After rebirth, I kidnapped the sickly Dugong

"Zijin, Zijin."

Si Jiu felt dizzy, but he seemed to hear someone calling him.

"Zi Jin."

Maybe it was his own illusion and fantasy, but Wen Baizhi was the only one who could call him that.

Si Jiu struggled with his own consciousness, and finally struggled to open his eyes.

After opening his eyes, he saw his current situation.

He was still lying on the cold ground, just like before he fell asleep.

The difference was that after he woke up, he saw a woman sitting in front of him.

"Zi Jin, you're awake." The woman looked very happy to see him wake up.

Si Jiu just felt that her face looked blurry and he couldn't see her full expression.

Even her voice seemed to have been heard somewhere before, but now I just couldn't remember where.

"Zijin, what's wrong with you?"

Si Jiu closed his eyes and opened them again, and the black fog in front of him finally dissipated.

The woman appeared before him.

It turned out to be Wen Bai.

It was Wen Bai who died three years ago.

For a moment, Si Jiu couldn't tell whether he was dreaming or the women who looked similar to Wen Bai had come back again.

Wen Bai was also very gentle. When he saw him wake up, he came to help him sit up.

But Si Jiu subconsciously rejected her kindness and tried hard to sit up by himself.

But after sitting up, I still felt the pain in my abdomen.

Si Jiu paused, and Wen Bai naturally put his arm around his waist: "Why are you so polite to me now?" His tone sounded as if he was blaming him.

Si Jiu felt more and more that he was dreaming.

He pinched the back of his hand and found it didn't hurt.

So he was really dreaming.

I also dreamed of Wen Bai from the past.

The Wen Bai in the dream was different from the Wen Bai who actually appeared at that time.

The difference is that the real Wen Bai would never notice him, let alone see the injuries on his body, so he would not stay for him or help him up.

Si Jiu knew that he shouldn't do that, but after seeing Wen Bai like this, he still had the urge to stay with her for a while longer.

"I know you are fake." Si Jiu said to Wen Bai, knowing that he was dreaming.

Wen Bai's hand was still on his waist: "I am fake? What is fake about me?"

She was just an image that Si Jiu had created after he lost Wen Bai and spent countless days and nights thinking about her.

She's not real, she's just a fantasy.

"In fact, you haven't appeared in my dreams for a long time. It seems that since Wen Baizhi came back last year, I have rarely seen you in my dreams and in my reality. I have always known that you are my fantasy, the companion I use to comfort me in every lonely night. You are fake, and it is abnormal for me to see you in front of you."

Si Jiu had not told Wen Baizhi about the fact that he had been seeing visions of Wen Bai.

First, I didn't want to tell her and make her worry.

Second, after Wen Baizhi came to his side, he rarely had the same hallucinations as before.

"So you don't need me now?" Wen Bai said a little sadly.

Si Jiu avoided her hand without leaving a trace: "No, I always need you Wen Bai, I have always loved you, but not in dreams, not in illusions, I will continue to love you in reality as if you were my life, but not here."

Wen Bai felt even sadder after hearing his answer: "You just don't need me anymore. Have you met someone better? You were always happy and relaxed when you were with me for the past three years. I would hug you and coax you. You could sleep the most peacefully with me. Why can't you do that now?"

Si Jiu interrupted her: "I am very grateful for your companionship over the past three years. If it weren't for you, I would not have been able to hold on many times."

He told the truth.

People often imagine countless beautiful moments for themselves in desperate situations.

But for Si Jiu, the best person will always be Wen Bai.

That's why he fantasized about Wen Bai coming out to accompany him.

"But, I should wake up now. I'm sorry, and thank you for staying with me for so long. I love you, I always have, but I have to go back to reality."

For some reason, even though he knew that Wen Bai was fake, when Si Jiu said that he was going to leave her, he still felt heartbroken and really reluctant to let her go.

After all, in these three years, it was her love and companionship that got him through one long night after another.

Even though Si Jiu at that time had never expected Wen Bai to have true love for him.

"No, you can't leave." Wen Bai said with a tearful voice.

When Si Jiu saw her like this, he couldn't help but let the tears that he had tried so hard to hold back fall.

"I'm going to wake up, Baibai. Maybe you don't know that you have never loved me at this moment. I'm like a thief. I gave you a memory that doesn't belong to you and made you force your feelings on me. It's my fault.

But Bai Bai, what neither you nor I know is that after this, you really became another person and came back to me. It is you now who has taught me many things about loving others and loving myself, so I should get out. I am leaving. "

Since Si Jiu knew that he was in a dream, all the pain he had previously experienced in reality disappeared.

So he could stand up naturally.

Wen Bai still squatted on the ground, pulling at his clothes: "Zi Jin, don't go, don't go, can't you stay with me a little longer, even in a dream, you can't meet me in reality."

Si Jiu cried and shook her head: "Bai Bai, I am sorry for you. I shouldn't have imprisoned you with my own selfishness. Even in a dream, I can't ignore your original wishes. It's obvious that you don't love me, but you still waste time with me in this void. What's the difference between me and Qi Yan'an?

After I wake up, you will regain your freedom, Baibai, you love freedom the most. No one has the right to force you to do something you don't like, even in the name of love. Baibai, now I should let you go."

Wen Bai looked up at his heartless face and said, "I don't want it, I don't want it, Zijin, I don't want it."

Si Jiu felt heartbroken when he saw her tears.

He squatted down. In his dream, he could conjure up anything he wanted.

So he took out a sword easily.

"Bai Bai, I actually always knew how to break this illusion, but I have never been able to let go. But it's okay, I will go out and accompany you in reality soon. I will always love you. Whether you are Wen Bai or Wen Baizhi, I love you. I only love you. I love you the most."

Si Jiu kissed the top of Wen Bai's head with tears in his eyes.

He didn't dare kiss anywhere else.

Although he really wanted to hug Wen Bai tightly into his body.

But he can't, and he doesn't deserve to.

Because this was Wen Bai, the one he forced to fall in love with.

He then drew out his sword and stabbed it into Wen Bai's abdomen.