After binding to the love system, the cannon fodder has a face

Beichen looked at Gu Kangzhe: "Let's sit down and talk. It might take a while."

Gu Kangzhe seemed to be blocked by something and said, "Okay."

The voice was very gloomy.

Beichen looked at Gu Kangzhe, then at the rain outside. This kind of weather seemed particularly suitable for expressing his thoughts.

“I was born in a very happy family, I have an older brother, good parents and good family conditions.

I was doing well in school and was an excellent student in both elementary and junior high school.

I used to be a little fat kid and didn’t look very good, but I was confident at that time.

But when I reached high school, I realized that I was really too happy.

High school became my nightmare, I was bullied.

At that time, I didn’t want to tell my parents about these things. I thought that if I just endured it, it would pass, and everything would be fine once I got into the university I liked.

But I underestimated the bad guys' thoughts. They used to bully me only occasionally, but later they bullied me whenever they met me.

It seemed as if he had recognized me.”

Beichen looked at Gu Kangzhe when he said this, and for some reason Gu Kangzhe had tears in his eyes.

He was so heartbroken.

But Beichen spoke in an indifferent tone.

"The boys who kept bullying me called me a dead pig, a fat pig, and other names.

I felt embarrassed, but there was nothing I could do; I couldn't afford to offend him.

Later, his girlfriend or someone who liked him blocked me in the bathroom for some reason.

The four of them beat me up. I don't know how many times they slapped me. I only heard one girl say, "My hands are sore from being slapped."

At that time, someone told the teacher, and my parents learned about the harm I suffered in boarding school.

My mother hugged me and cried, and my father was very angry. I was very naive at that time, but it turns out that there are differences between people.

Some people can easily control other people's lives.

Some people are just so hateful.

At that time, the school and the parents of both sides mediated the issue.

I don't know what the outcome was, I just know that we moved.

After moving to Wen County where I live now, I didn’t go to school and took half a year to adjust my mindset.

Later, I met kind classmates and responsible teachers. I gradually changed myself. When I was taking the college entrance examination, I lost weight and became more attractive. "

Beichen said and looked at Gu Kangzhe.

Gu Kangzhe looked into Beichen's eyes sadly: "Have you ever met those people who hurt you since then?"

"Azhe, actually I'm from Yang County, Anshi." As soon as Beichen finished saying this, Gu Kangzhe thought of Zhuang Wenyao.

I remembered that he said he went to high school in Yang County, the best high school.

Gu Kangzhe thought again of the fact that they were about the same age.

I thought of something else.

Before Gu Kangzhe could say anything, he heard Xia Zhi say from behind: "Is that bully Zhuang Wenyao?"

Beichen heard Xia Zhi's voice, turned around and saw the people behind him, they were the other four people.

"Did you all hear it?" Beichen asked.

Xia Zhi and the others wanted to sing, but Xing Liyan didn't want Gu Kangzhe and Beichen to be alone together, so he wanted to secretly watch what they were doing.

I didn't expect to hear such a thing.

In fact, every student who has been to school knows about school violence, but they never thought it was so serious.

Beating and insulting.

Luo Shiqi looked at the current Beichen, who was like a star, and never thought that her past self had fallen to the dust.

"I heard it." Xing Liyan said.

"I actually never thought that I would run into my former nightmare on the show. I thought the world is so big, we would never meet again.

Even if we meet, we won't recognize each other because I have changed a lot.

But I didn't expect that we could meet on the show and get along like this.

What makes me feel even sadder is that he didn't even recognize me. The time when I was bullied by others was just a joke. He didn't feel uneasy or guilty after hearing my name, he just didn't remember it.

You cause such harm to others but don't care about it. It is impossible for a person to care whether he stepped on the ant to death today.

Because it is too small to cause any harm to them. "

Gu Kangzhe asked: "What do you think now?"

Gu Kangzhe looked at Beichen and could feel her mood, the resentment and unhappiness in her heart.

Beichen looked at Gu Kangzhe: "Before I met Zhuang Wenyao, I didn't think much about it. I wanted to suppress these things in my heart and didn't want to mention them.

But just because I don’t mention it doesn’t mean it didn’t happen.”

Gu Kangzhe: "Beichen, that's not your fault. Don't punish yourself for what happened in the past. You have a bright future. You still have me. I'm with you. I support you no matter what you want to do.

Because it is you who is hurt, I can't take your place, and I can't empathize with you. I just feel sad.

Why am I not by your side? Why are you working so hard and I don’t know. ”

Tears welled up in Gu Kangzhe's eyes, falling one by one, surprising the people around him. Even Beichen, who was sitting next to him, was stunned.

"Azhe, it's all over." Beichen said.

“There is no past. If it were the past, you wouldn’t remember it so clearly, so in detail, and you wouldn’t be so sad.

I can see the sadness in your eyes every day. "Gu Kangzhe said, looking into Beichen's eyes.

Luo Shiqi looked at Beichen and realized that it was not an illusion. It turned out that there were clues to it.

Because Beichen was at a loss and was cowardly.

That's because she had been treated unfairly.

But she is fine now. Luo Shiqi suddenly felt that she was much luckier and had not suffered those bad things.

Sheng Jinghui also heard that when he was in high school, his family was well-off, and he was in a key class and studied very hard.

Never encountered such a thing.

It was still raining outside, and Beichen was looking at the scenery in the distance.

"Actually, I'm telling you this because I'm sick, I have a mental illness, so now I'm not sure about my feelings.

My illness will get better slowly, but I need to wait. I originally participated in this program because of the appearance fee.

I needed the money and had no intention of falling in love.

So I don’t want to deceive anyone.”

Beichen looked at Gu Kangzhe and felt very uneasy. She lied. She liked Gu Kangzhe. She didn't know why, but she could feel Gu Kangzhe's love.

"It's okay, I'll wait.

Not all likes will be reciprocated. My liking you is my own business, so there is no need to feel embarrassed.

You are good, I like you, and you deserve better. "

Everyone else was listening to Gu Kangzhe's confession, which was so blatant.

It can be said that he has blocked his own way.

Confessing your love to one girl in front of three girls is favoritism.