After rebirth, I kidnapped the sickly Dugong

In the end, Wen Baizhi was the only one who fell asleep.

Si Jiu couldn't fall asleep no matter what.

He has been worried about Wen Baizhi's condition and cannot relax. How can he sleep?

Wen Baizhi was one of the few people who couldn't sleep well.

Her body was very hot at this moment.

It's like a big furnace.

After falling asleep for a while, she felt so hot that she wanted to kick off the quilt and take off her clothes.

It was Si Jiu who pressed his legs on the quilt, stopping her from moving.

While he was trying to stop her from kicking the quilt, he was also whispering in her ear, not caring whether she could hear him or not.

"Baibai, be good. You have to cover yourself with a blanket. I know you're hot. Let's hold on for a while, okay? Just hold on a little longer."

How could Wen Baizhi understand what he said while she was sick?

She just wanted to follow her own comfort.

She was really too hot, but Si Jiu restricted her movements and she couldn't kick off the quilt.

The hotter it gets, the more irritated she becomes.

The more irritated she became, the bigger her hand movements became, and her strength also increased.

She kicked hard in the quilt regardless of anything, trying to break free from the restraints.

Si Jiu didn't expect that her consciousness of resistance was so strong at this moment. He felt more and more distressed for Wen Baizhi at this moment.

He really wanted to catch Rong Heng back again, regardless of the consequences, and let him boil medicine for Wen Baizhi on the spot.

Even if it can make her feel a little more comfortable, it would be good.

Since Si Jiu's entire body was lying on the quilt, he used his own strength to hold the quilt down to prevent Wen Baizhi from kicking it away.

So when she kicked inside the quilt, she accidentally kicked Si Jiu's abdomen which was against the quilt.

Although there was a quilt between us, most of the force was blocked by the quilt.

But in the end, I kicked it a little bit.

Si Jiu has very little flesh on his abdomen, so it would easily turn purple with the slightest touch.

What's more, it will also cause stomachache.

But Si Jiu didn't care about his own affairs at the moment.

He only knew that Wen Baizhi was in pain and very uncomfortable.

He only hated that he didn't have more ways to help her feel better.

"Bai Bai, it's okay, it's okay."

In the end, Si Jiu couldn't bear to see Wen Baizhi looking so uncomfortable in her sleep, so he lifted the quilt off her.

Then he hugged her again.

Si Jiu's body temperature is slightly lower than that of ordinary people.

Now being held by Wen Baizhi who had a high fever, he felt unusually cool and very comfortable.

Wen Baizhi used both her hands and feet to climb onto Si Jiu.

I wish I could stick my whole body to him.

Si Jiu also held her in his arms with great affection, and kept wiping the sweat from her head.

It was only afternoon now, and it would take at least two hours before the team stopped to rest.

No matter how anxious Si Jiu was, he could not go against Wen Baizhi's wishes at this critical moment.

He didn't want to disappoint her.

Just like that, with Si Jiu's comfort and the cooling of her body temperature, Wen Baizhi gradually fell asleep.

It had been a long time since she had dreamed about the period from Wen Bai's death to her rebirth as Wen Baizhi.

The last time she had this dream was when she was hunting in autumn with Si Jiu. She dreamed that after her death, Si Jiu was lying in the coffin holding her body, and in the end it was Qi Yan who pulled him out.

It was at that time that she first learned that Si Jiu was afraid of the dark.

At this moment, she seemed to be dreaming of the past.

But the person she dreamed of was not someone else, but Si Jiu.

She knew clearly that she was in a dream.

Because the scene before her was something she had never seen before.

This is a small, dark room.

Someone's heavy breathing could be faintly heard.

But because the room was so dark, she couldn't see the person's specific appearance.

Wen Baizhi subconsciously thought that no matter who this person was, it shouldn't be Si Jiu.

Because Si Jiu is afraid of the dark.

He would only feel more uncomfortable here.

But it seemed as if God was against her.

Maybe she had adapted to the dark environment, or maybe it was a dream, she could see whatever she wanted.

She actually saw who was lying on the bed not far in front of her.

To say the bed was good is an exaggeration.

It can only be described as a small couch.

It was the kind of small couch that you would fall off if you turned over even slightly.

