After rebirth, I kidnapped the sickly Dugong

The morning of the twelfth day of the first lunar month.

Wen Baizhi, who disguised herself very well, was summoned to Queen Su's palace on an excuse.

When Wen Baizhi returned to her place after many days, all she could think of was the last time when Si Jiu was locked up here. She had nowhere to turn to and could only passively wait for Qi Yan'an to release Si Jiu.

Therefore, people still need to have their own power.

In the face of absolute power, no one and nothing can become your obstacle.

Otherwise, you will passively wait for gifts and charity from others.

Queen Su dismissed all the servants and took Wen Baizhi to her inner palace.

When seeing Wen Baizhi dressed like this, even Queen Su couldn't recognize her.

"If you hadn't sent me the message, I wouldn't have believed that this little eunuch in front of me was you."

Wen Baizhi smiled, revealing her white teeth: "It means that my disguise was successful. You can't recognize me."

As soon as she spoke, her voice changed.

Empress Su was even more surprised: "Why did your voice change along with the rest of the story? It's more like the original."

Wen Baizhi said: "When acting, you have to be comprehensive. I have plenty of internal energy now, so changing my voice at will is not a problem."

Empress Su applauded again and again: "Good, good, good, I feel relieved. After all, I still don't really feel that we have to take action against Qi Yan'an. Sister, do you think I am a coward?"

She asked carefully.

Wen Baizhi denied it, of course: "No, you are already very good. I know this is not easy. Even having this idea is not easy, let alone really doing it.

Sister, don't feel too burdened. I know there are many people behind you who rely on you. If you are afraid that doing it yourself will affect your family, then just let me do it. I am very grateful to you for bringing me to the palace and giving me this opportunity."

Queen Su was afraid that Wen Baizhi would misunderstand her meaning, so she quickly explained: "No, that's not what I meant. I will do it. How can I let you do it alone for such an important matter? I am indeed a little hesitant, and there are indeed many people who are counting on me to sit firmly on the throne of Queen so that I can exchange it for a lifetime of wealth and glory for them.

But none of them ever asked me whether I was willing or happy. When every relative I looked forward to seeing finally came to the palace to meet me, we only had a short moment to meet. What they asked me most was why I hadn't given Qi Yan'an a legitimate son so that I would have the capital to become the empress dowager in the future.

They don't care about me at all, they only care about my belly. I know they are all good people and good subjects outside, but here, I only see people who completely disregard their daughter's wishes and sacrifice me for the family honor. "

Su Zhenlian had been thinking about this for a long time.

But she never had the chance to say it.

Everyone just thinks she is lucky.

Although her family was just a small one and had no real power, they still had a daughter who became the queen.

If she complains again, it means she is showing off and is ignorant.

But she is really unhappy.

She was very happy that someone who understood her and knew her inner difficulties finally appeared.

He even spoke a lot more than before.

It's as if I have to let out all the grievances I've suffered over the years before I feel happy.

"Sister, do you know what scares me the most?"

Wen Baizhi is a good listener.

She gave different reactions to each of Su Zhenlian's sentences.

Like this moment.

She bit her lip slightly, looked at her with concern, and shook her head.

Indicates that she doesn't know.

Su Zhenlian seemed to be very helpful with such timely feedback.

“The scariest thing is that one day I suddenly felt that maybe I was the most suitable person to be the queen, and I would start to get used to it.

And I enjoy the flattery from others with a clear conscience. Even if anyone has any opinion about me, I want to use the power in my hands to punish them.

I was clearly not like this before, but I have become such a strange person without even realizing it. I don’t want to, I really don’t want to.”

Wen Baizhi deeply understood what she said.

"Environment is very important to a person," Wen Baizhi spoke in her original voice this time, "because the environment changes a person subtly and silently. Sometimes you don't even realize that you are being changed. It's only one day, or a moment, when you suddenly realize that you have changed."

Perhaps this is how Si Jiu was slowly changed by her.

Su Zhenlian was not surprised either.

"But sister, you are already very capable. You can find that this change in yourself is something you don't like, and you also have the desire to break out of your current cage. This has already defeated many people.

Besides, you are the queen, a position that many people dream of. It is really not easy for you to be so clear-headed and see your own changes."

Wen Baizhi praised Su Zhenlian sincerely.

This is indeed not an easy thing to do.

She was also surprised by her idea.

After Su Zhenlian received her affirmation, she felt a little better.

"Thank you, sister. I have been holding these words in my heart for a long time, but I have no one to talk to. Even if I tell them, they won't understand my thoughts. But now that I have told you this, I feel much better. I won't be as blocked as before."

Wen Baizhi nodded: "But sister, I want to ask you a little presumptuously, when you want to do this, do you still want to avenge the person before you?"

Su Zhenlian's next words shocked Wen Baizhi even more.

She said she didn't.

"Actually, sister, sometimes people will beautify the memories in their minds. For example, when I dream about that person in my mind at midnight, I always dream about him breaking away from my hand, pushing me aside when I was crying, and not wanting to elope with me who had been chosen as the queen.

It seems to be like this. My memories before entering the palace seem as distant as those in my previous life. So distant that I seem to be making up stories to comfort myself.

There are very few people in this world who have the courage to fight against imperial power, and I am not the lucky one who can get someone who is willing to give up his life for me.

He must have escaped at that time, I forgot whether he did or not, but he didn’t take me with him anyway. He even wanted to send me away to get a reward for himself…

Maybe all the things I told you before were just stories I made up to comfort myself while I was trapped in this cage.

After all, this cage is too big and too cold. People must have some good memories, right? Since I don’t have any, I’ll make one up myself.

This way, when you take a look at it, you won’t be so disappointed, right?”