I don't want to be a doctor either.

But even for those things he had never experienced, Jingyu seemed a little uncertain.

The unforgettable feeling of losing the elf;

The helplessness in the face of huge medical expenses;

The ecstasy when learning that the elves could possibly be resurrected from the dead;

The effort he put into getting into the highest medical school of the elves;

I was grateful for the warm care from my senior sister Lu Tianran;

I am grateful for the teachings of teacher Huang Qiuling;

And the dismay when he learned that the Wind King had not come to this world;

When I returned to Water City and found that the whole environment was in tatters, I felt hopeless...

All those memories were integrated into Jingyu's soul, becoming indistinguishable from each other.

To the point that he couldn't tell for a moment whether his past life was a real dream and the experiences in his memory were his real life.

Jing Yu felt his mind was in a mess for a moment. He forced himself to suppress those noisy memories and stopped thinking about them for the time being. The most urgent thing was to deal with the matter at hand, so he continued to ask:

"Where's Nana? How's Nana?"

Hearing Jingyu's question, Lu Tianran's face turned even paler, and she stammered:

"Nana is in... another ward, Charmander is guarding her there..."

"Take me to see it!"

Jing Yu gritted his teeth and was about to sit up. Seeing this, Lu Tianran hurriedly pressed him down on the bed again, and then said anxiously:

"Don't move, you're seriously injured..."

"Cough cough..."

Because standing up affected the wounds all over his body, Jing Yu suddenly trembled in pain, and his rapid breathing caused him to cough.

It took him a long time to catch his breath, and he realized that with his current physical condition, he might not be able to move well, so he could only ask Lu Tianran about Nana's condition again.

After he asked persistently several times, Lu Tianran told him with a bitter face and lifeless eyes.

"Nana's condition is not optimistic. There is nothing wrong with her body, but she just can't wake up. According to similar cases, maybe... maybe it will be difficult for her to wake up..."

"Is it so serious?"

Jingyu frowned and said through gritted teeth:

"Senior sister, I'm sorry..."

Jingyu felt very guilty at this time. After all, Nana's problem was caused by super evolution, and he was the one who gave her the props for super evolution, so strictly speaking, it was indeed him who caused the crisis, and it was because of him that Nana fell into a deep sleep.

Lu Tianran shook his head when he heard this, then sighed and said:

"It has nothing to do with you. I think it's Nana's own problem..."

More than an hour later, Lu Tianran came to Nana's ward with Jingyu, who was on crutches. When the little fire dragon saw Jingyu, he rushed up crying and wanted to pounce on Jingyu regardless of anything. Fortunately, he was stopped by Lu Tianran in mid-air.

[Wow, Jingyu, I thought... I thought you were like Nana and couldn't wake up... Wow, wow, wow. ]

The little fire dragon was still flapping its wings and crying loudly in Lu Tianran's arms.

Seeing this, Jingyu smiled with relief, touched his little head and said:

"I'm fine."

Jingyu and the others came to the bedside and saw Nana lying quietly. Although she was in a coma at this time, her brows were furrowed and her teeth were clenched tightly, as if she was still experiencing some painful memories.

Lu Tianran sat down beside Nana's bed, touched Nana's cheek, and murmured, "Maybe she doesn't want to wake up..."

Then Lu Tianran picked up an apple and said while peeling it:

“Nana and I met in the Elf Forest of Kyoto more than ten years ago. At that time, the law was not yet sound and poaching of elves still occurred from time to time.

Part of the Kyoto Forest belongs to the Lu family's sphere of influence. I was conducting routine patrols with other people at the time, and later found some traces left by poachers, so we followed the traces to investigate.

Soon, two elf corpses were found, both of which were eaten beyond recognition and bloody.

One is Gardevoir, the other is Aledo..."

"Is it possible?"

Jingyu and Charmander's pupils constricted.

Lu Tianran sighed and continued:

"Yes, they are Nana's parents."

"These bastards!"

Jingyu slammed his fist on the wall.

Lu Tianran cut the peeled apple into several pieces, handed them to Jingyu, and then continued:

"We eventually found Nana unconscious in a tree hole a few hundred meters away. I think the poachers discovered us and left early, so she was able to save her life.

So we took her back to our tribe. After she woke up, she kept crying and didn't allow humans to get close to her.

I can understand the way she looks at humans; it is hatred and fear etched deep in her bones."

“Wow! (Nana is even more miserable than me!)”

The little fire dragon started crying again. Jingyu held him in his arms and patted his back to comfort him.

“Nana tried to commit suicide more than once, but was eventually found and rescued by her tribe members. Later, the tribe members gradually lost patience with her and locked her up so that she could not commit suicide.

Later, I couldn't bear it anymore and became her trainer."

Memories of the past gradually emerged in Lu Tianran's eyes.

"Do you know? Being her trainer is really hard. I can't sleep well every day because I'm worried about her getting into trouble. She always refuses to eat when I feed her. She always glares at you fiercely. She refuses to do anything you ask her to do..."

As Lu Tianran spoke, he couldn't help but shook his head and laughed bitterly.

“Maybe my persistence worked. Nana transformed into Gardevoir more than five years ago. Since then, her personality has improved a lot and she has become much more obedient.

Of course, she was still so sensitive and timid. It was from that time that she slowly began to be willing to communicate with me. Later I found that she seemed to have forgotten what happened that year. "

"That makes sense. My parents were brutally murdered by humans, but I was saved and raised by humans."

"I hate humans, but I have to be grateful to them."

"My conflicting emotions cannot be reconciled, and in the end I can only block my memory to prevent myself from going crazy."

"Maybe she's thinking about what happened back then. She doesn't know how to face me and humans..."

“I actually thought she had already come out…”

Lu Tianran forced out an ugly smile in self-mockery.

As she laughed, two lines of tears rolled down her cheeks, and she sobbed and said:

"I should have figured it out sooner. I shouldn't have left her alone with this part of her personality..."

"Sister..."

Jing Yu felt very distressed when he saw Lu Tianran like this. He took her hand and comforted her:

"It's not your fault...you've done well enough."

Jingyu looked at Nana on the bed with complicated eyes and said:

"It all depends on whether Nana can forgive herself..."