The cold husband can't warm me up, I don't love him anymore

Feng Zhenzhu obviously didn't expect her to suddenly ask this question, and was stunned for a moment.

"...Why are you asking this all of a sudden?"

Cui Lingyi straightened her sleeves with a smile.

"It's not that I just remembered my illness when I saw you taking my pulse, and I'm a little worried."

In fact, she had been dreaming for the last few nights.

I always dream about the three years when I was married to Shen Du in my previous life.

He was full of affection one moment and asked her to drink contraceptive soup the next.

Or I keep dreaming about old things in the past.

Shen Du protected her, supported her, and said that he was willing to change for her.

I'd do anything for her, as long as she wasn't so cold.

I dreamed of the crystal in his eyes and that terrible redness.

She felt unwell several times when she woke up.

I always feel unusually uncomfortable in my heart, as if something is extra and something is missing.

After getting up early this morning, she suddenly remembered her strange illness.

Thinking about her past life, she was indeed weak and felt heart discomfort from time to time.

But I didn’t faint like I do now.

For a moment I wondered if there was any connection between them?

I originally planned not to ask, but now I really want to know.

So I couldn't help but ask.

"Oh." Feng Zhenzhu smiled at her, "Why do you think so much? Anyway, your sister will protect you..."

"As for meeting Shen Du, it must have been an accident!"

"How come you forgot? Wasn't it in Shangyang that time when I saw Shen Du chasing after that mistress named Yue... Didn't I also meet you at that time?"

"Oh."

Cui Lingyi didn't know what to say.

There was obviously something hidden in Feng Zhenzhu's words.

Moreover, at that time, she also saw from upstairs that it didn't seem like the two of them were meeting for the first time.

only...

She didn't want to explore the relationship between Feng Zhenzhu and Shen Du, she just suddenly wanted to know what disease she had?

What exactly is her illness that Feng Zhenzhu and Shen Du have worked together to cover up?

"Why, are you not satisfied with my answer? Is there anything else you want to ask?"

Feng Zhenzhu looked at her with a smile, her expression as sincere as ever.

"How could I not be satisfied?" Cui Lingyi also laughed, "Sister Zhenzhu, you know, I received a letter from Shen Du a few days ago."

Feng Zhenzhu's eyebrows twitched, and she continued cheerfully, "What's wrong? I told you that he would believe you. Wouldn't the problem of not causing floods be solved? Ah Li, I remember that he seemed quite depressed when he left... Hehe... You better not make him too sad..."

The smile on Cui Lingyi's face deepened.

"Sister Pearl, you are right. I am thinking whether I should change my mind. But I don't like him hiding everything from me... For example, when I was sick, I always felt that he knew more than me..."

Feng Zhenzhu hesitated for a moment.

"What can I say? It's just hypoglycemia..."

"Well, after thinking about it, I decided to forget it. I really don't like his quiet personality... Sister Zhenzhu, didn't you say that you should marry an obedient man? Does someone like Shen Du count?"

“......It doesn’t seem to count?!” Feng Zhenzhu hesitated.

I am also conflicted inside.

Of course she knew what Cui Lingyi was testing.

I just want to know my true condition.

As a doctor, she agreed to conceal the condition to a certain extent.

But that depends on what the disease is and whether the patient's personality can withstand the stress of treatment.

Some patients are born fragile and have a natural resistance to understanding their condition.

I always feel that if I don’t know what disease I have, then essentially, I don’t have that disease.

Of course, it is better to hide the truth from such people.

And it may have a better effect on subsequent treatment.

But Cui Lingyi doesn't belong to this category at all.

Perhaps in Shen Du's eyes, Cui Lingyi is a delicate person who does not have the courage to take responsibility.

I was worried that she wouldn't be able to bear it after she knew that she had heart problems, would never be able to have children, and might die at any time.

Even Mrs. Cui was like this back then.

She was clearly already seriously ill, but she still pretended that she was just unwell.

In order to prevent Cui Lingyi from noticing anything, she stayed away from her daughter to see her sickness for ten years.

Cui Lingyi was forced to grow up in an environment where she knew nothing.

This kind of protection and maternal love is indeed touching, but it may not be a good thing for Cui Lingyi.

In her opinion, Cui Lingyi has a unique kind of clarity.

She is different from other women of this era.

He has a strong ability to accept things and can always feel details that others cannot.

Otherwise, how could she, a time traveler, be so open with her, like a real sister?

But she had promised Shen Du that she would never tell Cui Lingyi the real cause of the illness.

If she breaks the agreement, there's no telling what that madman Shen Du will do to her.

But judging from the situation, Cui Lingyi clearly became suspicious of Shen Du.

It is even possible that she completely rejects Shen Du's pursuit for this reason.

Thinking of this, she couldn't help but sigh slightly.

If Shen Du knew, it was his concealment of everything that caused Cui Lingyi to reject him and not want to be with him.

I wonder what he would think?

Well, seeing how sincere he was, maybe she could tell him about this the next time they met? !

"Sister Pearl, what are you thinking about?"

A gentle call brought her back to her senses, and Feng Zhenzhu felt a little uncomfortable.

But she thought quickly and immediately found an excuse for herself.

"Where is Shen Du? I suddenly thought of Xie Jin!"

Sure enough, Cui Lingyi's attention was instantly drawn to her, with a hint of amusement on her face.

"What's wrong with him? He comes to see you every day. I didn't expect that the King of Linjiang, who has always been like a banished immortal, also has this side. Sister Zhenzhu is really charming!"

Speaking of this, Feng Zhenzhu felt really uncomfortable.

He immediately snorted coldly.

"What's so great about that? I just realized now that Xie Jin is not clean at all!"

"Why isn't it clean?" Cui Lingyi was puzzled. "Prince Linjiang is famous for his love of cleanliness. Don't you know that the maids who clean his clothes have to wear gloves?"

"It has nothing to do with being clean." Feng Zhenzhu waved her hands, snorting.

"What is that?" Cui Lingyi was even more confused.

Feng Zhenzhu pouted and said, "It's just that he's not clean anymore. He used to have a good relationship with someone!"

"Puff..." Cui Lingyi couldn't hold back the tea in her mouth and sprayed it out on the spot.

"Ahem, Sister Pearl..."

Feng Zhenzhu rolled her eyes and walked over to pat her back.

"What's wrong? Are you surprised?"

Cui Lingyi nodded repeatedly, feeling that it was a bit exaggerated.

"Sister Zhenzhu, don't you know? All the men in Dajing have three wives and four concubines, not to mention that the King of Linjiang is a prince? I heard that as long as the royal children are over sixteen years old, they will have a special aunt to teach them..."