The cold husband can't warm me up, I don't love him anymore

She was thinking too much.

After pinching her cold fingers, Cui Lingyi felt as if all the strength had been drained out of her.

"I drink."

As she took the bowl of medicine, tears rolled down her cheeks unconsciously, her small nose turned red, and she looked particularly sad.

"Madame Wang, my mouth has been very bitter lately. Could you bring me some honey water?"

Nanny Wang hesitated for a moment, but still went out.

Cui Lingyi lowered her eyes, stretched out her arm and poured all the medicine into the vase beside the bed.

At noon, Shen Du came back unexpectedly.

After entering the room, he took off his black cloak embroidered with gold, and the dark blue clothes underneath made his skin look even whiter.

Even those sharp eyes had a hint of gentleness.

Knowing that he was going to stay for lunch, Cui Lingyi was delighted, but tears welled up in her eyes and she quickly turned around and ran out.

She hadn't eaten at the same table with him for a long time.

"Then I'll have someone prepare a few more dishes you like."

When she got outside, she stopped again, pressed her pounding heart with her small hands, and turned back to look at Shen Du quietly.

The man has delicate features and is very handsome.

But there was always a kind of coldness and gloom between his eyebrows, and he looked very difficult to approach.

But Cui Lingyi was not afraid.

She liked all of him.

Even though he is always so cold, she still loves him.

At one point she even thought it would be better to keep it cool so that those women wouldn't come up to her like blood-sucking leeches.

She smiled shyly and placed her right hand on her belly.

It seems that her efforts last night were very useful.

He came back today.

If they had a child, Shen Du would definitely go home more often and stay with her more.

She stared blankly at the man sitting in the room, her eyes filled with despair and sadness that she herself was not aware of.

"Husband, try this."

She picked up a piece of dried bamboo shoots with chopsticks and looked at him with blinking eyes.

This thing is cold, and the doctor said it’s better for her not to eat it, but since Shen Du ate it, it was the same as if she had eaten it too.

She thought about it and felt sweet in her heart.

"Ali." Shen Du suddenly put down his chopsticks.

Ah Li is her nickname. After her mother passed away, only Shen Du called her that.

Cui Lingyi smiled sweetly, "Well, husband?"

The man looked at her with deep eyes and a cold expression.

"Have you taken the medicine this morning? I took too much last night. I'm afraid you might be pregnant."

Last night was as hot as fire, but the man's words were as cold as winter ice.

The chopsticks in Cui Lingyi's hand fell to the ground with a clang, and her whole body froze.

Shen Du's eyebrows were cold and fierce, and he suddenly showed his hostility. "What's wrong? Didn't Nanny Wang send it over?"

"I sent it." Cui Lingyi smiled to cover it up. "How could she not listen to the Marquis's words?"

"Ah."

Shen Du looked at her deeply and didn't say another word until the meal was over.

As he was leaving, Cui Lingyi chased after him and hugged him from behind.

"My dear, Ah Li loves you very much..."

The man paused, without turning around, he held her hands in front of her waist with both hands, his voice cold.

"know."

"Husband, we have been married for three years, shouldn't we have a child?"

silence......

After a brief silence, the man separated her hands and walked away without looking back.

The cold wind blew across her tear-stained cheeks, causing her pain like a needle prick.

She doesn't understand.

She endured his indifference and the rumors outside.

It's so difficult just to have a child of my own.

Or, in his heart, the legitimate son of the Shen family, his own flesh and blood, should not have been born in her womb at all!

For the first time, Cui Lingyi began to doubt herself.

Does Shen Du really need her love like this?

Does he care?

Shen Du did not come back for the next few days.

After finding out that he had not left Beijing but had been busy in the government office, she personally cooked a few of his favorite dishes, intending to give him a surprise.

I haven't been out for a long time. The capital has changed a lot and it's become a lot more lively.

When the car reached Zhongcheng Street, it was blocked by pedestrians coming and going, so she had to get out.

The Imperial City Office is just off Erdao Street, a short walk away.

"Hey, that looks like the Marquis!"

Bu Yun pointed across in surprise.

Cui Lingyi looked over quickly and saw Shen Du as expected.

The man was wearing a black cloak and was tall and slender, like a sharp sword in the crowd.

A woman in a red dress stood next to him.

It was the same one she had seen last time.

The two seemed to be talking about something, and the woman was in high spirits, smiling like a flower.

And Shen Du turned his head to look at her from time to time.

His eyebrows were relaxed and he was in a good mood.

Suddenly, he seemed to curl up the corners of his lips and smiled, then reached out and took something the woman gave him.

Cui Lingyi could no longer stand, and she squeezed into the crowd like crazy.

She didn't believe he would laugh.

She didn't believe he would accept anything from a woman!

From childhood to adulthood, she had never seen him smile at anyone, and he would never accept anything from any woman!

Just when she was about to rush to him, as if to prove something, Shen Du really curled his lips and smiled, then lowered his head to look at the thing in his hand.

The relaxed brows looked like a lazy little sun that suddenly opened its eyes, instantly warming the autumn haze.

So dazzling.

With a "clang" sound, something in my heart seemed to break.

A heart-rending shudder ran through her body, freezing her limbs.

She stood there, with a sentence echoing in her heart.

——It turns out he can laugh.

She originally thought that he was such a cold person, but now, he smiled at another woman.

How much he must love that woman to do things he never does!

Cui Lingyi looked back in despair and walked aimlessly among the crowd.

I could hear the people talking.

"The Commander and Doctor Feng are such a perfect match!"

"Doctor Feng has made such great contributions and has been conferred the title of county lord. He is now qualified to enter the Shen family!"

"I hope that woman from the Cui family will ask to leave the family, so that Doctor Feng can become a proper marquis' wife!"

"..."

Yes, although the woman was born into a peasant family, she had good medical skills.

Not long ago, a plague broke out in the suburbs of Beijing. This woman not only provided prescriptions, but also cooked the medicine herself, saving the lives of tens of thousands of people.

Who wouldn't love such a kind-hearted, passionate, cheerful and generous woman?

It suddenly occurred to her that once upon a time, she was like this too.

Blooming unrestrainedly, like a sunflower.

Her maternal grandfather was an imperial physician and also ran a medicinal materials business. She often went to help when she was a child.

But later, Shen Du said that if she wanted to be a wife of the Shen family, she could not show her face in public, so she decided not to go.

The sunflower was trapped in the inner house and became a weak and delicate flower, which was gradually withering.

Thinking of this, she stopped suddenly, turned around and looked at Shen Du deeply, and made a decision in her heart.

......

"Don't move, follow me!"

At a corner not far from the Marquis's Mansion, someone held a sharp knife to her back.

"who are you?"

"Don't worry about who I am. I know you are Shen Du's woman. If Shen Du kills my whole family, I will kill his woman!"

.....

She felt a heart-wrenching pain, and in her last consciousness, she seemed to see Shen Du.

That cold and beautiful face was ferocious and was shouting something at her.

She suddenly didn't like him like this anymore.

"Shen Du, it hurts so much, it hurts more than loving you... In my next life, I don't want to love you anymore..."