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Chapter 182 Goodbye Kijima River (2)

A subtle hint of shyness flashed across Mujimakawa's face, and he scratched the back of his head with his fingers a little stiffly, as if such an action could dispel the tension and uneasiness in his heart, and then he spoke.

"I am deeply sorry, Yukinoshita-san, for the inconvenience this has caused you. I originally did not intend to hand this matter over to the Service Club, but under the persuasion of Mr. Hiratsuka, I made a muddled decision. Looking back now, this decision was indeed a bit hasty, and I feel deeply guilty for putting you and the Service Club under extra pressure. I hope you can understand my position and accept my sincere apology."

Facing such a difficult challenge right from the start?

Yukinoshita felt the warmth of Su Yang's palm like a trickle of water, passing through her fingertips to the depths of her heart. The warmth seemed to contain some kind of magic, which calmed her heart a little. She raised her head slightly and smiled elegantly at Mujima River. Although there was an imperceptible bitterness hidden in that smile, it was still as warm as a spring breeze.

In Su Yang's eyes, Yukinoshita Yukino's smile seemed unusually stiff, as if it was a deliberate cover-up that could hardly conceal her true inner feelings.

"Senior Kijima, please rest assured. There is still plenty of time and I will definitely help you with all my strength." Su Yang promised in a firm tone.

Yukinoshita Yukino's eyes fell on Kidoka's innocent smile. She couldn't help but let out a long sigh, and the emotions deep in her heart surged in an instant.

Deep down in his heart, Kijima Kawana seemed to lack the courage to move forward without fear.

Through meticulous observation, Yukinoshita Yukino is able to discern the true intentions behind the other person's behavior and accurately grasp the subtle changes in his or her heart.

Kijima's smile revealed a hint of discomfort, mixed with a hint of worry, his eyes narrowed slightly, revealing a little nervousness. His subtle hand movements could not hide his inner panic, as if he inadvertently revealed his emotions. When people are nervous, all kinds of details will be expressed vividly, and Yukinoshita Yukino, as his junior and a woman, made his nervousness even more obvious.

In the Land of Sakura, the boundaries between seniors and juniors are clear and strict. Whether in school or in society, when facing seniors, a strict set of etiquette must be adhered to. Bowing as a way to express respect is particularly important in this situation. In addition, avoiding disturbing seniors without permission is also a basic code of conduct.

Moreover, this tradition is not only limited to the school, but is deeply rooted in the hearts of the people and runs through every corner of society, becoming an indispensable part of the culture of the Sakura Country, although this is a dregs in Su Yang's view.

What's more, Yukinoshita Yukino is a female junior.

Although the concept of gender equality is advocated in modern society of Blue Star, in the reality of Sakura Country, the status of women is still subtly inferior to that of men.

The concept of male chauvinism is still deeply rooted in the country's traditional culture and social structure.

In such a context, women often face more challenges and subtle obstacles, which also leads to most men often showing some inexplicable self-confidence in front of women, especially female juniors.

In the current social environment, Kidomagawa did not show the confidence and composure that was in line with his status when interacting with a junior of the opposite sex. Instead, he fell into excessive tension.

This abnormal behavior can be said to be quite rare in a social environment deeply influenced by cherry blossom culture. It can almost be said to be unique and incompatible with the general behavioral patterns.

This is exactly the thorny challenge that Yukino Yukinoshita faces.

In addition, in sharp contrast to Suyang Yukinoshita Yukino's carefree and unconcerned attitude towards the atmosphere, Kijima Kawa seems quite reserved and is particularly sensitive to the atmosphere around him.

At the same time, Kimura is not the kind of chuunibyou patient who indulges in fantasy, nor is he a KY who likes provocative atmosphere.

In fact, Kimura is a contradictory individual who finds it difficult to integrate into the atmosphere and lacks the courage to resist when faced with pressure.

Mujima Kawa seemed to be in an invisible transparent barrier, but he was like an outsider. It was difficult for him to adapt to everything around him, but it was also difficult for him to break free from the shackles. He fell into an awkward situation where he could neither fit in nor get out of it.

Facing rejection and isolation because of one's body shape is painful and helpless, but what is even more frightening is the lack of courage to stand up and change the status quo.

The real challenge lies not in the prejudice and injustice of the outside world, but in the inner strength and determination of the individual. Only by bravely facing reality and actively seeking change can we break free from the shackles and regain a new life.

Su Yang asked a question to Senior Kijima in a straightforward manner, his eyes full of curiosity: "Senior Kijima, why do you want to have a girlfriend so much?"

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