【Gojo Family Housewife's Daily Life】Comics

(January 1) Diary:

When I woke up the next day, it was almost ten o'clock. After all, I went crazy last night. Thinking about it now, I still feel my face burning.

After getting up, Jing told me, "The old master left yesterday."

Sure enough, not many days after Feng's full moon banquet, my step-father-in-law Gojo Kiyoshi left the main family. He didn't just leave the main family, he left Japan.

(January 2) Diary:

I have been very busy these days. February 2th is the Chinese New Year, so Wujun and I naturally have to go back to the Lu family.

I have to prepare the gifts, and Wu is currently at the directors' meeting. I heard that the Jujutsu Directors' Meeting has been discussing what to do with these two Sukuna fingers.

Humph, it was me who got the finger back. Thank you for your generosity, young lady.

(January 2) Diary:

Logically, I should have taken Feng back to Lu's house for the first Chinese New Year after he was born. But Feng was still too young, and it was inconvenient to take him with me. I thought about it and decided to leave him at home, since there was no shortage of people to take care of him at home.

I'll try to come back after the New Year.

(January 2) Diary:

After I returned to the Lu family, Lu Liang contacted me again. I thought something had happened, but it turned out that he was just trying to make up for Feng's full moon gift.

My little brother, he is really...

I was worried that he would be bullied in Quanxing, but now it seems that I was overthinking. However, in just a few years, he has become the new leader of Quanxing. I guess my great-grandfather Lu Ci will be furious when he finds out.

However, I feel that my great-grandfather already knew it. After all, the Lu family’s intelligence network is still very strong.

I don’t know what the elders have been thinking over the years. Why did they conclude that Xiaoliang killed Xiaohuan?

(January 2) Diary:

The most important thing these days is of course the Chinese New Year.

But at this age, the Chinese New Year has lost its appeal to me. It has lost its charm, its romantic mythology... and is now only a mess of formalism.

It's like, "Oh, I'm another year older."

I don’t love the Chinese New Year, but I love it to death.

She has been very excited these days. Yesterday, Bai Ju dressed her in a fur-collared coat made in the Ming Dynasty and tied two flower balls on her neck. She looked like a lucky doll.

Among the younger generations of the Lu family (the branch of the family), I am the only one who is married, so Xing is naturally the only child in this family mansion. Therefore, everyone dotes on her. I see that she has received so many red envelopes in the past two days that she can't even count them.

After instructing Xiaoqing to reduce the number of times she was given milk powder, she lost some weight and looked a bit like the photo of Wujun when she was five or six years old that Jing showed me.

But Xing is much more active than Wu when he was a child. He is extremely wild and like a little madman.

The Lu family’s farm is very large and there are many clansmen. Although she is the only child of the main family, there are many children from the branch families.

Xing was naturally very happy when she had a playmate.

She ran here and there, and seemed to have become the "king of the kids" here.

Xing is always sweet-talking to her elders, and she is cute, so she is very popular with them.

Sometimes I envy her "people-loving" personality. She is not afraid of strangers at all and is always full of energy, like a "little sun".

I still remember that when I went to the backyard yesterday and passed by the front hall, I happened to see my great-grandfather Lu Ci walking around the living room with Xing in his arms.

Xing pointed at the sandalwood hammer placed on the rosewood frame and said, "Grandpa, I want that wild man's weapon!"

Lü Ci heard this and said, "That's not good. That's just a back massager. Grandpa gave you a better one. Let's go to the armory and pick out a better one for Xiao Xing, okay?"

“No, no, I want this one, I want this one!” She twisted her body in Lu Ci’s arms.

"Okay, okay, this is it. Xiao Xing, take it and go fight the savages!" Lu Ci pinched Xing's nose.

"Yes! Kill the savages! Blow the head of that stinky savage Wang Bing!" Xiao Xing picked up the sandalwood hammer and started swinging it.

After hearing this, Lu Ci not only did not scold her, but hugged her and laughed.

I originally wanted to go in and see Xing, but I stood outside the door for a while and ultimately didn't go in.

I won't disturb them while they are enjoying their family happiness.

Maybe there is also a sense of fate between relatives.

There may be a lack of fate between me and Lu Ci, Lu Chen...Lu An, so even though we are blood relatives, we don't get along very well.

They are obviously a family, but when Lu Ci, Lu An and Xing are together, they look really happy, just like a family. On the other hand, when I look at myself...

