I am a freeloader in the anime world

In the past two years, Mai Sakurajima's dreams often showed her mother apologizing to her. However, when this moment really came, the ecstasy and excitement she expected did not come as expected.

Those scenes that had been played out repeatedly in her dreams finally happened in the real world, but they seemed to lack a kind of dreamlike perfection, which prevented her from fully immersing herself in this long-awaited reconciliation.

The expectations and desires she once had seemed to become pale and powerless in the light of reality, making it difficult for her to fully release her inner emotions.

After all, justice delayed is never justice truly served.

perhaps......

Mai Sakurajima looked at the person sitting next to her, who was currently sitting on a chair digesting his full stomach.

If he had not extended a helping hand in time, she might never have heard her mother's apology. This deep regret would have been like a heavy shackle, firmly binding her heart and becoming an obsession in her life that was difficult to give up and could not be let go, making her unable to let go throughout the long river of time.

As a daughter, Mai Sakurajima has a deep understanding of her mother's stubbornness and obstinacy. She is well aware of this character trait of her mother and can clearly feel it in almost every detail of life.

She still clearly remembers the feeling of burning with anger due to inner dissatisfaction at the swimsuit photo shoot two years ago.

However, the other party's response was like a bucket of ice water, ruthlessly poured on her, instantly cooling her heart: "If you want to be an artist, you have to learn to bear the pressure. Which female idol can avoid taking swimsuit photos?"

Then, the other party's words were as cold as the winter wind: "It's just a swimsuit. I don't ask you to really dedicate yourself in front of the camera. Why bother about it?"

Finally, that almost harsh reprimand was like a heavy hammer, shattering her hopes: "Don't be willful anymore. Your goal is to become a big star. These experiences are what you will have to face in the future."

These words completely ignored her existence as an individual who needed love and respect, and instead treated her as a chess piece that could be manipulated and sacrificed at will, and merely a tool for him to take revenge on his scumbag ex-husband.

At that time, she was no longer her daughter, but just a pathetic and insignificant tool.

"I have made up my mind. I can no longer forgive you for this matter. Therefore, your apology is unnecessary. My position is firm and cannot be shaken by your words."

If two years, one year, or even half a year ago, her mother had expressed her deep apologies honestly and sincerely, perhaps Mai Sakurajima would still have been forgiving and given her a chance to start over, thus repairing the rift between them.

However, the unattainable dream she once cherished has now been shattered and turned into the reality of waking up.

Puberty syndrome once frightened Mai Sakurajima, but there was no doubt that it was also puberty syndrome that woke her up from her unattainable dream.

There was a process for Mai Sakurajima, who suffered from puberty syndrome, to be forgotten and ignored. This process was not long, but it was definitely not short.

However, it was during this process that among the first group of people who forgot about Mai Sakurajima, there was his own mother.

The people of Kanagawa Prefecture were the last group to forget and ignore Mai Sakurajima, but in Kanagawa Prefecture, there was one person who was an exception. She was the first group to forget and ignore Mai Sakurajima, and that was her mother.

As a mother, living in the same place, when people around her still remembered her, Sakurajima Mai, she, as a mother, was indeed the first one to forget her.

Isn't this a black joke?

Although Sakurajima Mai's voice of refusal sounded calm, if you look closely, it is not difficult to find the crystal tears quietly sliding down the corners of her eyes. They flickered with faint light, silently telling of her inner waves and struggles.

Crying loudly may still leave a trace of hope, but crying quietly only shows despair.

"Mai..."

Sakurajima Mai's mother lowered her head when she got up from the ground and felt the splashing water. She looked up at Sakurajima Mai's face. The two lines of tears were so shocking.

Mai Sakurajima's mother had been eagerly looking forward to a warm, harmonious and happy scene of forgiveness, but fate seemed to have played a joke on her.

She had never expected that Sakurajima Mai's response would be so unexpected, completely breaking her expectations.

Compared with the astonishment of Sakurajima Mai's mother, Su Yang was unusually calm. After all, Sakurajima Mai's refusal was not difficult to guess. The only answer a desperate person could give was refusal.

Su Yang gently raised his hand and stroked Sakurajima Mai's head, but did not look at Sakurajima Mai. Instead, he cleaned up the table by himself.

"Leave the dishes to me."

Su Yang knew very well that at this moment Sakurajima Mai would never want him, her boyfriend, to witness her expression like this.

Because her crying at this moment can no longer be described as beautiful or cute, it is more of a display of helplessness and fragility.

Su Yang inadvertently caught a glimpse of the sparkling light on Sakurajima Mai's cheek, which seemed to be a reflection of her inner emotions. Then, his eyes naturally fell on Sakurajima Mai's mother who was kneeling on the ground, and she was sincerely begging for Sakurajima Mai's forgiveness.

This scene made Su Yang feel a complicated emotion. He sighed softly, as if lamenting the joys and sorrows of this world.

As a person with both emotional intelligence and IQ still intact, Su Yang left very consciously and left the place to Sakurajima Mai and her daughter.

only......

Looking at the night scene outside the window, Su Yang seemed to empathize with the girl's feelings.

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(PS: Thank you all readers for your support! Thank you! The author would like to kowtow to all readers here!)

(PS: The author would like to talk about the two female characters in the "passerby heroine" except Kato Megumi and the arrangement of Dango and Isshiki in "Oregairu". They all have roles, but not in the plot. To put it bluntly, this book is still about the first year of high school. Isshiki, Kato Megumi, and Eriri are still in junior high school. Although the senior is also in high school, she is still in the same grade as the protagonist. The story of the original work basically takes place in the second year of the original male protagonist. Of course, the plot of the second year will appear soon, but it will take a few chapters.)

(PS: Midoriya is scheduled to die in the second grade. Dear readers, please tell us how you hope Midoriya will die. Of course, if you readers can give some inhuman ideas, it is also possible for him not to die. By the way, don’t forget that this book has a magic side, that is to say, death is not necessarily the end.)