Ye Luoli: Go ask the magical tarot cards
Chapter 28 Time doesn't owe you anything
Perhaps fate and time are not in harmony. Zina was speechless. She pulled her doll and watched the four clocks turning continuously.
"Fei Ling, do you know? In fact, for me, time and fate are both unattainable."
"Master, why do you say that? You are already very powerful. One day you will become a strong person that even you find unattainable now."
Fei Ling held her hands on her waist and talked about her vision for the future. Zina listened but did not hold out much hope, as she was just an ordinary person and could not do such a great thing as saving the world.
"To be honest, I always feel bad when I see time slipping away. It's like holding a handful of water in my hand, and the water is decreasing little by little, but I can only watch from afar, watching the water gradually drain away. I want to keep it but I am powerless, and that kind of helplessness surges in my heart. I am so insignificant in front of time. I am as insignificant as a grain of sand. Once blown, I don't know where I am, and I am silent in the endless sand."
Zina was talking to Fei Ling a little carried away, with a wry smile on her face.
"I once tried to stop the hands of the watch, trying to stop the flow of time in my heart, so that I would have more time to do what I wanted to do. How ridiculous. Every dark night, every time I looked at the watch on my wrist, the three fluorescent hands emitted a light blue light in the dark night, but the hands were like zombies, like the resentful green light in the eyes of a dying sick cat in the dark. The next morning, the date was still yesterday, and I could only smile bitterly and adjust the time. I seemed to have forgotten that the watch is just a tool to record time after all. It can't fight time just like me. It's just that it surrenders to time, while I am strangled by it and can't breathe."
Zina looked at her wrist in a state of bewilderment. It seemed that she was still bound by time. She didn't know what to do and what not to do. She was almost suffocated by the pressure. In the end, she could only grope around with difficulty and compromise painfully. If she was desperate, then let it be. I didn't have the courage to end everything...
"Her three hands, their fates already determined, have been drawing circles on the dial. The second hand keeps turning, which affects the slow pace of the hour and minute hands. If the second hand is compared to an innocent child, who hopes that time will fly and he will grow up quickly, then the minute hand is the young man who is strangled by time and the middle-aged man who is crushed by life. He is forced to move forward by time and is full of confusion. The hour hand is an old man in his twilight years, who has experienced many hardships and staggers away in the sunset..."
Zina's thoughts were turning, thinking about things she had never experienced, and she laughed from the bottom of her heart.
"Fei Ling, actually, I have the least confidence in time, because she is really a special existence in the fairyland."
Zina was silent. She hugged her legs and buried her head between them.
Shui Qingli likes the bloody skin of humans, Du Xifei likes the bond between Su Su and the deep-sea sacred beast, Li Hui has no problem with humans, Hua Ling is the mother of life who prefers humans, Shi Xike doesn't owe Zina anything, and time will not favor anyone...
Fei Ling held the curled up little Zina in her arms, and she was also sad. Her master seemed to have experienced many things, but also seemed to be unsophisticated. She was contradictory, with a fragile heart and a strong sense of brokenness.
"Are you okay? How did brother send you back? Shixi is the time princess you mentioned, right? She has come in.
So... eh? Why are you still crying? Didn't your brother comfort you well? "
Zina looked up and saw the familiar sea of flowers and the black figure that did not match the brilliant flowers.
"I'm fine, just feeling a little uncomfortable. By the way, the Wheel of Fortune and the Princess of Time are fighting, don't you want to go and take a look?"
"No! My brother probably won't be able to think straight if he encounters a time traveler."
"Why does fate hate time? Aren't they both synonymous with powerful forces?"
"Go ask my brother yourself. This is hard to explain. But isn't the time and fate you just talked about an explanation?"
Zina was confused. What did she just say? Death looked helplessly at Zina, whose face was covered with tears. He didn't want to explain, but his irrational brother had already fought against time...
“The fate of the hands of a watch has already been determined. Time is part of fate, but not all of it.
Time has the ability to fluctuate fate, but it is difficult to truly change fate. If this is the case, fate will only treat time as a rebellious child.
Unfortunately... there are time walkers in this world... they can use the power of time to change their fate. This is just like those who change time will become sinners of time. Those who use the power of time to change their fate will also become sinners of fate.
Moreover, those who control time are synonymous with arrogance, and I don’t need to say more about the rest…”
Death recalled those insignificant things about his brother. He had to say... Time Walker was one of the few who could break his brother's defense. Another one was the Chaos Space...
