After rebirth, I kidnapped the sickly Dugong

Life or death?

Wen Baizhi didn't expect that Si Jiu would ask a question about life and death.

She thought about it and asked him back: "You said it's the person you care about the most. If the person you care about the most dies, will you forget him?"

Si Jiu naturally shook his head: "No."

He will never forget Wen Bai.

Wen Baizhi said, "That's good, isn't it? As long as you don't forget him, he will always live somewhere you can't see. Only when you completely forget him will he truly die in your heart."

Just like Wen Bai in the past, Si Jiu had never forgotten her. Even when he was unconscious due to illness, he kept calling her name.

Wen Baizhi didn't pay attention at first, but now she realizes that she was jealous of Wen Bai.

And Wen Bai is herself.

What a messy relationship.

"But I will never forget her until I die." Si Jiu said slowly.

"Then as long as you are still alive, that person is still alive." Wen Baizhi said.

Si Jiu repeated her words in a low voice: "As long as I am alive, she is still alive."

So, during the three years since Wen Bai's death, he used his heart's blood to water the soul-binding lamp day and night, in exchange for the current Wen Baizhi.

Is there a reason behind this that he is still alive and remembers her?

He began to feel fortunate that before he met Wen Baizhi again, he asked Rong Heng to remove the scar on his heart.

Otherwise, she had seen his upper body countless times during this period, and he had shown her his scar. If she asked him where it came from, he was afraid that he would really tell her the truth.

After all, he couldn't lie to her.

If Wen Baizhi knew about the existence of the soul-binding lamp.

Then she would definitely know that he already knew that she was Wen Bai.

Then Wen Baizhi would recall Si Zijin, the man who was weak but at least a normal man in the past.

Si Jiu would rather Wen Baizhi only have the memory of Si Jiu, who has now become a eunuch.

I also don't want her to remember the healthy Si Zijin of the past.

It wasn't Wen Baizhi who couldn't bear this kind of gap, but he couldn't bear it.

As long as Wen Baizhi doesn't know that he already knows that she is Wen Bai, then he can continue to deceive himself like this.

What Wen Baizhi is thinking about now is how to explain to Si Jiu that she is Wen Bai.

She knew that Si Jiu always had great trust in her.

Even if she said something that was inconsistent with the times, he would believe in her unconditionally.

Even if it was the so-called resurrection of the dead, he would definitely believe it.

But Si Jiu suppressed his inner self too much and lived under the shadow of Wen Bai's death for so long.

She didn't dare to tell him rashly that Wen Bai was still alive and had turned into Wen Baizhi.

She had heard the story of Fan Jin passing the imperial examination.

People may not be able to bear the extreme joy or sorrow for a while and may even suffer a mental breakdown.

Wen Bai’s death was a great sorrow to Si Jiu.

Then Wen Baizhi's return as Wen Bai would definitely be another great joy for Si Jiu.

With such great sorrow and joy at the same time, she was really worried that Si Jiu wouldn't be able to bear it.

So this matter needs to be considered carefully and prepared step by step.

Just when both of them were preoccupied with their own thoughts, Ping An came back with the medicine brought back by a fast horse.

The medicine was still steaming when it was brought to the bed.

Ping'an is a careful person. When he came in, he saw the dirt beside the bed and cleaned it up silently.

Wen Baizhi didn't put down her hands which were covering the noses of the two men until they had handled the situation safely and walked out.

After putting her hand down, Wen Baizhi pretended to rub her arm: "Oh, it's really tiring to keep holding this arm up and tense."

Seeing her little girlish behavior, Si Jiu pretended to stand up and massage her arm.

Wen Baizhi held him down: "Don't move, I'll help you get up and take the medicine."

Si Jiu waited obediently for her to lean against the head of the bed, then reached out and pressed her arm.

"Don't be so stupid next time," he said.

Wen Baizhi deliberately said: "How am I stupid? You are the stupidest fool."

Unexpectedly, Si Jiu actually admitted: "Yes, I am that fool."

After hearing what he said, Wen Baizhi didn't know what to say next.

Her tone paused and she brought the medicine over.

She explained, "When you were unconscious earlier, the situation was urgent. I asked the waiter to find a doctor for you at this post station. I don't know if his medical skills are good, but this is the only solution. You don't know how dangerous your situation was at that time."

She continued, "The doctor gave you a prescription after examining you, and I asked Ping An to find someone to get the medicine. The doctor said that you are in a lot of physical deficiency, so the dosage he prescribed is very high. You will definitely feel uncomfortable after drinking it."

Before she finished her words, Si Jiu said, "I'll drink."

Wen Baizhi was stunned again.

"But you're awake now. Maybe it's okay not to take the medicine yet. After all, your body may not be able to withstand it after taking it." This is also what she is most worried about.

Si Jiu squeezed her wrist: "I'll drink."

Wen Baizhi stared at him without blinking: "Maybe we can wait for Rong Heng to arrive and let him treat you. The medicine he prescribes should be milder for you and easier for you to accept."

Si Jiu was about to take the medicine from her hand.

"I drink." He said for the third time.

He still remembered the scene when Wen Baizhi threw herself into his arms with tears and fear after he woke up just now.

She was scared, he could see that.

So he wanted to reassure her.

As long as she drinks this medicine, no matter what happens in the future, at least at this moment, she will definitely feel relieved and not so helpless.

He couldn't bear to see her show even the slightest bit of worry or fear.

Seeing his firm attitude, Wen Baizhi, who always respected his decisions, felt relieved.

She held the bowl to his mouth.

"Ping An is so careless that he didn't even bring a spoon with him."

Si Jiu lowered his head, revealing his white neck.

He slowly drank the medicine directly against the wall of the bowl.

After finishing a bowl of medicine, Wen Baizhi wiped the medicine stains from the corners of his mouth.

"You are great, Zijin." She praised him.

Wen Baizhi put the empty bowl aside and began to look at Si Jiu's face nervously.

"How do you feel now?"

Si Jiu said: "I just drank it, and I don't feel anything yet."

Wen Baizhi then said, "If you feel bad later, you must tell me, okay?"

Si Jiu nodded.

Wen Baizhi's hair was still in his hand, and he needed to find a place to keep it properly.

But he was too embarrassed to let her know, so he had to think of a way to get her out.

"I feel like eating something." He made up an excuse.

This is naturally what Wen Baizhi wants to hear the most.

As expected, as soon as he said this, Wen Baizhi was like a chicken with blood injected, and immediately said:

"You must be hungry. When I got here, I asked Ping An to go to the kitchen to make porridge. It must be ready now. I'll bring it to you right away. Just wait for me here."

When Si Jiu heard the word "good boy", his cheeks felt slightly hot, but he still nodded obediently.

As soon as Wen Baizhi left, he loosened his grip.

The palms of my hands, which had been tightly grasping my hair, were now full of sweat.

He didn't care and just wanted to hide his hair quickly.

He pulled off the sachet hanging around his waist and took out everything inside.

With an extremely satisfied and shy expression, he pulled out a few strands of his hair.

Slowly wrap your hair around Wen Baizhi's hair.

It seemed like these two were always entangled with each other.

Never separate.

Finally, he carefully placed the tangled hair into a sachet.

Then place the sachet on your heart.

Even though he and she would not be happy in the end, at least at this moment, he felt that they would be happy forever.

very nice.

He had something more to remember her by in the future.