The person lying on top was the one Wen Baizhi had just prayed was not Si Jiu's man.

Si Jiu was lying there with his eyes closed, sunken cheeks and a pale face.

He was not covered with anything, so you could see blood on his pants.

At this moment, Si Jiu was like a dead body, lying here without any feeling.

It seemed that everything in the outside world had nothing to do with him.

Wen Baizhi originally didn't know what node she was at.

But based on this small dark room and the blood on Si Jiu's pants.

She then combined what Si Jiu had told her at the time, that he was locked in a small dark room after being executed.

She reacted.

Now should be the darkest time for Si Jiu.

Maybe when people tell stories, they always overlook some details.

For example, Si Jiu did not tell Wen Baizhi how terrible the environment was in the small dark room he was in at the time.

The room was dark and small, and there were no windows for ventilation.

This results in a lot of unpleasant smells in the house that can't be removed.

There was not even a pillow on the couch where Si Jiu was lying, except for a quilt.

He just lay there uncomfortably for who knows how long.

The same went for Si Jiu's clothes. You could see that they were wet and then dry, and then wet again with cold sweat. This happened repeatedly several times, and there were obvious water stains on the clothes.

There was no one to take care of him.

And Wen Baizhi knew it.

In order to make the operation relatively safer, the person to be executed would often be deprived of water and food for three days before the execution.

The same thing happened after the execution.

All for the sake of better recovery below.

That's why Si Jiu was so weak at this moment. If Wen Baizhi hadn't seen the rise and fall of his chest, she would have thought he was gone.

His lips were also the chappedest she had ever seen them.

Wen Baizhi tried to call Si Jiu to let him know her presence.

But she couldn't utter a single word.

She could only see Si Jiu, so desperate and weak, lying in front of her.

She couldn't even hug him.

His despair also infected her.

Just when Wen Baizhi had not yet come out of this emotion, a white light appeared in front of her eyes, and the scene in front of her changed into a new scene.

The scene is brighter now than before.

She had just come out of a dark environment and squinted her eyes uncomfortably.

After her eyes adjusted to the light, she saw a familiar place.

The secret room in Governor Si Jiu's mansion that she had discovered by accident.

It was also in that secret room that she discovered the secret that Si Jiu had been hiding.

He always knew that he was hiding under Wen Baizhi's body, it was Wen Bai's business.

For some reason, she was teleported here again.

Just when Wen Baizhi was still confused, Si Jiu appeared in front of her again.

Si Jiu was in better condition now than when he was lying in the small dark room just now.

It's just a little better.

At least he was dressed cleanly, but his face was still as pale as ever.

Wen Baizhi knew that Si Jiu couldn't hear her, so she simply stopped talking and waited to see what would happen to Si Jiu this time.

She stood leisurely beside Si Jiu and watched him take the next step.

I saw Si Jiu took off his shirt first, revealing a chest that was much thinner than it was now.

His chest was so thin that his ribs were clearly visible.

There was a lamp in front of him.

Wen Baizhi quickly realized what the lamp was, and also quickly understood what Si Jiu was going to do.

Sure enough, just as she had guessed, Si Jiu took out a dagger the next second.

He slashed his heart with an expressionless face.

The movements were so skillful that it seemed as if he had done it thousands of times.

There wasn't even a crack in his expression.

The whole person was eerily quiet and calm.

As the wound opened, blood dripped out from my heart.

Si Jiu took out the resurrection lamp familiarly and dripped blood on the wick without wasting a single drop of blood.

Wen Baizhi had only heard about this incident in his later description.

But hearing and actually seeing are two different things.

She really couldn't accept that Si Jiu would hurt herself like this and gamble on an outcome that might have no results.

She didn't care that she was in a dream, nor did she care that Si Jiu couldn't hear her words.

She shouted, "Zijin, stop hurting yourself! I won't allow you to hurt yourself like this!"

She didn’t know if she had seen it wrong, but Si Jiu seemed to react to her words.

It was obvious that he should not be able to hear anything.

But Wen Baizhi felt that he seemed to have heard it.

Otherwise, why would there be so few pauses in his movements?

She continued, "Zijin, I'm telling you, you must take good care of yourself. I will come back to see you in a while, and then we will always be together, and you won't have to bear so much alone anymore."