"When we talk about the Wheel of Fortune, you become more talkative. Why? Are you on good terms?"
Death put away his smile, he was a little hesitant... There were some things he didn't understand yet, but it was undeniable that fate cared about him, so...
"It's really good, but there are some contradictions. The truth may not be important anymore. But we can't go back..."
Wow, there is a story! Zina's eyes lit up, she smelled the scent of gossip, next time she pulled A Lian out, she must ask, this is definitely a super big melon.
"Don't look at me like that. I'm leaving you in my hands now. Where are you going next?"
"Aren't you going to chat with your life?"
"Thanks to the power you gave her, she took out her locked heart. Now she's going to see the world outside the flower sea. My brother also called me to watch over you."
Zina was shocked. The complete Princess Ling just appeared like that? What about Prince Jin? This Princess Ling was not a saintly sister. Who knows what the God of Death taught her.
At this moment, the tin doll in the human world felt a chill, but what could it do as it had no life?
"Don't you want to consider rescuing your parents like in the anime? I can also control part of the power of time. If it's not enough, I can use the power of reversing life and death to help you!"
Death seemed to have given all his tenderness this year to Life and Zina. Now he felt a little tired...
Zina was silent for a while. She had just come out from Shi Xi's place. Was she going to be a time sinner? She was not the Zina who longed for family affection. They were just dispensable supporting roles to her.
Time never owes you anything, it is you who cannot grasp time...
"Thank you, but it's not necessary... The Zina who needs them is no longer here... I don't have that desire... My parents love me very much, and I have a brother who buys me birthday presents, I'm fine..."
Zina couldn't hold back her tears. She didn't dare to think about her past. It was too beautiful. It couldn't be compared to the depression she experienced in middle school. She knew that when people grow up, they have to face all kinds of pressure.
But she really couldn't bear the pressure that she should bear. In the small dormitory, she had roommates who only regarded her as a good student. But only she knew how painful it was to be the leader in a not-so-excellent school, the good student in the eyes of all teachers.
It is better to be the head of a chicken than the tail of a phoenix... This kind of thing is not right for studying. We are just ordinary seekers of knowledge, so why should we be divided into different levels...
We are obviously the same, why am I the only one who is isolated... I dare not make mistakes, so I smile with fear every day. I dare not violate the time I cherish, so I struggle in the sea of questions every day...
"I think I shouldn't have come... I was the one who should have disappeared. She has already left... Why should I come back? Even though she didn't become the academic genius that her family was satisfied with, she learned things that I didn't know! Although she didn't make a name for herself, she wouldn't think of jumping off a high place one day!"
Zina cried in despair, she didn’t know why she was suffering. I really wanted to find another me… Only she could understand how helpless I felt when I made the choice. Everything I have now is what I fought for, I tried hard… I just cared too much… I cared so much that I was willing to give up myself for it… I cared so much that I didn’t want to face the fact that I was just a small person in an ordinary world…
"I know... Zina... Whether in the past or now, you have always wanted to die. But you are unwilling to do so, right? At the same time, you don't want the people who love you to be sad, so you live...
But you seem to have forgotten... you didn’t care about these things before..."
"Maybe...it's because I've grown up!"
Zina hugged herself helplessly, but found a pair of hands on her shoulders, belonging to Fei Ling. Turning back, she saw Fei Ling with a determined look in her eyes. She became so strange, that kind of confidence was just like when she first met her, just like the high-spirited... self...
"Growth is brought about by time, and time will not give extra costs. It is never time that gives you pain, but those who don't care about you!"
"They are very nice. We are just strangers who met by chance. I never cared about them. You should be able to see my state of mind at that time. Why do you have to mention those insignificant people?"
Zina's temperament changed, she lost her childish innocence, and the smile that was there even when she was crying also disappeared.
"Hahaha, are you the real, complete Zina?"
The attitude of the god of death also changed. Facing Zina, who cared about others more than herself like a life, he couldn't add insult to injury. But facing the more complicated Qin Yin, he was relieved. Finally, a normal person came. I hope she won't let him down!
“I’m not Zina, she’s just an animated character I liked when I was a kid, and I haven’t watched Ye Luoli for a long time.
Nice to meet you. I am Qin Yin, the real body of Zina now. It doesn't matter! Anyway, I want her to forget her high school experience. This is too much for my immature part. Even I feel powerless when I think about it. But she has the right to know everything. If she wants to know her past, please let me, a witness, tell her!"
