After rebirth, I kidnapped the sickly Dugong

Si Jiu was frightened to death by Wen Baizhi's actions just now.

To be precise, it was because he was overwhelmed by the two emotions and was unable to cope with them that he finally fainted.

One is the joy after being kissed.

It was a feeling of total comfort and pleasure that I had never experienced before.

Then there is the inferiority complex of feeling unworthy.

The two intertwined together, and eventually he passed out due to the pain in his knee.

But after waking up, Wen Baizhi explained the kiss to herself seriously.

It was just a comforting kiss.

Not in any way he thought possible.

But he actually, really had the intention to desecrate her like that.

How could he deserve it, how could he deserve to own it?

Wen Baizhi had no idea of ​​the struggle within him at the moment, she only saw his expression suddenly change.

She hurriedly wanted to see what was wrong with him.

Just when she wanted to put her hand on Si Jiu's abdomen as usual, Si Jiu stretched out his hand to block her hand.

Wen Baizhi: "I just want to see if your stomach hurts again."

Si Jiu put his hands back to his side: "I'm fine, it's not a stomachache."

Wen Baizhi asked: "Where do you feel uncomfortable?"

Si Jiu is actually feeling the most uncomfortable right now.

But how could he say it?

He had no choice but to make up an excuse: "My knee is still a little uncomfortable."

After Wen Baizhi realized what was wrong with him, she was no longer so at a loss.

"Ping An has gone to make some medicine for you. He should be here soon. When the time comes, you should feel much better after drinking the medicine."

Si Jiu lay on the pillow, not daring to even meet her gaze, and turned his face away as if he was guilty.

Wen Baizhi just thought he was tired and didn't bother him anymore. She only spoke to Si Jiu after Ping An brought in the medicine.

"Here's the medicine, take it."

As she spoke, she was about to lean over to help him up.

Si Jiu did the same thing as he did before when he rejected her. He slightly pushed her hand away, supported himself on both sides, and sat up with difficulty.

No matter how careless Wen Baizhi was, she could ignore it once, but this was the second time, there was no way she didn't feel anything.

She decided to give it one more try.

In the past, when Si Jiu was sick and took medicine, she fed him the medicine.

Just like before, she took the medicine bowl and sat in front of him, scooping the medicine for him.

"Take the medicine. Your knee will not hurt so much after that."

She thought to herself that she might have just been overthinking the previous two times. Si Jiu was just used to being stubborn and was not deliberately distancing himself from her as she thought.

But Si Jiu still reached out and took the spoon himself.

"I can do it myself."

Wen Baizhi now completely understood that Si Jiu had been avoiding her contact since he woke up.

Even when the two of them first met, he wasn't so reserved.

She was also worried that if she didn't go along with him now, it would irritate him again.

So she handed him the spoon and said, "Since you can do it yourself, drink the medicine yourself."

Si Jiu took the bowl of medicine directly, raised his head and drank all the medicine in one breath.

It's really strange that someone who obviously has no sense of taste can actually taste the bitterness of this medicine.

Wen Baizhi took the bowl of medicine he had drunk and stood up to leave.

Si Jiu's Adam's apple rolled up and down, but he didn't say anything to persuade her to stay.

He had such terrible thoughts about her. She was so good and she obviously deserved to be loved by someone better.

But before that, until she meets someone better, allow him to beg her to stay with him in his humble desire.

Otherwise, he really couldn't imagine whether he would still have the courage to live.

Looking at Wen Baizhi's leaving back, Si Jiu knew that he had messed up again.

She had clearly taught him so many principles, but he just couldn't get around them.

Si Jiu felt a burning sensation in his chest, and his heart felt as if someone was grabbing it tightly.

He grabbed the front of his clothes with all his strength, his mind was in turmoil, and he bent over and vomited a mouthful of blood onto the ground.

After vomiting the blood, he collapsed on the couch in despair.

No one cares, no one cares.

This was the Si Jiu that Wen Baizhi saw when she came back.

Although it was still breathing, it looked like an unconscious corpse, with no sign of life at all.

She was coming to give him the cushion for his shift tomorrow.

Besides, where else can she sleep if not here at night?

When she went out just now, she was blown by the cold wind a few times, and she vaguely understood the reason for Si Jiu's abnormal behavior just now.

Maybe it was because I kissed him on the forehead.

She also explained it to him.

This must be the reason.

But if she were to explain it again now, she was afraid that Si Jiu would explode on the spot.

When she approached Si Jiu, she noticed a spot of bright red beside the couch. She also saw the unwiped blood on Si Jiu's mouth and realized that the blood was vomited out by him.

Wen Baizhi didn't care about anything else and hurried to see his condition.

Si Jiu had his eyes closed and one hand on his forehead, leaving only the part of his face below his nose exposed.

His breathing was weak and his face was pale.

Wen Baizhi touched his arm: "Zijin."

She couldn't be sure whether he had fainted again, so she could only call his name softly, hoping to get a response from him.

Si Jiu just closed his eyes and thought.

He desperately wanted to find Wen Baizhi, to kneel beside her, and to crave her touch.

But he also implicitly felt that he was unworthy, mocking himself for being nothing more than a lowly eunuch.

Just as the two thoughts were tangling in his mind, he heard someone calling his name.

It was Wen Baizhi who was calling his name.

He moved his arm away in disbelief and opened his eyes.

He tilted his head slightly and saw Wen Baizhi who had returned to his side.

Her concern for him was still so undisguised, all shown in her eyes.

He felt that it would be worth it even if he died at this moment.

Wen Baizhi touched his hair: "Zijin."

Just calling his name made him burst into tears.

Si Jiu struggled to get up. Wen Baizhi didn't know what he was going to do, but she supported him anyway.

After he sat up, Si Jiu threw himself into Wen Baizhi's arms.

"Zi Jin?"

Si Jiu's face was full of hot tears at this moment: "I was wrong Bai Zhi, I was wrong."

Wen Baizhi was confused: "What's going on? You didn't do anything wrong."

Si Jiu just kept saying something that had no logic: "Whatever is fine, don't leave, I was wrong, don't leave me, don't go."

Wen Baizhi pieced together what he said and finally understood what he meant.

He thought he was leaving, but he didn't want to leave. He wanted me to stay by his side forever.

Wen Baizhi caressed his thin back distressedly: "You fool, how could I leave? Where can I go? I just went out to deliver the medicine bowl. I have to come back now."

Si Jiu was comforted a lot by these words, but he still refused to leave her arms.

She kept saying, "No, hug me, don't leave."

Wen Baizhi felt like she was coaxing a child.

But then I thought that Si Jiu might not have been treated well since he was a child.

So he just lay in his arms with her and refused to come out.

Until the end, Si Jiu was tired of crying and yawned a few times in her arms.

Then there was the sound of his even breathing.

Wen Baizhi knew that he was asleep.