I'm reborn, so it's not too much to kill the one who traveled through the book, right?

She needs to eat, only when she is full will she have the strength to look for someone.

After Shen Rong finished her meal, she immediately ran out to look for Changsheng.

In this way, Shen Rong searched and waited.

She waited and waited until the sun set. Her father and brothers all came back, but Changsheng still hadn't returned.

Shen Rong couldn't believe it. She wanted to cry and beg her father and brother to look for her again. However, she knew that no one in her mother's family had a good rest in the past few days because they were so busy looking for her. She couldn't put pressure on her parents anymore.

The eldest brother and sister-in-law blamed themselves so much that they ran out to look for someone every day and neglected the children at home. She had to cheer up and go to the county town to look for someone tomorrow.

Although Shen Rong had made up her mind to go home to see the two elderly people, she didn't have the face to go back to see her grandparents. However, Shen Rong was worried about the two elderly people, so she finally went back with a thick face.

These days, grandpa and grandma were not as distraught as Shen Rong. The two old people didn't shed a single tear. When Shen Rong knelt in front of them and blamed herself in pain, they didn't say a word of blame.

Sixth Grandma sighed and pulled Shen Rong up from the ground.

Sixth Grandpa stood by, trying to stay strong and advised: "Why are you crying? Changsheng is a good child! He is a blessed child, he won't be like this..."

Although Shen Rong didn't say the rest of the words, she knew what her grandfather wanted to say, which was nothing more than some words of comfort.

But when Shen Rong heard her grandfather say that immortality was a blessing, her heart ached.

In the previous life, Changsheng froze to death only half a year after the two old men passed away. It is conceivable that Changsheng might not be like what grandpa said...

When Shen Rong thought of this, she felt flustered and blamed herself.

At this time, Grandma Liu patted her hands and advised: "Why are you crying? Your husband is not dead! His mother must be protecting him in heaven and will not let anything happen to him."

But as she said this, the worry in her eyes almost showed through.

Hearing this, Shen Rong looked up at her grandmother. Seeing that her grandmother's eyes were full of worry and she did not forget to comfort her, Shen Rong's lips moved and finally nodded in agreement, "Grandma is right. Mother-in-law will not ignore my husband."

Although the two old men said so, they couldn't help but be anxious and worried. Every day, they either searched around the village, or walked to the grave of Changsheng's mother and stared at it for two or three hours.

Not finding anyone in the county town, Shen Rong completely lost her backbone. She did nothing every day but look for people everywhere. Her voice became hoarse and she couldn't speak at all. The swelling in her eyes never went down.

She couldn't eat and couldn't sleep well until she was extremely tired. She took a nap, but her dream was filled with Changsheng's voice calling her. Before she could ask where Changsheng was, she woke up from the dream. After waking up, Shen Rong looked at the roof with a dazed look. It took her a long time to come back to her senses, and then she once again accepted the fact that Changsheng was missing.

Just after a few days, Shen Rong lost a lot of weight again.

Shen Yuan came to see Shen Rong once. Shen Rong's mind was in a daze at that time. She didn't know what she said in her ear. She didn't hear a word and her mind was in a daze.

When Shen Rong's family saw Shen Rong like this, they all felt distressed. Lu and her two sisters-in-law took turns to look after Shen Rong and comfort her, fearing that Shen Rong would do something stupid if they were not careful.

Shen Rong didn't want to make her family worry, but as the days passed, Changsheng hadn't been found, and she couldn't cheer up even if she wanted to.

She became more and more haggard day by day, there was no life in her eyes at all, and she was like a walking corpse every day.

Seeing her like this, not only her family members would feel heartbroken, but even outsiders would feel sorry for her.

When Shen Rong lived in her parents' home before, many people in the village said that Shen Rong deliberately quarreled with Changsheng and ran back to her parents' home because she didn't want to live with Changsheng anymore.

But now when the villagers saw Shen Rong like this, those who had been gossiping about her were speechless.

Everyone helped to look for him as much as they could, and also informed relatives and friends from other villages, telling them that if they saw a tall, strong, and silly man, they must hold him back and not let him go. His wife in our village was going crazy looking for him.

Shen Rong didn't know whether she was crazy or not, but she felt like she was about to die.

Although she married Changsheng, she knew that Changsheng could not be the pillar of the family like other men and support a family for her.

However, now that this person is gone, Shen Rong realizes that a family cannot be supported by her alone.

Especially when she heard Ergouzi say that Changsheng followed him to the next village to do odd jobs for nearly a month just to buy jewelry for her, she felt as if her heart was being cut.

This fool!

Whenever Shen Rong thought of this, she felt filled with regret.

She shouldn't have been angry with Changsheng. If she had gone back with Changsheng earlier, Changsheng wouldn't have run away from the village and would never have been found again.

In fact, Changsheng has been very good to her. He listens to whatever she says and does whatever she asks him to do. All he knows in his heart is to love and protect his wife.

After she married Changsheng, Changsheng never let her do any heavy housework at home. Even the water for washing every night was brought to her by Changsheng.

It wasn’t Changsheng who protected her during those previous times.

As for the work in the fields, Shen Rong never worried about it. It was just that she was too greedy.

In fact, now that I think about it, whether Changsheng loves his wife because of what his grandparents said, or because he loves her from the bottom of his heart, or whether he loves his wife or Shen Jia Sanniang as a person, it doesn’t matter. After all, she is Changsheng’s wife, and that will never change.

Shen Rong no longer cared whether Changsheng liked Taohua or not. As long as he was well and safe, she didn't care even if he remained like that for the rest of his life and his heart was not with her. After all, her original intention was to repay his kindness.

Shen Rong was dozing off and vaguely heard a dog barking. She subconsciously pulled the quilt and felt as if someone had entered the room, but she couldn't open her eyes. It was a strange feeling. Her eyes were clearly closed, but she saw Changsheng kneeling beside her bed, pulling her quilt and shouting at her to get up because he was going to fold the quilt.

Shen Rong tried to get up, but her whole body was out of control and she let Changsheng pull the thin blanket off her body.

Shen Rong felt a little cold, but her body felt so heavy that she couldn't move at all. Shen Rong was very angry. She hadn't had a good sleep for many days because of looking for him. As soon as he came back, he pulled the quilt at her. Was she deliberately going against him?

Shen Rong was very dissatisfied, but also very happy that Changsheng came back. She wanted to ask Changsheng loudly: Where did you go?

However, she couldn't say anything and could only watch Changsheng fold the quilt.

Changsheng was seen grabbing the quilt with both hands as he did in the past, shaking it vigorously, and then folding the quilt carefully, aligning every corner neatly. Finally, as if he was still not satisfied, he checked it twice before giving up. But when she saw him clapping his hands in satisfaction and about to leave, Shen Rong suddenly became anxious.

Changsheng just came back and acted as if he didn't see her. He was about to leave without saying a word to her. She wanted to hold Changsheng and stop him from leaving, but her whole body felt like it was filled with lead and she couldn't get up. Her hands and feet were stiff and she couldn't lift them. She felt numb all over. She groaned and struggled to get up and hold Changsheng, but Changsheng didn't even wait for her to get up and walked out of the room.

"Don't go!" Shen Rong screamed and waved her arms, waving away from the nightmare. She felt like she had climbed a mountain and was exhausted and out of breath.

Shen Rong opened her eyes and looked at the familiar house, a little dazed. She turned her head and looked around, but there was no trace of Changsheng.