Zina's eyes were full of helplessness towards her other self. She was really shocked that a part of herself actually responded to the call in the dream instead of waking up directly. Although it was a bit absurd, when she thought of the carefree self without academic pressure, everything seemed natural and logical.
“Alas╯﹏╰, why is it that some people are alive while they are already dead, and some people are dead while they are still alive…”
Death: ...Is Xena going to be this kind of literary girl when she grows up? Damn, she's already developing into a riddle girl. No (▼皿▼#) I must stop this, the riddle girl or something...it's better for her to disappear.
"Alas╯﹏╰, I had no intention of quoting others, but the bright moon shines on the ditch."
"Can you speak human language? Although I know the general direction of your world, I am not from your world after all, so I don't understand (=_=)"
"As expected, he is a person who slipped through the net of the nine-year compulsory education, and he is also someone who truly cares about my Nabao. Sorry <(_ _)>, I am used to hermaphroditism, and I can't change it back in a short time."
"I understand (=_=), so what's the next step? Or do you want to get your breakfast?"
"I won't miss classes. This is my bottom line as a student! But if I can't wake up and get taken away by 120 emergency services instead of going to class, then I won't care."
Zina spreads her hands.jpg
"To make a long story short, I know you are a chatterbox~"
"Using time-related abilities to filter out memories after the age of 12, she is the me that matches that innocence. Don't worry (?′w`?), my parents have always loved me. Love will fill my confusion about the future and guide me forward."
"So (* ̄m ̄), this is the greatest comfort for you to live towards death and become a yin-yang riddle man?"
"Hahahaha, a person should always have a spiritual haven in his life, right? A childhood filled with love can heal a lifetime, right?"
"On the other hand, a childhood without love needs a lifetime of love to fill it, so (* ̄m ̄), is this the reason why a part of you was split off and chosen by the second brother?"
Death looked disdainful, but Zina just laughed. She didn't care what others thought of her.
"Maybe it is. Your license holder has never been Qin Yin, a college student, but this freshman Qi Na, right?
It's just a chance meeting. I will give you information about my world as before. Please help me take good care of her. Although I'm not a class committee member, I'm also very busy, so (* ̄m ̄), please don't disturb me if you are not serious! "
Zina gave a triumphant smirk, leaned back and fell into Feiling's arms, and fell asleep, leaving behind a death-like look on her face and a bewildered Feiling.
"As expected, humans are cute when they are babies, but become annoying when they grow up (‵□′)"
Small theater: Qin Yin in the real world
Qin Yin woke up slowly. She now had another long-term task, which was to help Zina collect information about this world.
"Alas╯﹏╰, I am destined to be a hard worker~"
Looking at my English Level 4 plan, the Mandarin certificate I have already obtained, and the unfinished polystyrene board model...
"Time is really owing you something, creating two extreme versions of me! (Time definitely doesn't owe you anything) Another one went to the Ye Luoli world, and was PUA'd by the shameless people in the past...
I hope I don’t really forget myself because of helping her to confront others, fall asleep and die, and end up being sent to the ICU (ノ=Д=)ノ┻━┻"
And is my Billbill poisoned? He pushes Ye Luoli to me every day, but I never click on it once. Is this big data hacked by that fairy?
Qin Yin was filled with resentment, dragging her still-unrotten body to the bishop's building for class.
"I'm really amazing. I've been disguised as a human for so long without being discovered. I can handle interpersonal relationships with ease. Anyway, I'm probably crazy..."
Wu: What’s wrong with this mother? She’s as quiet as a virgin, but as crazy as a madman! In her computer, there are only English and drawings, and a bunch of red garbage… Is she really not crazy-_-||?
Oh (′-w-`), I’ve gone crazy… Then it’s okayヾ( ̄0 ̄; )ノ, what the hell╰(‵□′)╯!
"No! I am like a paralyzed person when I am still, and like an epileptic when I move! The genius is on the left, the madman is on the right, I am neither of those. I walk in the middle, without any bias.
I'm so sorry~ I have a naturally quiet face, but unfortunately I'm not the poor one who will be PUA! Alas (′-w-`), I won't feel that I'm not working hard enough and rushing to finish the work, and I can't create extra value...
Really (//?//), what a pity (>w<)~”
Don’t: …⊙w⊙……
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