After rebirth, I kidnapped the sickly Dugong

Si Jiu couldn't figure it out, but Wen Baizhi is back now.

Si Jiu had no choice but to put his clothes in order and go back.

When Wen Baizhi saw him coming out from behind, her first reaction was to see that he hadn't changed his clothes yet.

"Didn't you bathe?" she asked.

Si Jiu shook his head: "No, it's not too late yet."

His original intention was to urinate before taking a bath.

Because for a disabled person like him, whenever he urinates, some urine will drip onto his body.

He wanted to wait until everything was done before taking a shower and changing clothes.

I just didn't expect Wen Baizhi to come back so early.

Don’t blame her for coming back early, blame yourself for being useless.

Not surprisingly, Si Jiu fell into a quagmire of inferiority again.

Wen Baizhi saw that his face looked strange and went forward to pull him.

But when she was about to touch his hand, he stepped back to avoid it.

"No, don't touch me yet." He hadn't had time to wash his hands and he was dirty.

"What's wrong?" Wen Baizhi felt more and more that something was wrong with him.

Si Jiu shook his head in panic: "I'm fine, I just, I might need to wash my hands."

When he said this his voice was very soft, as if the words were being squeezed out from between his teeth.

Wen Baizhi thought he was going to do something, but it turned out he just wanted to wash his hands.

She walked over to the washbasin.

There is clean water in it.

She brought the basin over.

"Come and wash your hands."

Si Jiu looked at her: "Do you want to wash?"

Wen Baizhi naturally wanted to wash as well: "Yes, you wash first, and I'll wash after you finish."

Si Jiu put his hands back behind his back and said, "Then you wash first, I'll wash after you finish."

Wen Baizhi really didn't know that it was just a matter of order for washing hands, which made him look even paler.

She put the basin on the table and washed her hands carefully again and again.

Only after she took her hands out of the water and shook off the water did Si Jiu slowly walk to the table and wash his own hands.

His hands are thin but very white.

The veins on the back of his hand are very obvious because he is too thin.

It was like a seed trying to break through the soil, slowly breaking free from the thin layer of skin on the back of his hand.

Wen Baizhi did not hide the look in her eyes as she looked at his hand.

Si Jiu quickened the pace of washing his hands, and after finishing, he opened the door and poured out the water.

Wen Baizhi joked, "Now you can let me touch you, Lord Governor."

Si Jiu's face turned red, and he hadn't recovered from the embarrassment he had just felt in the back.

But Wen Baizhi didn't know what he was thinking. She only knew that he had washed his hands now and could continue what he had just done.

She smiled and tried to pull Sijiu's hand.

But when I was about to touch his hand, I saw his expression change from panic to horror in an instant.

It seemed like something happened that he couldn't control.

Not only did his expression change suddenly, his face also changed from being slightly red to being whiter than paper.

"Zijin?" Wen Baizhi called his name worriedly.

Si Jiu felt a familiar pain in his lower abdomen.

This is almost always the signal he uses to know he has successfully urinated.

Although he couldn't feel it, he knew that he was in front of Wen Baizhi at the moment.

in front of her.

I peed on myself.

No, she can't know.

Go, Si Jiu, go quickly.

Wen Baizhi saw that his expression was becoming increasingly strange. When she was about to go up to see him, Si Jiu suddenly pushed away her arm and ran straight to the small room at the back.

The small room at the back is used for bathing and going to the toilet.

Therefore, a door was added between the small room and the room in front.

There are also door latches.

Si Jiu used almost all of his strength to quickly walk to the small room, close the door and bolt it.

After doing all this, he leaned against the door like a fish out of water, gasping for breath.

Wen Baizhi was knocking on the door: "Zijin? Zijin, what happened? Why did you come in here again? Did you lock the door? Open the door, I'm worried about you."

Si Jiu bit the back of his hand, trying to calm himself down.

Maybe it didn't leak out.

He was going to take a look.

It might just be his illusion, lower abdominal pain could also be stomach pain.

It's okay, he'll just take a look.

If he hadn't leaked it on him, he would immediately open the door and apologize to Wen Baizhi.

It doesn't matter how she scolds or hits herself.

He wanted to take a look.

He bit his left hand, lowered his head, and placed his right hand in a familiar position in front of him.

Tide.

He touched it.

Did he really do such a thing in front of her?

Just now when she was about to approach him with a smile.

Did she smell something bad about herself?

She must have smelled it, she was so close.

What should he do.

What can he do?

Once again, Si Jiu couldn't suppress his hatred for Qi Yan'an.

I hate myself even more for being so embarrassed now.

Why did he have to be so embarrassed in front of the woman he loved when he clearly felt he was the happiest?

It's obvious that he is no longer a complete man in front of the woman he loves.

Why, still treat him like this?

Thinking of this, Si Jiu's tears rolled down from his eyes.

He bit the back of his hand even harder.

He couldn't make any crying sound so that Wen Baizhi outside the door could hear him.

It's not that he doesn't want to leave this door.

But he really didn't have the strength anymore.

If he stood up at this moment, he would definitely fall down.

Wen Baizhi had clearly applied medicine and massaged her knees so carefully.

But he always managed to screw everything up.

He was always so useless.

His tears fell more and more, dripping onto the ground at his feet.

Wen Baizhi was still knocking on the door outside.

"Zijin, even if you can't come out, you have to say something, at least let me know that you are fine now."

She was worried about herself.

Si Jiu knew that he couldn't let her worry so much.

He loosened the back of his hand, and his voice was choked and hoarse when he spoke.

"I am fine."

From his voice he could tell that something was wrong.

"Zijin, no matter what happened, tell me, tell me, and we can figure it out together, okay?"

No, he couldn't say it.

How could he say such an embarrassing thing?

When Si Jiu saw his outer robe, he thought that it was these clothes that were stained with the odor.

He ripped his clothes hard in frustration.

Until all clothes are taken off, leaving only underwear.

His thin, shapeless, naked upper body appeared before his eyes again.

He couldn't imagine how he was worthy of appearing in front of Wen Baizhi when his body was so ugly and different from that of ordinary men.

He doesn't deserve it.

He looked at the clothes thrown into a pile on the ground and felt that he was just like the clothes, covered in dirt and mud, and should also be thrown aside.

If Wen Baizhi threw him aside.

If.

Si Jiu finally couldn't hold back anymore. He squatted down, hugged his head in pain, and burst into tears.

This was almost the first time he cried so loudly and so desperately.

Wen Baizhi outside the door naturally heard it.

"Zijin, Zijin."

She only heard crying but no one responded.