Ye Luoli: Go ask the magical tarot cards
Chapter 9 Perhaps fairies are also afraid
Zina is extremely anxious now, and her mood is almost written on her face. Susu is a little worried. After all, in Susu's eyes, Zina is like her best friend, making her unable to help but get close to her.
"Don't worry, I might know where she is. I helped her restore her magic power yesterday. Oh, and I haven't introduced myself yet!
Su Su is what Du Jie calls me. People usually call me Yan Ying, the poppy fairy. What about you?"
"Fairy Yanying, my name is Qi Na. Qi is the Qi of Qilu, and Na is the graceful Na of Huarong. The fairy you are talking about is my baby, her name is Feiling. In April, the flowers on earth are gone, and the spiritual wind does not fill the flags all day long.
She is a doll that is more lamentable than spring, and she is my most important friend. "
Speaking of Feiling, Zina couldn't stop laughing. She liked Zina, and of course she also liked Feiling, the sixth fairy who had been carrying a mission since her birth.
Some people may say that the sixth fairy is the light fairy Bai Guangying, but for Zina, Feiling is special.
They are stunning, unforgettable and tragic when they appear in the second season. They may definitely go to be, but Zina is willing to use her own power to change all this, and she will protect her Feiling.
Yan Ying looked at the smiling Qi Na, and for some reason, she felt a little emotional. She had been guarding her for three days and three nights, but she woke up thinking about someone else. But looking at that smile from the heart, she was unwilling to turn the page.
Yan Ying didn't know why she wanted the other person to call her Su Su. This name seemed to belong only to Du Jiejie, but the corners of her mouth that turned up at this moment might be the answer. She liked Zina very much and wanted to be her. This feeling was inexplicable. Although she had no memory of Zina, she knew that she longed for the other person to accept her.
"I'm leaving now. Can Susu show me the way? Feiling is still waiting for me, and I can't keep her waiting any longer."
It was SuSu and not any other name. Yan Ying happily jumped up from the treetops. I was flying and dancing, pointing in a direction but I didn't know how to describe it.
"I see. In that direction, right?"
Yes, it’s probably passing by. Susu gestured the feeling of flowing, and she tried hard to describe walking along the river.
"A flowing river, right? Flowing downstream, we'll see another forest, right there, right? Susu."
Yes, that's right! Absolutely right, it's like you can read my mind, Zina, you really (//?//), understand me too well.
Zina holds a tarot card, the 5 of Swords upright. Zina knows this card, conflict, quarrel, and finally loss. It is not a card that can be simply defined.
Will I quarrel with Feiling because she feels I have abandoned her? The tarot cards are guiding me. I should go find her.
Su Su's gestures may not be easy to understand, but Zina, who already knows the result, can guess the process based on the answer. Yes, the Tarot map continues to guide you, and the sword-shaped arrow points to the faintly visible river.
The tree Zina was standing on was very high, and it could be said to be the tallest tree nearby. Therefore, everything here could be seen at a glance. She thought of the Wings of Wind. If she could glide, she wouldn't have to climb down the tree and walk again.
The card begins to materialize. Perhaps there is no need for wings like a hang glider. Flying on a sword might be a better way.
"Susu, I'm leaving now. Goodbye."
Zina stepped on the sword and waved goodbye to Su Su.
Su Su was a little overwhelmed, but she also waved her hand. She didn't know whether she should go along, but she still missed the other person more. Should she go find her? What was there to be entangled about? Zina was just a stranger who had an inexplicable affinity with her and had met her once. She and Sister Du were best friends who had been together for countless years. Was there any need to be entangled?
Yan Ying smiled. Perhaps she had not fully recovered yet. Why should she feel sad about the departure of someone she had a slight liking for? It was as if the other person was the one who saved her from the sea of suffering. It was really inexplicable.
Yanying is gone, and she needs to recover quickly to find the sister who is most important to her in her memory.
Following her feeling, Zina quickly found Fei Ling, but something seemed to be wrong. She seemed to have lost the spiritual energy she should have, and became a little dull, losing her special charm.
Zina was confused. Feiling seemed to be crying, but her eyes were red but without moisture. She looked very embarrassed. She hugged her knees, hazy as if she had just woken up. She blamed herself, complained, was at a loss, hesitated, and was afraid...
There may be a gap between Zina and Feiling. Their experiences have almost no overlap. Zina understands that Feiling, but Feiling does not understand this Zina.
Their leader is the more mature Zina, but Zina has no opinion of her own. Zina is used to following others and depending on her dolls. But Feiling knows that her master has her own unique insights, and she may be more confident than herself, so conceited that she can only rely on herself.
Both of them have their own pride, and the dominant one likes to be dependent, which is the source of Feiling's pain. She is afraid, she is panic-stricken, she is terrified, she doesn't know what she can do, compared to her master, she is just an ignorant doll, there is a sense of separation between them that neither of them is aware of.
The gap turned into contradiction, and then intensified into conflict. The rapid flow of thoughts and the generation of contradictions and conflicts meant quarrels and tensions, which turned into internal impulses. They didn't seem to be destined to be absolutely compatible. Perhaps the introverted Zina was more suitable for Feiling. It seemed that everything was logical and natural.
Faced with Zina's apology, Feiling exploded. Her fear overwhelmed her joy at regaining her master. The omnipresent confusion intensified her fear, and she became hypocritical.
"I don't need your apology! You don't want to tell me anything, and would rather bear it yourself than tell me. You and I have an equal contractual relationship. I am your baby, why do you have to hide, deceive, and abandon me?
You've already noticed something unusual, right? But you're still acting with me. You know we're a community. If you want, I can also notice something unusual, right?
