Reborn as a Merchant Girl, the General's Beloved

Anan was not in a hurry. She stood up to get the bottle, held onto the edge of the bed and sat on the floor, leaning against Chen Niangzi's head, looking at her closed eyes, unscrewing the bottle cap, tilting her head back and taking a sip, she whispered, "Niangzi, you must miss him a lot."

There was still no reaction on Chen's face, but hot tears rolled down uncontrollably, dripping onto the sunken soft pillow and rolling down to her hands.

Anan reached out his hand, trembling, and gently wiped away the wetness for her, then smiled at her.

The burning heat of the liquor passed through her throat and into her stomach, burning Anan so much that she felt dizzy. She turned over, leaned against the edge of the bed, and began to drink sip by sip, saying, "I have hated the heavens, the earth, this world, everyone, myself, and him, but there is still no way I can stop thinking about him..."

After Anan finished speaking, she heard faint sobbing sounds behind her. Anan did not turn around, but her eyes were also filled with tears. She did not dare to look at Chen, for fear that all she could see was herself, those heart-wrenching, helpless and endlessly desperate days.

Even though I have lost it now and have found it again, whenever I think of those more than a thousand days and nights, it still feels like a thousand arrows piercing my heart, the pain is unbearable.

Anan drank gulps of wine, and the cool heat quickly gathered in her stomach, causing tears to fall from her eyes. She wiped them away stubbornly, but the tears did not stop, but her entire face turned red. She raised her head and drank the whole bottle of wine, then laughed and murmured, "You want to die, right?"

No one answered and the crying continued intermittently.

"But what can I do?" Anan muttered to himself, grinning foolishly, "If I want to end the pain, death is the simplest and most effective choice. But, my lady, do you know? Although he is no longer in this world, he is still there. If you really die, he will really be gone, because the only person in this world who will think of him is also gone..."

Before coming here, Anan actually had a lot to say, but after two whole cans of strong liquor, she had long lost track of east, west, south, and north. It seemed as if she had once again left the entire world, and she was completely out of control, not to mention her speech. Now she was left with only a dry mouth and a burning sensation all over her body...

At this almost chaotic moment, she suddenly felt a little scared. What if she left like this and never saw him again? Thinking of this, she began to "save herself".

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As soon as he reached the door, he heard Chen's wailing, which sounded like the howling of a wild animal, which was extremely frightening. He turned back to look for the two little girls, because Anan had come, they knew where to go to play, so he turned back and told Bi'an, "Go find Jinyun!"

Bi An received the order and did not dare to delay, and left quickly.

He suddenly pushed the door open. There was no light in the room, and the smell of alcohol was strong.

With the moonlight shining through the window panes, he saw Anan leaning lazily against the edge of the bed, already fast asleep. Her outer robe had been pulled off and pressed beneath her body, leaving her only a soft, thin shirt on her body, which was pulled loosely. The large area of ​​white skin on her chest was dazzlingly bright, and a corner of her apricot-colored bellyband was faintly visible. The hairpin in her hair was casually thrown on the ground. Her dark hair was disheveled, and her feet were bare.

She seemed unsatisfied and was about to unbutton her thin shirt.

The scene before him made his heart skip a beat. Without time to think about it, he just walked forward quickly and closed the door.

Jiuling remained calm, turned around silently and blocked the door.