After rebirth, I kidnapped the sickly Dugong

After Wen Baizhi completely left the room, Si Jiu sat in his original position blankly, not moving for a long time.

The passage of time seemed to become nothingness in his world.

Any changes in the external world have nothing to do with him.

He has always lived only for Wen Baizhi. Now that Wen Baizhi doesn't want him anymore and has left him, he certainly can't survive.

Si Jiu knew the reason why Wen Baizhi was angry with him this time.

He just got used to reporting good news but not bad news since he was a child.

I have also become accustomed to hiding all the difficulties and pains I encounter in my heart, and trying to solve all the problems I encounter through my own efforts.

Because he had never been loved by his father since he was a child, and he did not have a father like a big tree to serve as an umbrella of protection for his childhood, even if he encountered difficulties and wanted to find someone to help him solve them, no one could help him.

Living with the nanny who took care of him, he also knew that he couldn't go to the nanny and cry to her every time he was bullied.

The nanny couldn't help him, and would always look at his wounds and cry silently.

After several times, Si Jiu only reported good news and never bad news to the nanny.

When she was with Wen Bai before, Wen Bai was very busy and Si Jiu rarely saw her.

Even though he met her a few times, Si Jiu was too embarrassed to even look at her, let alone talk about anything else.

Now that he is with Wen Baizhi, although he has gradually learned to show weakness in front of Wen Baizhi and tell her all his true feelings, he still can't let go of the last step, and sometimes he will unconsciously hide his wounds from her.

Si Jiu lowered his eyes and looked at the ground.

This was almost the first time that he faced this mentality so seriously.

Wen Baizhi was right to be angry, and it was also right for her to leave.

He really didn't listen to her.

But now he really wanted to get Wen Baizhi back. He really wanted to be in front of her, hug her, cry and promise her that he would never do this again.

But will she listen?

The night came quickly, and Si Jiu still maintained the same posture.

He didn't even think of getting up and lighting a lamp for himself.

Without Wen Baizhi in the room, whether it was bright or dark, it was all equally dark to him.

My back was a little stiff from sitting there, and my calves were a little numb from not moving.

Not to mention the pain in his mouth, his tongue has suffered a lot these days.

At this time, Si Jiu actually felt that this was a good thing.

After all, someone like him who only makes his lover angry should suffer more.

He even masochistically felt that the pain he was feeling now was not enough.

Far from enough.

While Si Jiu was suffering so much, Wen Baizhi was not having an easy time either.

After she arrived at Cuizhi's room, she started complaining about Sijiu to Cuizhi like a little sister.

"Cuizhi, tell me, I always tell him that if you feel uncomfortable, you should tell me. Even if I can't help you relieve the pain, at least if I know, I can still take care of you and comfort you, right? At least I won't let you bear it alone. But he always agrees, and then when it really happens, he still does his own thing and takes it all on his own every time."

"The key is, if he wants to hide something, he should try his best to hide it from me and not let me find out. But should I say that he is still not pretending in front of me? Every time he wants to hide something from me, I will find out in the end. So Cuizhi, what is he hiding? He can't hide it. I will be angry if I know it."

"Just like me now, I am really angry, so I came to you. I must teach him a lesson this time, otherwise he will do this every time and think that I won't be angry, so he will continue to do it next time."

"What I really want is not his attitude or behavior. I just feel so sorry for him. I hope he can be more relaxed in front of me, and not keep everything to himself and lose the desire to express himself. His life was already very hard before. At least in front of me, I hope he is happy and relaxed, and can act as recklessly as a child."

This is the real reason why Wen Baizhi was angry with Si Jiu and left his room.

She just wanted her lover to have the most unrestrained life in front of her.

Wen Baizhi said these words while sitting cross-legged on the small couch in Cuizhi's room.

While saying this, Cuizhi moved a small stool and sat quietly beside the couch, just listening silently to Wen Baizhi venting her inner distress.

She was holding a glass of water in her hand. When Wen Baizhi said yes, she handed the water to her at the right time and watched Wen Baizhi drink the glass of water in one breath.

Perhaps because she had said all these things to others, Wen Baizhi felt much better now.

I don't feel as blocked, depressed and panicked as I did just now.

She naturally handed the empty cup back to Cuizhi: "Cuizhi, do you think I did something wrong?"

Cuizhi didn't understand this: "Miss, I don't know. I only know that you and Dugong are the most loving couple. I think no matter what you do now, it will be because you love each other."

"How can I not love her?" Wen Baizhi sighed.

No one knew better than her how much Si Jiu loved her.

Those love words that she once thought were the most hypocritical seemed so thin in the face of Si Jiu's love for her.

But she also loves Sijiu.

She now began to suspect that Si Jiu might have felt too little love from her, so he did not have the confidence to do everything in front of her.

Could this be the reason?

Thinking of this, Wen Baizhi asked Cuizhi: "Cuizhi, do you think I love Sijiu?"

Cuizhi gave her answer without thinking too much: "Of course the young lady loves the governor. The young lady treats the governor so well, and everyone of us can see it."

Wen Baizhi murmured: "But I treat him well, not because I love him, but because he is also very good. No, I shouldn't say that. Even if I don't love him, I will treat him well. But because I love him, I will treat him well in addition to being good to him."

Cuizhi was confused: "Miss, I don't quite understand what you are saying."

Not to mention Cuizhi, even Wen Baizhi herself now had a hard time understanding what she had just said.

"It's okay, it doesn't matter. It doesn't matter whether you understand it or not. I don't really understand it myself. Anyway, no matter what happens tomorrow, I will sleep with you tonight. We can talk about other things tomorrow. Let's just enjoy tonight first."

A very obvious characteristic of Wen Baizhi is that she will not be melancholy about the illusory future in advance.

She will just try her best to live the present day well.

Si Jiu couldn't lie down and have a good sleep that night.

The next day he developed a high fever.