This time Wen Baizhi was not wrong. Si Jiu's face, which had originally shown no expression, did reveal a subtle smile after she said this.

She had been with Si Jiu for such a long time, so she naturally knew what Si Jiu looked like when he smiled.

She can see even the smallest difference.

Si Jiu smiled.

"Zijin, can you hear what I say? Can you hear it right?"

Wen Baizhi asked with both expectation and suspicion.

But what she didn't expect was that Si Jiu actually responded to what she said.

"Master is right. The Soul-Resurrection Lamp is indeed effective. Look, I can hear you talking again. Although I know it might be my illusion, it's good to be able to hear you talking again.

This will at least make me feel that the world is not so unfair to me."

Si Jiu's mumbling startled Wen Baizhi.

again?

Si Jiu used the word "again"?

That meant he had heard her speak more than once.

But he probably thought it was just his own hallucination and didn't take it seriously.

But if this is really the case, then when he heard her speak before, it was all because of Wen Baizhi's dream.

But the timing doesn't match.

She entered the dream as Wen Baizhi, but who else came before that?

She has no impression at all.

Wen Baizhi wanted to say something else, but she felt a flash of light before her eyes again, and then she left.

She naturally didn't know that after she left, Si Jiu shouted into the air a few more times.

"are you still there?"

he asks.

But no one answered.

"Are you leaving again? Are you only here for a short while again?"

Si Jiu's clothes were still open, and the scar on his heart was shocking.

At this time, Qi Yan'an had not yet asked him to remove the scar, so the scar remained.

The most painful time is when removing scars on the chest.

Because new scars appear here every day.

The old wounds haven't healed yet and new ones have appeared. Naturally, the scars here are the most painful and uncomfortable to remove.

But these are all things for later.

Now Si Jiu is shouting at the air.

Because he didn't know how to call out Wen Bai's name.

Yes, at this time he didn’t know that Wen Bai would become Wen Baizhi later.

He was just cautious and didn't even dare to call out his lover's name.

"It's okay. It's okay if you leave. Just come once in a while, maybe once or twice? No, just once, just once will be enough. Just let me hear your voice."

Wen Baizhi didn't know that Si Jiu relied on this little bit of what he believed to be auditory hallucination to insist on irrigating the Resurrection Lamp with his own blood.

Even if Wen Bai would not come back in the end, Si Jiu just thought that it would be nice to be able to hear her voice occasionally.

He knew that the world would not be so kind to him.

The only good things he had, he hoped to use on Wen Bai.

That was enough for him.

"Are you leaving? It's good to leave."

After Si Jiu said this, he fell backwards weakly.

He is too tired.

When he used the dagger to cut his heart, his hands were shaking weakly.

He was so weak that he could actually be blown away by the wind.

But he couldn't fall.

Anyway, life and death make no difference to him now.

It’s better to continue living, maybe one day I will see Wen Bai again.

It turns out he was right.

He really got what he wanted later and met Wen Bai again.

When Wen Baizhi came back to reality from the most painful memories of the two Si Jius, she was being held in Si Jiu's arms.

She rarely leaned in Si Jiu's arms.

Usually it was Si Jiu who leaned on her.

It can be seen that Si Jiu suffered a lot more mentally because of her illness this time.

She had just woken up from two immersive dreams and suddenly saw Si Jiu safe and sound beside her. Suddenly, Si Jiu's desperate expression in the previous two scenes appeared before her again.

She hugged Sijiu.

Si Jiu also noticed that she was awake now.

I quickly asked, "Baibai, you're awake. Do you feel better? You've sweated a lot, so the temperature should drop a little later."

Wen Baizhi's hair was wet with sweat, but Si Jiu didn't care.

He just wanted to hold her like this.

No matter what she looks like.

Wen Baizhi didn't say anything, and she couldn't speak anymore.

She just wanted to hug Si Jiu at this moment.

To make up for her regret of not being able to hug the two Si Jius at that time.

Si Jiu didn’t know what she dreamed about, but he really enjoyed the feeling of being needed by her and being held by her.

Zijin, no matter how difficult the road ahead is, I will always be with you.

Wen Baizhi said to herself silently in her heart.