I couldn't lie to myself, I felt lost at the time. Lu Ci...he had hugged me like this before, but we had never talked and laughed so intimately.

Children have the right to be willful. If they like something, they say they like it. If they don’t like something, they say they don’t like it....but...I didn’t have that right in the past.

I thought about my childhood...I was always trembling in front of my great-grandfather Lu Ci, carefully considering every word, afraid of angering my elders, and trying my best to express myself.

But it seems that the more I fear making my elders unhappy, the more I tend to make them unhappy.

Maybe I have never been likable since I was a child.

Countless times before, when I was the first to learn what my master taught me, I wanted him to see how good I was, and wanted him to know that I was the one among the children of the Lu family that made him most proud!

But his eyes will never look at me first.

Gradually, I became discouraged and started to slack off on my family training, pretending to be sick and being lazy…

My great-grandfather Lu Ci knew all this, but he didn't care.

Yes, she is just a girl. What difference does it make whether she does it well or not?

I don’t know how I left the front hall, but I ran into Wu who was looking for me.

"Where's Xing?" he asked.

"At my great-grandfather's."

Hearing that the child was gone, he was delighted: "That's great, let's go out and have some fun. I come to this farm every year and I'm tired of it."

"Okay," I said.

Gojo Satoru probably didn't expect that I would agree so readily.

"Wu-kun said he loved me and that I was one hundred percent in your heart, right?"

"Of course, Qin-chan!"

"Then Wu-kun must love me like this forever."

"Xiao Qin is the one, you should try harder to love me!"

I thought a lot after returning home that day. I once told Jay, "I understand why my mother left, but I cannot agree with her choice from the bottom of my heart." After hearing this, Jay said to me, "That's why you are suffering and feel tired of living."

I asked him back, “Aren’t you?”

I have also reflected on why I care so much about their opinions. Whether it is Lu Ci or Lu An, if they don’t love me, then they don’t love me. Why should I care so much?

I think this may have something to do with my family. In a family like the Lu family, the image of the "father" and the light behind him are exaggerated. Just like Lu Ci, he is the sky of the Lu family, the sky that has no alternative but to do what he says.

Perhaps, deep down in my heart, I admire him, respect him, and love him.

Whether as a child or as a subordinate, it is natural to hope to get the attention and affirmation of the superior, just like a child expects to be praised by the teacher.

Maybe a simple word from a superior can make us happy for a long time.

In my opinion, this abnormal relationship exists whether it is between teachers and students or fathers and daughters.

I was also constantly thinking about my own life. I didn’t agree with my mother’s leaving, and I thought she was selfish and even shameless, but later I found that I was the same person.

Did I really love Ah Yan at that time? Or was I just enjoying his love to make up for the deep care that men lacked?

Even Wu, facing his twisted emotions, I felt uneasy but also happy with it.

Maybe...I just need a madman to love me.

Because I lacked too much in the past, I needed this crazy feeling to fill it.

I think so, so I have to give my children enough love. I can't let them become like me.

In my opinion, the relationship between family members is really interesting. They love each other as if they were looking in the mirror, but they also hate each other as if they hate themselves. It's not just me, maybe Wu Jun is the same.

During the five years that I've been married to Wujun, I have really tried to ease the awkward relationship between him and his father.

Unfortunately, all attempts so far have failed.

But it was not without gain. My father (Gojo Kiyoshi) also opened his heart to me. He said to me: "Qin, I am very grateful to you. But the relationship between Wu and me is not what others think. Are we father and son? Maybe... But I, Gojo Kiyoshi, am just an ordinary person. How can I be the father of the Son of God?"

"Qin, do you know? Wu is not my son. He is just the son of God of the Gojo family, born from my wife Sakura's belly."

At that moment, I didn’t know whether to cry or laugh. I suddenly understood the source of Wujun’s almost twisted feelings.

Haha, no wonder he is a lunatic... Maybe the two of us are really a perfect match.

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It is spring in March and the sun is shining obliquely.

The annual prayer festival (March 3) is held regularly at Inari Shrine.

The ears are filled with the roar of ritual music, and the shrine maidens on both sides are dancing the Urayasu Dance. The dance tools are cypress fans and Kagura bells. The top of the fan is decorated with pine, plum, orange and a long six-colored button, and the bell thread of the bell is five-colored silk.

In the spring breeze, the colorful silk flutters, which is particularly beautiful.

