After rebirth, I kidnapped the sickly Dugong

Even after Ping An finished speaking and left, Wen Baizhi still maintained the same posture of standing there with her arms crossed.

She knew that Si Jiu was going to Jinzhou.

Even the fact that I will be leaving in three days.

So it was for this reason that Si Jiu lost control and vomited and spit blood.

He even didn't let himself look at him, and locked himself in his original world and refused to come out.

Wen Baizhi was in a dilemma.

She asked Si Jiu what happened, but Si Jiu didn't tell her, which meant that Si Jiu had not yet fully accepted the idea of ​​going to Jinzhou and he would not take her with him.

If he was going to take her there, he would have told her.

When she was Wen Bai, she liked to travel around.

Jinzhou is a prosperous capital in the south, so she had naturally been there.

Who would have thought that in just a few short years, the once rich southern land of fish and rice would become harvestless as it is now. Are the people rebelling?

Wen Baizhi stood here in silence for a long time.

She did not go to see Si Jiu that night.

Not because I was mad at him.

She would never be angry with Si Jiu.

She was just racing against time to prepare for her trip to Jinzhou.

After all, she only has three days left.

Yes, this afternoon, she was ready to go to Jinzhou with Si Jiu.

Si Jiu is in poor health, doesn't like to be approached by others, and always keeps things to himself.

She would never feel at ease if she really had to let him go to Jinzhou alone, especially at such a dangerous time.

So she hurried to find Cuizhi and first found a more breathable cloth. When she arrived in Jinzhou, she would make gauze to use when changing Sijiu's dressing.

The temperature in Jinzhou is hotter than in Kyoto at this time, and the more breathable gauze will also be beneficial to Si Jiu's wound recovery.

Furthermore, Ping An said that this mission was very arduous, and Wen Baizhi guessed that he might not be able to return before the New Year.

She and Cuizhi then packed a lot of things needed for the winter.

The previous colored glass bottle was used very well, and Ping An later asked a craftsman to make ten more for Wen Baizhi.

Cuizhi then made ten new covers and put them on the outside of the glass bottles.

They have prepared all the hand-warming items needed for the winter.

Wen Baizhi was so immersed in preparing things that she didn't realize how time passed so quickly.

By the time she stuffed the last cloak into the box, it was already the third night since she and Si Jiu had last separated.

In other words, Si Jiu will leave Kyoto early tomorrow morning.

During these three days, Wen Baizhi and Cuizhi stayed in their room and rarely went out.

Therefore, she knew nothing about Si Jiu's situation.

Although she didn't blame him for hiding the truth from her, Wen Baizhi was still a little angry.

She found Ping'an and, under the cover of night, moved the five large boxes she had prepared onto the carriage.

She also asked Ping'an to find two sets of clothes for the eunuchs.

She planned to dress up as a little eunuch tomorrow morning and follow behind the carriage to give Si Jiu a surprise.

It wasn't until she was done and lying on the bed that she remembered.

I haven't visited Si Jiu for the past three days, so I don't know if he has eaten and slept well.

The Si Jiu that she was worried about had not left his room for the past three days.

The image of Wen Baizhi's back as she left him was a scene that made him feel heartbroken whenever he thought of it.

He didn't even have the courage to reach out and hold her.

He hardly ate a single bite during these three days.

He was used to eating with Wen Baizhi, but now when he sat alone in front of the food, he couldn't help thinking of Wen Baizhi.

I think of her description of the taste of the food, and the sparkling eyes she had when she saw me eat the food.

He wouldn't touch the food until it got cold.

This was just his most ordinary daily life in the past three years.

But after meeting Wen Baizhi, he became so pretentious.

Even though he didn't eat, he didn't sleep either.

Since the autumn hunt, he has been sleeping with Wen Baizhi.

When a person lies down in bed, all the cold air will wrap him tightly.

Only when his eyes were tired of staying open and tears were flowing out, and he was extremely exhausted, would he manage to sleep for an hour or two.

I am always awakened by nightmares.

More than once, he held the pillow and wanted to go find Wen Baizhi like this.

He leaned on her shoulder and told her all his thoughts and love for her.

But he can't.

Not worthy.

Three days seemed to him to be an unusually long time.

On the morning of the day of departure, Ping An came in to help him pack his belongings.

Since he was working on behalf of the imperial court, he needed to tidy up his appearance and put on proper official uniform.

Si Jiu sat in front of the mirror for the first time in three days and saw his current appearance.

Haggard, weak, pale, thin, and withered.

But he was a eunuch and he couldn't grow a beard.

Otherwise, after these three days, his chin would have been covered with beard.

He was so weak that he couldn't even lift his hands.

So he asked Ping An to comb his hair.

Looking at Ping An in the mirror standing behind him, he thought of Wen Baizhi that day again.

I'm leaving today, so should I go and say goodbye to her?

No matter what her attitude towards him was now, he wanted to find her, see her one last time, and say goodbye to her.

At least, after saying goodbye, he now has a place to stay in his heart.

He would feel that there really was someone here waiting to see him again.

Emotions ultimately triumphed over reason.

Si Jiu was too weak, and with Ping An's support, he walked for a long time before he reached Wen Baizhi's house.

He nervously straightened his clothes and patted his cheeks, trying to make them a little rosy. He couldn't be so pale and scare her and make her worry.

But when Ping'an went up and knocked on the door, he found that no one opened the door for a long time.

He was worried that something might have happened, so he said sorry and pushed the door open.

But he found that there was no one in the room.

Even the few large boxes he had sent over at the beginning, which were originally placed in the house, were now gone.

she left.

This thought suddenly popped up in Si Jiu's mind.

she left.

She finally became disappointed with herself for being so useless.

Good to go, good to go.

Si Jiu turned and walked towards the carriage outside the mansion.

Good to go.

He was a rootless person and could not give her any happiness that ordinary people could easily give.

He is so weak and won't be able to stay with her for long in the future.

He was going to Jinzhou anyway, and he suddenly felt that maybe it wouldn't be a bad thing to die in Jinzhou.

Ping An stood behind him nervously, watching him walk out with unsteady steps.

Then I saw Si Jiu getting on the carriage without anyone's help.

Until the team set off, Ping An didn't hear Si Jiu say a word.

He obviously looked so bad.

After the team had been marching for a cup of tea, Wen Baizhi came to Ping'an from the end of the team.

Ping An was following Si Jiu's carriage.

When Ping An saw Wen Baizhi appear, he felt like he had seen a savior.

He told Wen Baizhi that Si Jiu went to look for her in the morning, didn't see her, and left in a daze.

In fact, he hadn't heard Si Jiu say a word since they set out.

He wanted to go into the car to check on Si Jiu countless times, but knowing that he didn't like people approaching him, he endured it.

When Wen Baizhi heard something wrong, she also felt that something would definitely happen to Si Jiu.

She jumped onto the carriage and when she lifted the curtain to get in, Si Jiu, who had fainted and was unconscious with blood at the corner of his mouth, appeared in front of her.