After rebirth, I kidnapped the sickly Dugong

Si Jiu had said something like this before.

But Wen Baizhi always thought that after some time, he would slowly find out.

But tonight she wanted to explain the relationship to him clearly.

She asked him solemnly: "Why do you feel it's not worth it?"

Si Jiu didn't expect that she would ask him this: "I feel that I am very unbearable and not worthy of your attention."

Wen Baizhi touched his hair: "What's wrong?"

Si Jiu no longer cries, but when he speaks, there is still a nasal sound as if he had been crying.

“It’s just very unbearable.”

He didn't know how to continue.

He said that he was a eunuch who had been cut with a knife, that he lacked something compared to others, and that he would never be able to give her a complete life.

He knew this all the time, but he didn't know how to explain it to her.

Wen Baizhi now understood what Si Jiu's inferiority complex was hiding in his heart.

She also knew that to cure the so-called long-standing pus scars, she had to scrape off the surface wound ruthlessly and let new flesh and blood grow.

"Do you think your unbearable situation is because you are a eunuch?"

As soon as these words came out, Si Jiu's whole body began to tremble violently as if he was trapped in the cold.

Wen Baizhi hugged his shoulders: "I know you won't be able to bear some of the things I say directly, but if I don't say some of the things, they will always become scars in your heart that you can never heal or forget."

Si Jiu felt like he was in two completely different worlds: ice and fire.

He was sinking into Wen Baizhi's warmth.

At the same time, he could clearly see his own ugliness, which made him feel sick.

Wen Baizhi said gently: "Zijin, maybe you don't believe it, but in the distant future, people at that time will no longer care about the differences between people as much as they do now. No matter what kind of people they are, they can live together well."

She described to him the beauty of the future world.

"Besides, I never think that you are less than others," she said truthfully, "Even if you are indeed less than others physically, so what? How many people can be as determined and courageous as you, and never give up in the face of many difficulties? Take me for example, there are almost no such people around me."

With her comfort, Si Jiu had slowly stopped trembling.

But my heart is still hanging in the air as always.

When he heard her say this, the familiar warmth welled up in his eyes again.

But he couldn't speak.

He could no longer utter a word.

"I know that the knife will be a shadow that you will have for the rest of your life, and it's impossible for you to forget it, but Zijin, don't let that knife become the master of your emotions, okay? You are the master of your own body. As long as you don't think about it occasionally, you win."

She covered all aspects.

She understood his fragility and helplessness.

She knew even more about his hardships and difficulties.

If there is only one person in the world who understands me, that person must be Wen Baizhi.

Si Jiu's tears slid down the corners of his eyes to his ears.

Wen Baizhi reached out to wipe his tears: "Don't let your tears roll into your ears, otherwise your ears will get easily inflamed."

She looked at Si Jiu's red eyes from crying and joked, "If it goes into your brain through your ears, then you'll be crazy."

Si Jiu didn't know what she meant by these words. He only knew that he really wanted to find a hole to crawl into at this moment.

But he couldn't bear to give up her warmth.

He is always like this.

"Okay, little friend Zijin, you are already very tired tonight. I am also very tired from horse racing. Tonight will be your first lesson. I will continue to teach you these knowledge later." She yawned a little. "Now, let's go to bed first. You still have to be on duty tomorrow."

Si Jiu nodded slightly, and Wen Baizhi closed his eyes with peace of mind.

Maybe she was really tired, and soon I could hear her even breathing as she slept.

She did not turn off the light beside the couch these past few nights, so Si Jiu could see her entire face.

A face completely different from Wen Bai's three years ago.

But you can tell it was her from what she did and said.

Si Jiu couldn't help but feel afraid in his heart. He was afraid that Qi Yan'an would discover her existence.

Given Qi Yan'an's obsessive love for her, there would definitely be chaos by then.

A hint of murderous intent flashed in Si Jiu's eyes.

Some things need to be prepared properly.

He had no choice before, but now he has Wen Baizhi by his side.

It is destined that every step he takes will be on thin ice.

But he is not afraid.

As long as she is always by his side.

The next day, Wen Baizhi, who had intended to fall asleep, woke up when Si Jiu got up.

Si Jiu said gently: "It's still early, you can go back to sleep."

Wen Baizhi didn't even open her sleepy eyes: "What are you going to do today?"

Si Jiu said truthfully: "Today, His Majesty should bring his ministers to watch the hunt, and publicly reward those who have the most autumn prey."

Wen Baizhi felt bored: "It's boring."

Seeing her so innocent, Si Jiu couldn't help but touch her head: "It's really boring, you should rest more in the tent today."

Wen Baizhi shook her head: "I don't want to, I want to continue to go horse racing with my friends."

Si Jiu's hand that was touching her head froze in its place: "Okay, it's boring here anyway. If you go out, you should bring Ping An and the others with you. Be careful when riding a horse and don't hurt yourself."

Wen Baizhi said proudly: "Don't worry about this. The horse that can hurt me has not been born yet. Besides, you don't know how docile and smart the horse I'm riding now is. It will definitely not throw me off."

Si Jiu laughed.

He brought Zhuifeng back from the frontier.

He probably knows its temperament best besides Wen Baizhi.

"You've always been a person with opinions," he stood up, "I have to go now. I'll try to come back to have dinner with you tonight."

Wen Baizhi finally reminded him: "You should also take care of your body. Also, Doctor Rong said yesterday that depending on your recovery, he will drain the fluid in your other knee as well."

Si Jiuying: "I know."

Ping An reminded Si Jiu that it was getting late, so he reluctantly left the tent.

I didn’t feel that way before, I just felt that every day was boring and repetitive.

He even regarded Qi Yan'an's deliberate bullying of him as a fluctuation in his ordinary life.

But now, having only lived with Wen Baizhi for such a short time, he has developed an infinite attachment to this home.

Although he is more attached to Wen Baizhi.

After Si Jiu left, Wen Baizhi calmly did what she wanted to do.

She learned from Cuizhi that there were many other ladies with royal titles who came to participate in the autumn hunting like her.

But those ladies have to attend various social gatherings to a certain extent.

But the reason why she can stay idle in the tent like this must be because of Si Jiu.

Si Jiu is a person who always says less and does more.

Wen Baizhi only realized afterwards that he was the one who did many things.

Whenever I think of it, my heart always feels as sweet as if I had eaten honey.