Lu Qin, wearing a gorgeous Tang-style robe, walked behind Gojo Satoru, always keeping a distance of three steps from him, and walked towards the altar of the festival ceremony step by step.

She looked at Wu and a smile appeared on the corner of her mouth involuntarily.

Wu was wearing a hunting robe made of silver-white flat satin with a three-dragon pattern...it looked pretty good.

She rarely saw him wearing hunting clothes, only once or twice a year, so it was quite new.

But compared to men's formal wear, women have to work much harder. Today, Jing spent more than half an hour just adding a wig, styling her hair, and putting on a crown.

And her head...is really heavy.

Lu Qin felt like a terrible big-headed doll now.

She didn't relax until the ceremony was over.

Well, that’s why it’s not easy to be the clan wife of a big family.

It is true that the Gojo family is a family of extraordinary people, but the Gojo family is after all in the secular society, and they are public aristocrats in the secular world, so naturally they have to bear the corresponding secular ceremonies and social interactions.

Fortunately, the prayer ceremony was followed by a banquet.

Lu Qin was not hungry. She just wanted to find a deserted place to relax.

Pretending to be a dignified and elegant lady of the government in front of others is really not her strong point.

In a blink of an eye, it was almost noon.

The courtyard of the Inari Shrine in front of us is very elegant. The grass and trees in the courtyard are lush, the green bamboos are swaying, like green waves. The cherry blossoms are in full bloom, like clouds and snow.

As the breeze blows, the petals dance lightly, like a dream.

It’s good to be away from the crowd.

Lu Qin suddenly felt relaxed and refreshed. She stretched and lazily leaned against the pavilion to bask in the sun. Because she was wearing so many layers of Tang Dynasty clothing, she didn't feel the coldness of the pavilion seat when she sat there.

Just as she was enjoying the beautiful spring day, someone suddenly covered her eyes from behind, and then a kiss fell.

She felt his breath.

So, instead of struggling to refuse, she reached for his neck, tilted her head back and kissed him.

It was three full minutes before the two separated.

"You knew it was me?" Gojo Satoru chuckled softly in her ear, "How did you know?"

After hearing this, Lu Qin smiled smugly and said, "I won't tell you."

"Is that so..." He bit her earlobe, making her laugh.

"Don't... don't do it here, there are too many people." She knew what he was going to do. It was definitely not just to kiss her... because she felt his hands had already reached through the layers of Tang Yi.

Lu Qin was a little scared.

She was really afraid that he would do it here without her noticing, and she didn't have the habit of showing off to others.

Gojo Satoru whispered to Lu Qin nonchalantly: "As long as you don't make any noise, no one will notice."

Then he asked in a low voice: "Xiao Qin can hold it in, right?"

After saying that, he asked her to bite Shang Tangyi's wide sleeves.

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PS:

Qin actually cares a lot about the Lu family, and even says that she loves her parents and great-grandfather Lu Ci very much.

She had said before that she wanted to become an ordinary person, leave the Lu family, and leave the world of extraordinary people. In fact, it was a self-protection mechanism after a setback in her relationship - it was true. Homophobia means being in the closet.

She was always easily hurt by Lu Ci and Lu An, which just showed that she loved them very much.

Poor Xiaoqin...

I don't know if anyone has seen the movie "The Bold, the Corrupt, and the Beautiful". The experiences of Tang Ning and Qin in the movie are a bit similar, but Tang Ning is much more miserable than Qin - they both lack love from their family. They know that their mother (Mrs. Tang)/great-grandfather (Lü Ci) are not good people, but they still can't help loving him in their hearts.

Lu Ci is nice to Xing because Xing is quite similar to him when he was young. Yes, Xiao Ci (Lu Ci when he was young) is also a grumpy little puppy who was spoiled by his family in the comics - his personality is just the gender-reversed version of Xing; secondly, Xing is the child of the marriage between the Gojo family and the Lu family, and can be said to be the concrete product of the alliance between the two families. Being nice to Xing means supporting the cooperation between the two families.

The male and female protagonists of this novel, Wu and Qin, both have psychological problems, but the female protagonist only has problems with her original family, while the male protagonist really has epilepsy, which is a serious illness.

And our little Liangzi is now the new leader of Quanxing, awesome. You should know that Quanxing has only had an acting leader for decades since "Wu Gensheng".

Xing & Feng: Being served by the three great masters (heads), isn’t this a small blessing?