But you are still continuing the first day's play with me. Why don't you want to believe that I have the ability to help you? But you still lied and tried to deceive the world, and you did it three times. Seeing me being deceived again and again, and forgetting because of you, are you happy? "
It all comes down to the desire for control, the right to know, the belief that the other party can overcome difficulties, and mutual achievement of equality and balance.
Fei Ling didn't have much time, and she was afraid that she couldn't make Zina the perfect girl who was confident, cheerful, brave, and resourceful. She wanted to make this girl she loved perfect and the best she could imagine in her limited life.
Yes, Fei Ling wants Zina to live a better life more than anyone else, but her power is not enough to give Zina an opinion of her own. Zina's strategy and courage do not seem to be easily inspired by Fei Ling.
Fei Ling was a little too hasty. Her desire for control made Zina lose her support. She was not an absolutely confident person. Without the ties of another world, her heart was closed. Although she liked the new world very much and knew that the other self was still walking that ordinary road, she was still a little out of tune with Ye Luoli's world. Zina still couldn't let go of the past. Her love for Fei Ling was not a love for an equal existence, but sympathy for a weak and tragic character.
Dreams, passion, contradictions, and the unknown.
Perhaps it was time to be honest with each other. Zina reached out to the Tarot cards. She hoped that the cards could give her a trust that belonged to her. Perhaps she could also control her own destiny. She couldn't just go with the flow.
"Qina, you know that Feiling is a man-made doll. She doesn't have much time left. She just wants to find herself in her limited life. But she is just a newly born helpless child. She has never seen or felt anything...
Knowing this, why should I let her guide me? She is more afraid of losing if I make the wrong choice than I am. She trusts this more mature self.
We originally had no intersection, but we have become partners fighting side by side. We should be equal, and she has the right to know the course of action. Letting Feiling be Feiling does not mean that everything is decided by her, and the difficulties are borne by Zina alone.
Magical Tarot cards, I used to think I was a sophisticated atheist! But now, Tarot cards, I want to spy on my destiny.
What should I do? What should I do? Please answer me! ”
The cards showed that Zina also had the answer. It was the fearlessness like a phoenix reborn from the ashes, and the judgment and execution ability unique to a queen. Only she can decide her own destiny.
Upright Queen of Wands: She is a queen immersed in the element of fire. Fire is a disaster, but it also represents passion.
She is full of energy, proactive and positive, sometimes with a fiery temperament. She lives her life in an intuitive, optimistic and cheerful way, showing the heat of life, a high sense of self-worth, believing in herself, never worrying about failure, holding this high level of self-confidence, and acting directly, responsively and flexibly.
Positive, strong, and ambitious. Perhaps Zina needed these. She looked at the frightened Fei Ling and couldn't help wanting to rub her wrinkled little face, wipe away the redness in her eyes, and eliminate her negative emotions.
People are great because they have dreams. Success is very close to Zina. She is responding, comforting and explaining in her own way...
Elegant women should be naturally generous, and the harvest will come in autumn. Keep your honest enthusiasm, recharge your energy, and take action. Zina, you will help Feiling get rid of the fear of life and fate. Time is short, but it is enough.
One should protect his own baby by himself. Fatalism or willpower, Zina's answer is that man can conquer nature, fate is the enemy of will, and action is the first driving force for change. The cards change with her thoughts. In addition to the fiery passion and courage, Zina lacks something else.
Queen of Cups in the upright position: The queen sitting on the throne looks at the cup in her hand tenderly, with a passionate and dedicated look. In addition, the queen also represents kindness, goodness, intuition, sensibility and a deep understanding of emotions. She is usually associated with motherhood, healing and insight.
The warmth of water cards may be gentle persuasion, a source of life that moistens things silently.
"Fei Ling, I know you are worried that I will turn back into that autistic girl after you leave. I know you have a mission that you are born with and have to shoulder. I know that the doll who has never been to Wonderland has tried his best to guide me. Maybe I should also become that brave and confident girl. I will not remain silent any longer.
Meeting changes things, even if it’s only for a short time, but you saw it, didn’t you?
No matter how small a stone is, it will create ripples on the water surface. You may wonder whether the stone has lost its meaning to the water after the ripples disappear.
But it has always been there! Even to the people on the shore, the stone seems to have disappeared, as if nothing has changed.
But from another perspective, the stone will always remain under the water, right? It has always been there, just waiting for the careful discoverer.
The invisible smallness is not gone, it just needs someone with the right perspective to discover it. So don’t be afraid that change is meaningless, there are not only closed introverts and conceited extroverts in this world.
Just like there are countless shades of gray between black and white, the most taboo thing when creating a painting called Zina is to act too hastily. Patience is a good quality of an artist.
So don't worry about me, Feiling deserves a better Zina, and Zina will also make Feiling a better Feiling!"
Fei Ling was a little touched. She thought her master didn't know, but she knew the secret buried deep in her heart.
Poppy's illusion has a carrier. Feiling sealed the secret, but Zina always mentioned it. So the fake Zina in the illusion said that Feiling was a man-made doll and was not worthy of being with her.
Dreams are often the opposite of reality. They reflect the concerns in the dreamer's heart and intensify them into fear, but now it is time for Feiling to wake up from the nightmare.
Just when Fei Ling let go of her fear of time, her eyes were no longer pink, and the influence of the illusion completely disappeared. No one noticed that the relationship between Fei Ling and Zina was no longer that of a viewer and a sympathizer, but a closer one, like they had a telepathic connection, like they were comrades-in-arms, and even more so, close friends.
For Zina, Feiling's existence itself is the meaning of Feiling's life, and living for herself is the meaning of Feiling's life, because Feiling's existence itself is a miracle of life!
She really fell in love with this artificial fake fairy.
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