Hyde, you know, I always tried to suppress my emotions and tried to relieve my depression in other ways, but later I found that over the years, I was not in pain at all, and I lived a very happy life."

Her husband Neil is always very considerate. According to the original agreement, he doesn't need to do so much, but Neil still stays with Liuguang all the time, taking good care of her so that she has no time to indulge in sadness.

Later, Liuguang gave birth to a daughter and devoted more energy to taking care of two lovely children. Watching them grow up and become more beautiful and outstanding, she always felt indescribable happiness in her heart.

Liuguang's body was completely damaged by the extremely harsh living environment when she was a child, but her family's company and her love for the Orderers have allowed her to persevere until now.

She worked hard and governed the desert city with kindness and tolerance. No resident would ever repeat the tragedy of Liuguang's childhood. Seeing people smile from the bottom of their hearts, she felt extremely satisfied.

“Prayer is not a shackle, and wishes should not be heavy. It supports us to move towards a new life.”

Her breath was getting weaker and weaker, but she was not panicked at all as she approached death. "I am Neil's wife, the lord of the desert city, and I have loved you from the beginning to the end. Because of you, I can happily support this broken body and live until now. The only regret in my life is that I can't feel the beauty of this world with you."

After saying this, she closed her eyes peacefully and fell asleep on the bed: "Forget me, Order, and don't be sad for me anymore."

"I will never forget this even when I die." The Orderer grabbed her hand tightly and refused to let go until the temperature of his palm grew colder and her body became stiff.

He sat at the head of the bed in a daze. It took him a while to react and his vision had become blurry.

Then tears poured down, and the love and longing for many years turned into endless sadness at the moment when the time passed, completely releasing the heartache that had troubled the Order for more than ten years.

The pain in his heart reached its peak at this moment. The sadness exhausted his strength. He lay on the head of the bed, crying silently.

After an unknown amount of time, when he stood up tiredly and wanted to leave alone, he was stopped by Neil Mekaros.

He said expressionlessly: "Take her away."

The Order said: "You have done enough for her. I can't deprive you of your rights as a husband."

"She couldn't be with the one she loved while she was alive, but at least after she died, she could fulfill her wish."

Neil said with a firm look in his eyes: "This is my request, a wish from the bottom of my heart. I have never broken the agreement with Liuguang because I fell in love with her before she proposed to me."

"Remember, I was the first person you saved, the little boy who traveled with you for a while." Neil smiled as if his trick had succeeded. "She saved me and gave me a place to stay. Since then, I have fallen hopelessly in love with her. At the same time, I know better than anyone how much she loves you."

Neil never had the thought of "What if I knew her before you". If Neil had met Liuguang first, they would both have been buried in the sea of ​​sand together.

From the very beginning, there was no possibility that Liuguang would fall in love with him.

"This guy suffered a lot when he was a child, and his body has been exhausted for a long time. He would get up in pain in the middle of the night every day, but when he heard your singing, he would feel that all his pains were healed. But she couldn't believe that you were actually by her side. She felt very sorry for me and kept telling herself that she was dreaming."

Neil looked gently at the extremely peaceful Liu Guang on the bed and said softly, "All these years, thanks to you, she has been able to hold on until now. All the happiness in my life is given by her, so how can I not fulfill her wish?"

"So, take her away." Neil said in an attitude that absolutely did not allow for negotiation.